hey.. guys.. am back with my FF.. #JKPH..... hope u like it.... coz, mujhe patta nahi challta... & form now.. I'll stop tagging it.. so I  decided some friends... that they like to read FF... but they have very problem to comments... I knew.I am not good as others.....but still I am.... its the main issue is noti prob. so.. if I won't tagged.. there will be "na rehaga bans.. na bajegi bansuri"
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recap: swara's fever.... & kavitha come to talk San... in evening Swara was lost somewhere...

#JANE_KAB_PAYAR_HUA.
#24

IT was midnight... (same day)

San was sleeping peacefully....  but swara has sleepless.. she was blankly looking at the ceiling..... the acc temperature is 24°..... but still she is sweating.. to think....

(flashback of office)
she lean to San's cabin happily..... soon she stopped at the door.... with hare a name... "kavitha....." & as she look near the door gap.. find....
*** kavi: I knw.. San.. I can't understand ur feelings..
San: no u don't...
kavi:(quite)
SNA:(look at the pic) huamara rishta mere lia bohot bohot hi zayada khash hai... & u kwn kavitha.. I love..(interpreted)
kavi:(hold his hand) I knew. sanskar.... I can understand...***

swara can't see their pic... but the whole world was broke her  down..... she cries... as she was not in the situation to listen kavi's last words.... when she saw.. kavitah was coming out... she hide herself... & as she goes.. swara  compose herself... whipe her tears....& enter.....
when she asked him.. about.. what San wanna tell her..... she knew.. the ans... yet she hope San says her everything
(flashback ends)

swara wakeup form bed.... & cries.... (looking @ sleeping San...)

Sw:(monologue) why sanskar.. why u play with me..?? why don't u tell me...?? that u still love her..?? & why u hide me.?? orr u showing me sympathy..?? that I have no place to go..?? But sanskar.. I love u.. & I wish too that u love me back... I won't want your sympathy... u showing me sympathy... I'll pay it.. with my dignity.... coz, I respect our marriage.. accepted u as my everything..... but u hide me...?? u don't need to hide.. U can say me.. "shona... I want to go back with kavi...." y...y...y.. San..? why don't u tell me....  or u scared that I can't able to digest it..?? what is it..??  u not even think me as friend.?

her thoughts broke with San's movement.... San take a side... & sleeps... swara leave the bed...  & goes to couch.... & sleeps....but she can't sleeps.. at alll......

...NEXT DAY...

when San open his eyes... it was too late... today  swara don't call him.. when he saw around.. find his loving wife warring  ladies narrow jeans & knee-lenght  kurta.. pony her hair... she was getting ready infront of mirror.... San give her his killer smile...

San:morning.. shona....(stretching his arms)
Sw:(palely) morning.. sanskar... u awake.. am getting ready for school...
San:(smile & come close to her) its OK.. shona... but. y u look so dull..??
Sw:(checking her bags..) haa.am fine.. accha... listen maybe am late to back.. as  today & next 2day.. we have final rehearsal so.....
San:(kiss her cheeks) its OK...
Sw:(today she feel all fake.. but she kiss back with love)
San:(can feel some strange in her... but he decided to surprised her.. so keep quite)

@school..

swara was upset mind... (& when she will be upset.. she dance freely form heart.. its her way to cheer up herself)
after taking her all class....

its afternoon.....
She goes to their dance room...
& change her dress to knee-lenght shots & a loose top....

she close her eyes.. remembered all her good moments... & start dancing smoothly...  as the music high up...she remembered her last kavi-san incidents.... she dance madly..... she becoming out of sense.... in this time ragini & rahul softly enter to that room....
   (as they thought SWA was upset for her matter..)

soon, San reach there... to take her for lunch.... as he enter.. he ask one student...
San: hlw.. beta,. can u tell me.. where is ur swara mam..
student: sir, mam to dance room me hai.... (points) agge se left....
San:(smile) thank u...(kiss her cheeks)

San reach to dance room... open the door....& his eyes. gonna stuck.. on

@inside the dance room

swara dance madly.. no.one can stop her... she was lost in dance..... ragini can understand her upset ness... but not true one.... swara was rounding & rounding.. & rounding... once a time she was about to fall...  but rahul who present there...... he rush to her.. & hold her to stop her falling......

& exact that what San saw..... swara & rahul are holding each other arms-amrs.... ragini don't mind it.. coz, she knew.. if he won't hold her.. she meets an accident....

San was unknown by rag's presence... he was shock.. yet he flaming in anger... to saw..  his love in others arms....

