
Sunday
Today is the day. Today i will die. I grab rope from the garage. And take out a pen and a paper my hand shaking as i write.
I slowly open my eyes to the sound of a phone alarm going off. I dont remember ever setting an alarm. I reach for my pink fluffy phone nd check it. Theres no new notifications. I look back at my nightstand to see a red amd black phone. Jame's phone is going off eith an alarm title now is the day a noose take over. My ears go back as i quickly slip my slippers on, pull a jacket on, grab both phones and run out of the house.
I tie the rope, my handwritten note in my hand. I feel guilty. I look down at the note. Thats why i gave a special goodbye to each of my friends. They were the only ones who understood me. The only ines i trust. And i still do. I always will, even to the end.
I run as fast as I can, just him on my mimd as i ran. I pushed through crowds, acidentally knocking some peiple down. I cross a street dodging cars and running at full spedd once again.
I tie the rope around my neck, standing on a step stool.
Faster! I have to go faster!
Its such a beautiful day, even betted than Monday.
FASTER! I have to get to him!
I raise my head and get ready to take a step, tears actually falling fom my eyes.
I knock on his door, then ring the doorbell ten times. His dad answers looking at me confused. I dont waste any time, i just push past him. He grabs my wrist. "NO stop! You dont understand!" I sob. "Your trespassing, i umderstand that!" He says. "Its your son! Hes dying! I have to save him!" I sob. Hes taken aback and lets go. I sprint to Jame's room.
I take that step and immediatly i flimg aroumd, the world slowly going dark as i try to breath.
"NO!" I yell tears choking me as i slam open the door. I run up and quickly untie him. We fall together and im on top.
...Im alive!? I look and see Dani. She has tears in her eyes and they are completly flooding her cheeks. She sobs and hugs me. I dont hug back. She breaks the hug and takes my head on her hands. "Why?" She asks. "Im a burden." I mumble. "No your not!" She yells. "Then im a stupid burden." I mumble. "No your not that either! Your human! Ok? You cant just try to leave me like that *sob* i was so scared! I thought *sniff* I- I though id loose you! I cant bare that thought! You cant leave me!" She yells sobs breaking most her words. "Dani-" I mumble. But i was cut off.
Dani smashed her lips into mine, tears still streaming her face. "I love you! So scaring me like that! I- y-
It hurt so much! I thought id never get to see your smile, hear your laugh! I was so goddamn scared! Please never do that again!" She yells hugging me again. "Fine... i promose i wont." I mumble as a blushing mess. She smiles through her tears and hugs me again. This woman i swear is going to be the end of me... heh. The one time that saying doesnt work is right here with Dani.
Slowly i sit up with Dani still on my lap. She hasnt stopped hugging, i just have and emotional mess on my shoulder. Then just to be annoying i pet her ears. She doesnt move. I pick her up and lay her on my bed, i chuckle a bit. She's asleep! How cute! I sit on the floor, my head reasting on one arm and the other petting her silky soft ears. Slowly i drift to sleep as well.
I slowly wake up. Im in Jame's room! It takes me a bit to remember what happened. My ears go down a bit. I shift so im facing James, who is sleeping with his head rested on his arm amd his knees holding him up from the ground. I brush some of his bangs away and smile. He is so cute. Hopefully he doesnt remember my whole confession from earlier... i was just so panicked i didnt really think about what i said... but i meant every word. My thoughts shatter when James starts to move... but he isnt awake, is he? Sliwly he just falls with a plop on the ground. I hold in a laugh. Jame's head pops up with a confused expression. I just plop in a pillow dying of laughter.
I fucking fell off the bed! In my sleep! "Shut up!" I growl at Dani. Suprisingly she stops laughing only to wipe the tears from her eyes and continue. Slowly a smile spreads on my fave amd i start laughing to. "Your laugh is contagious!" I gasp. She just laughs harder. "You looked so peaceful beforw the fall." She laughs. "Shut up!" I say playfully puching her arm. Something tells me, she's going to make my life alot more brighter.
(Hey buddy, chum, pals yay! This peice of shit is done! I was running out of ideas since like Wednesday... i hope none of you take this as smut and that none of you were expecring smut... cuz thats just weird. I wrote this for Haize_the_skeleton and FelixtheToon because other and I think they would make an adorable couple! Anyway thats all i wanted to day. Boi!)
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