Y/N point of view
Y/N: " Captain Kidd, we have arrived at Nassau."
I informed him by my side, James looked me and he curled his lip with a smirk.
James: "aye, drop the anchor lads!"
James ordered, and the crew cheered and we docked at Nassau.

James: " so Y/N, whatcha ya gonna do?"
James walked by my side, I laughed when he nudged me.
Y/N: " I'm gonna head to the Old Avery, and get a drink you want to-
I was cut off, when James told him his obvious routine that he follows.

James: "that's kind of ya Y/N, but I'm gonna probably start a fight in a pub." "Then probably, find some lovely lasses to hook up for the entire night."
James said seductively, when I heard  an irritating woman called his name behind us both.
Woman: "senor James I'll hope you choose me again, we had a wonderful night of pleasure."
She stroked his arm, and she walked further away from us.
James: "haha, señorita, ya don't have ask twice, bring a friend as well."

James called out to her, as he gave her a wink. In return she blushed, and blew a kiss to him, and swayed her hips back into the brothel building.
Y/N: "um James, you sure you don't want to join me for a drink."
I suggested kindly, to my captain which I have secret feelings for him.

James: "that's nice of ya lass, but I got head to the store, and meet up-
I interrupted knowing what he was going to say.
Y/N: "with your ladies friends, I know James quartermaster like me knows your agenda."
James laughed, while I tried not to show my  jealous from my voice.

James: " of course lass, I'll see you later."
James patted my shoulder, and gave me a small peck on my cheek which was unexpected move from him.

I signed heavily, as I pulled out a chair and sat down on the counter of the Tavern of the Old Avery.
Anne: "here is your rum, Y/N."
Anne came from behind me, and placed the rum onto the counter.
Y/N: "cheers Anne."
I sighed and I drank the whole drink in one go.

I shook my head, and I stared off distance thinking about my feelings for one pirate. James, is really a nice guy and caring when he's wanna to be. I remember he saved me from being hanged, because I was stealing food in order to survive.

When James saved me, he offered me to be part of his crew and he trained me. As I got better, and became a reliable member of the crew, James promoted me as his quartermaster.

However, all this time, I began to develop feelings for him, but James never notices that. Instead, he just goes around, flirting and hitting on hookers.

Anne: "I know that look, when a lass looks like that she is thinking about a lad for sure."
Spoke Anne, who broke my thoughts and she sat opposite me.
Y/N: " what?" "How did ya know that?"

I asked baffled, about Anne predicting my thoughts. She laughed, and shook her head in amusement of my reaction.
Anne: " thinking about James aren't ya?" "Also, I know all the dirty tricks."

She winked, at me at the last part and I groaned while hiding my face into my hands.
Y/N: "please stop Anne, I'm already in a bad mood about him anyway."
I scowled, when Anne removed my hands from my face.
Anne: "come on lass, don't be like that I know you fancy your Captain."

I signed and pushed my head back, onto the seat and I rubbed my hands onto my face.
Y/N: "aye, I do Anne, but-
I was cut off, when Anne squealed like a little girl.

Anne: "I bloody knew it!" "It's the way ya look at him, you two will no doubt make a fine couple soon."
I quickly, placed my hand onto her moth to silence her, from her loud outburst.

Y/N: "calm down Anne, jaysus no need to get all excited for no reason."
I reasoned with her, as I looked around to see people looking at us both. But, they resumed back to drinking, and talking.

Anne: "what do ya mean, for no reason?"
She asked curiously, and I signed heavily and messed with my empty mug of rum.
Y/N: " in case ya don't know Anne, James doesn't love me at all, he only sees my as a quartermaster or a friend."

I gritted my teeth in frustration, and I looked around out into the far deep blue sea which made me calm.

Anne: " I can help ya lass, I'll talk to James myself he will listen to me." " Or my advice will be, make the first move and James will follow on, trust me."

I chuckled at her advice, and I held my hand for her stop getting confident.

Y/N: "funny I tried your advice many times, but the truth is that James only treats me as his friend." "Not to mention, he only loves the women he takes to his bed or into his cabin quarters, and I'm left you to hear bloody everything on the ship." "So much for a fine couple?"

I complained to her, with my arms crossed to my chest and I rested my back onto the chair
Anne: "oh Y/N, I'm sorry I didn't know you where going through all of that."
I placed my hand onto Anne, and I smiled at her.