Sw:(composed herself.. take a move form rahul) thanks RahUl...
rah: its OK. swara...   but why u are so upset.?? is it for me?? I will already applied for transfer..
Sw:(smile sadly) no. rahul... u stay haer.like this.... I don't mind now...
rahul:(pass her water) have it...
Sw:(take it) thank u.. (now after a long time she smile)

which all notice by San... & he just leave the school...as he come.... swara & rag & rhul all was unknown by it....

swara hug ragini.... & they both take leave together...

swara was smiling now.. coz, she get it..  what will be her next step.... for San & kavi rebonding.............

(let her think....swasan was.. is.. & will also..)

Night..

swara was waiting for San.....  its became 9... till he won't back... she is now worried... but next her mind told her..

Sw's mind: don't worry.. shona... maybe he with kavitha..
sw's heart: no.. I can't believed it... if may he again meet any accident.?? (shona get fear..& hold her both hands)
sw's mind:hahahhaa.... that time he was alone... but now...
sw's heart: no no no.. it cant be happen....

swara shout: shut up.. u both.. let me see some more time & then I call papa... (yet she keep trying him in ph..)

its become 10... she was dam worried.....  just then a door bell...... she run to the door... & as she open she find drunk San..... his eyes are red... due to drink or anger, or in pain swara was shock to see San like this..... San close the door.....

swara was about to hold him.. but the smell of drink she take a back.. & scold San.. like she hate it...
Sw: snaskar.. are u gone nuts..?? u drunk..??.y dam it... don't u knew.. I hate this..
San:(intentionally go close to her..full tally) hihihihihihij....
Sw:snaskar.. (irritated, as she hate drunk & 2nd she thought of kavi) enough..
San:(look at her blankly) I love u shona... I love u....(try to hug her..)
Sw:(free herself) shutup. go & get fresh... (she also try to escape form him)
San:(drunk,stubborn.. & memory of sw-rahul) swara.. u are mine.....(hold her Arms tightly)
Sw:(in pain) aaaahhh.. sanskar.. leave me.. its paining.. what are u doing.?? its hurts me...
San:(take it... in challenge) ohh.. now my touch hurt u..??? really..(anger)
Sw:(in pain) aaah.. sanskar plzz. chodo mujhe.. plzz sanskar.. plzz(she push him.. & trys to go....)
San:(anger... block her way... & he think she refused him) u are mine... only mine.. on one can touch u accepted me... I love u... (he crying).
Sw:(somehow free herself & slap him for his doing) nonsense...a . fake person....  I hate u...
San:(again angry...) shona... u. now u hate me right.. let me show u the hate.......

he grab her hand.... & pull her towards their bedroom....& throw her on her...  she gasped.. & again she talk...
Sw: San.. plz.. stay in your limite... I don't like this.. sanskar.... plzz..

San quickly removed his blazer.. & jumps on her... yet he only said one words.. "your are mine...... shona your are only mine"

swara was shock to see her loving husband like this.. like an animal... she try a lot to free herself... but fail....

she don't mind at his physical activitys.. but she became Sad that... till in drunk state he won't tell her about kavitah.......

San start kissing her wildly.... she moan in pain..... but it make san more alive...... then he start kissing her necks & bite there....... make it blooded......then suck them to give the pleasure... yet she still trying to free herself... then he torn her kurta.. & exposed her upper body.... she close her eyes... still she fighting to stop him... yet screaming & begging to him
"plzz.. San.. stop it... u cheat me... I hate u.. pllzz San.. plzzz.. " (she was crying still)

(San was fully drunken) he look at her eyes.. & as he saw her face remembered she in rahul arms... he become ferocious....
he grab her one mount.. a start suck it.. heardly..... & his another hand was squeezed another one...than he Chang  about to another one.......  she try final time to stop him...... but his slap make her shock & clam..... she feel disgusting.....  & San was busy in her body.... after  playing with her upper body he removed her jeans... & exposed her lower part....
he grab her hands. for that he broke some of her bangels...... & kissing her lips..... roughly... & start making love to her.... she was laying like a dead body only

after satisfied himself.... he was tired..... he was fall.on her..... & till continued he was saying one word " you are mine...!!!!"

swara had tears in her eyes...

she said loudly... "I wanted to be yours.. sanskar.. but u cheat me... u lie to me..... I hate u... (crying) Sansakr I love u.....(she push San on bed..& crying more badly....  (she ffirst say I love u.. infornt of him... but he was in deep sleep)

next part : sanskar's guilty.. for hurting swara. & go to Paris alone...... & a surprised for u.all.....,

thanks for reading.... well am not gonna tell u for comments.... yet I dnot knew.. when I'll uploaded next...