Y/N: "Anne don't apologise to me at all, ya didn't know."
She huffed, and she began to think to herself again.
Anne: "I'm still gonna help ya lass, I can talk to James today I have my way with words."
She sang the last words to me, which caused us both to laugh how silly she sounded.

Y/N: "nah, I wouldn't bother, for example today he kissed my cheek, but he still claimed that he will have company of two hookers tonight."

Anne: "that cocky bastard, he don't know how lucky he is to have ya be his side."
I looked at Anne at awe, of what she said and I was about to respond to her. Until, our attention, went to a group in the tavern.

James: "come on, ya wanker!"
I saw James, blocking the punch, and gave a punch to a drunk man.
Anne: "oh Y/N, it's your man- I mean your captain."
Anne quickly corrected herself, by clearing her throat.

I ignored, and I stood up to see, James crew going up against a group of bandits.
Y/N: "stay here Anne, I got to support my crew and the Captain."

I jumped over, the railing off the tavern and I ran towers the crowd. One of the going to punch James from behind while he was defending himself from another.

Y/N: " Oi, you'll have to go through me first!"
I yelled, I punched him right on his nose. Which made a huge crack noise, which led the man to have a broke nose and run away.

James turn around, and saw what I just did. He looked at me, with our eyes locked to one another.
James: "Cheers Y/N, I owe ya for that."
He patted my back, and gave me a thankful look which I responded with a nod of appreciation.

Y/N: "quartermaster like me gotta , support their captain in any fight."
I spoke proudly, James chuckled we both had our back against each other. My eyes narrowed, as we both charged at the rest of the bandits.

I continued to block, punch and throw many of them into stone walls or onto a tree branch.
James: "Ah shite!"
I swiftly turn around to see, James hand was injured. The bandit laughed before him, as he was holding a dagger in his hand which he must have used to slash James hand.

I glared at the last remaining bandit left, as quick as the wind. I pulled out a short knife out of my weapon belt. I threw, the knife at the bandit, which ended up deep into the flesh of his hand as well but worser.

Bandit: "AHHHH!"
He screamed in great agony, as the front point of the knife stuck out from his back hand. He ran away, in fear when he saw me coming towards him, with blood dripping down his hand.

Y/N: " you see that James, he got taste of his own medicine."
I laughed at myself, which I felt quite proud of how my combat skills have gotten.

James: "Jaysus Y/N, never seen you this fired up in a hand to hand combat."
James said dumbfounded, at my unexpected skills.
Y/N: "what can I say, I had a good teacher."
I winked at him, and James smiled... warmly this time. Usually, he would either smirk or give me a cheeky smile.

I felt butterflies in my stomach, of how James was looking at me, as he stood by my side.
Y/N: " anyways enough of the sweet talk captain, let me see ya hand."

I beckoned him so show me, his right hand which was injured.
James: " haha, since when were ya, desperate to see my hand lass."
He purred in a whisper tone, which caused me to giggle like a little girl.

Y/N: " I only want to see ya hand, cause the bandit harmed you.. dirty minded."
I joked at him, which James chuckled and shook his head in amusement.
James: "sorry miss, I'll behave next time."

James teased me, while he stuck his hand out and observed his hand.
Y/N: " your quite lucky James, the cut on your hand isn't deep."
I said seriously, why while I ignored James childish behaviour.

James: "no thanks to you love, I own ya."
He was about to walk off, but I grabbed James gently on his wrist.
Y/N: " easy there Captain, you still need medical attention."

I spoke firmly to him, and I began to take James to my little house.
James: " really Y/N, it's only a little cut."
He complained, while I sat him down on my sofa.
Y/N: " not serious medical attention James, I'm just going to apply some cream and bandages."

I responded, and I opened my draw and grab some bandages and a small tub of cream.
James: "ah, in order to prevent an infection from my nasty little cut."
He said, as if he read my mind.

Y/N: "correct, it won't take long."
I assured him, as I sat down next to him, and James pulled his injured hand out.
James: "whatever you say nurse Y/N."

He replied with a cheeky smirk and I laughed and I started to begin the process. I tried not to blush, because James kept his eyes locked onto me, while he rested his other hand on his face.

Y/N: "there you go, Captain James all done."
I beamed myself of my medic work, as I finished wrapping the last band of the bandage on James hand.

James: "cheers Y/N, I appreciate what you really do for me."
James spoke up, but what was unexpected his voice was soft and warm and he was not in a cheeky mood.
Y/N: "no problem James, you are my Captain after all I wouldn't be here in his house or crew without you."

I replied truthfully, as I placed the rest of the bandages onto the small table in front of us. I looked at James, who raised his eyebrow in suspicion, and he moved closer to me. I held , my breath and I had butterflies in my stomach.

James: "Y/N, what I mean is that you do so much for me, like you do in the past." "I mean, nobody hasn't done so much for me, in the past."
I blinked in surprise, this is the first time ever James was been so serious and to me. It felt, like he was confessing his truth feelings to me.

Y/N: " James, like I said before, you helped me that day when you offered to take me as your crew." "Also, you taught me how to defend myself, and all of these adventures we had together, I'm grateful for that."

I said, as I leaned back onto my sofa, James looked down for a moment and smiled at what he said. I could have sworn, I've just seen him blush at my comment.

He then looked up at me, and he took hold of both of my hands from my lap.
Y/N: "um James?"
I was interrupted by him, as he put his finger on my lips.

James: " hush Y/N, you talk too much."
James then leaned his face, towards mine and I did the same.

Then he kissed me, and they were more butterflies in my stomach when I kissed him back. I moaned slightly, and I wrapped my arms around James neck. I couldn't beloved this was happening, both of us wasn't drunk and I now gave James the full control of me.

James then started kissing me all lover my face, throat and neck. He then, pushed me gently onto the sofa with James on top of me.
Y/N: " James!"
I moaned loudly, as he began sucking my neck.

James: "I want ya Y/N, I crave for you so much."
He whispered desperately at me, I tugged on his jacket as he began to leave kisses on my collarbone and one of his hand made its my under my shirt.

I soon came to realisation, when James said he crave me so much. I'm a fool! He only wants me for pleasure he's already going to hook up with the whores arranged at night. He never said he loved me!

Y/N: "NO James please stop right now!" "This is all wrong!"
I cried with tears forming in my eyes, and I shoved him away from me. James gasped, and he held his hands up.

James: "Y/N, forgive me it was improper for me to lead you further into this."
He swallowed and he had the look of guilt and regret. I shook my head, and I got up from the sofa and paced back and forth.

Y/N: "sorry James, but you need to stop all of your tactics of using me!"
I reasoned with him, as my tears were trailing down my cheeks. James raised his eyebrow at me, and he blinked he was clearly confused of what as I was saying.

James: "Y/N, I don't even know what ya saying to me love."
He stood up, from his place and he grabbed my shoulders. But, I shrugged his hands off me.

Y/N: "stop calling me love, James you and I both know that doesn't mean anything."
I practically ended shouting at him, even though he is my captain. But, I had enough the truth, needs to be said of how I feel for him.

James: "Y/N, I really don't bloody understand what's got ya even more upset." "I did apologise to ya, what more do ya want from me?"
He asked, his expression had the look of annoyance while he gritted his teeth.

I wiped the tears from my eyes, and I regained my posture and I took a deep breath and said.
Y/N: "the real reason why I am upset James, is that I hate having my feelings being played with like a toy."

James soon cut me off, and he walked towards me and he pulled up my chin so I could look at him.
James: "played?" "I have no bloody clue, of how I played with your feelings Y/N I've always been nice to ya!"

He complained back at me, and he glared at me with his arms crossed against chest.
Y/N: " yes I agree with you, you have been nice to me James." "But, the truth is for the past 9 months our bond continued to grow, and I began to develop feelings for you."

As soon, as I completed the last sentence, James hardened expression was soon gone and his eyes widened in shock and he looked at me speechless. Until, the next few silence moment he replied by saying.

James: "ya love.... me Y/N?"
He asked me, while he stammered a bit in surprise and he stuffed his hands into his pockets.

I took a deep breath, and signed heavily and I nodded my head and I looked back at him.
Y/N: " yes James, of course I love you." Not because of your  handsome looks, it's because you gave me a good life and you taught me to fight and had me as your crew and made sure the men respected me."

I looked down at, the floorboards and I closed my eyes and I continued to speak more about the truth.
Y/N: "But, I know ya gonna say, why didn't you tell me?" But, to answer that, is that I tired to show my love for ya, multiple times." "But you never acknowledged it all, half of the time your too busy staring and sleeping with whores." So, you leave me to go to the tavern alone, or leave me to Captain the wheel, while you take the women inside you cabin and I have to keep a straight face."

My voice began to break, and I began to cry again I turn around because I refused to look at James face, due to the pain and anger I'm going through.

Y/N: "bloody hell, even Anne thought all this time we were a couple." "Then there you, in ya own fantasy world, speaking of today." "When I offered you to come and share some drinks with me, again you give me the cold shoulder by running off with the whores, and you kiss me on the cheek and leave me in the dust again."

I was silent for a moment, until James had the courage to speak up.
James: "Oh Y/N, you have every right to curse my name"
He spoke softly to me, like I was a little child.

I held my hand to stop him from talking.
Y/N: "I haven't told you everything yet, anyway when I invited you to my house so I could tend to your hand." "You kissed me, and I must admit I was happy which I caused me to kiss you back." "But, when you said you crave for me so much." "I lost it, because if you was t playing with my feelings you would have said, that you... love me so much." "This shows, you only wanted me for pleasure not love."

I walked to my window, and I looked outside at the beauty of Nassau in the night.
Y/N: "Now that there is so much, confusion and tension between us." "I believe, that I should give up the role of Quartermaster and I will join another crew with maybe Edward, or your sister Mary would be better."

James: "wait, what!"
James said as he was dazzled, I looked at him his jaw was opened with the shock of my words.
Y/N: " come on, don't look at me like that after this conversation you and I won't be the same." "So, it's best, if we part ways, anyway I shouldn't keep you waiting because you do have some two ladies waiting for you, so you can go and bang with them."

I said bluntly, I directed my hand to the door and James still stood there like a statue. Until, he walked towards me again, and he was about to touch me but when I took a step back he stopped what he was doing.

He swallowed to himself, and his face was covered in sadness. Have I really hurt his feelings, but when has James Kidd so upset he's a pirate.

James: " I will say it again, you have every right to curse my name." "But, I am pleased that you told me the truth, but before I leave, will you please listen to me what I have to say as well."

He pleaded to me desperately, and I could not have the heart to shout at him again. Due to that, James spoke to me in a gentle approach, if it was any man they would have slapped me instantly.

Y/N: "alright James, I will listen to you, but after you've said your part then I expect you to leave."
I said firmly, while I crossed my arms.
James: " you have my word Y/N, please sit."

James insisted, I sighed and I quickly sat down next to James.
Y/N: "I'm listening."

James rubbed his face, and I sighed heavily and then he spoke up.
James: "look Y/N, everything you said is absolutely correct." "Yes, I am a ladies man, there no doubt in that everyone knows that."

He paused, and he looked at my table in deep thought.
Y/N: "yes, you were saying James."
I broke him from his thoughts, and James cleared his throat.

James: "However, I never spoken this to nobody and your the first to know." "Y/N when I first met you, I took great interest in you because of your fiery attitude you showed when you was about to get hanged." "But, as weeks went by, people claimed us to be good friends which we where. "Also, I was told by Thatch, Edward and Adewale that we looked like lovers."

Y/N: "Lovers?" "Which you failed to see the picture again, even when your pirate mates acknowledged as well."
I huffed in annoyance, and James pinched the bridge of the nose and he straightened his posture.

James: "look Y/N, the truth is that whenever you would try to make a move on me, I... I would get nervous and I would feel something between us." "I'm guessing it is the feeling of love, which is... something... I've never experienced in my life."

This time, I took full attention of what James was telling me, and I think I started to understand his point of view.
Y/N: " so you're telling me that you, had feelings for me but you never felt that way with any woman am I right?"

I asked my theory to James, he looked at me and he smiled slightly at me and nodded.
James: "once again Y/N, you are correct." "I've never been in love with a woman in my life, but that still doesn't give me the right to push you away Y/N, I agree with you.

James voice began to break a little, I never seen one of the deadliest pirate so soft and afraid about showing love to me.
Y/N: " James are you afraid, that you don't know what love is?"
I asked him curiously, and this time I moved a little closer to him. So I could hear, what he will say next.

James looked down, on the floor and sighed.
James: "yes, I am afraid, which is so stupid because... I have no experience of what true love is Y/N. "If we where a thing, I thought that you would leave me because I have no idea of how to love ya... not be pleasure of course.

I laughed and I clapped my hands together.
Y/N: "James, that is not true, right now you said love is not be pleasure, and this time you are correct."
I reasoned with him, this time we both locked our eyes together.

James: "Y/N, it's still my fault, I broke your heart multiple times." "The perfect lass was in front of me all of this time, but like a fool I let other woman take advantage of me who only wanted me for money and my looks."

Suddenly the room fell, into deep silence, and I didn't know to respond back to James. Until, James filled the gap between us and he held my hand.
James: "teach me?" "Teach me, what is love?"
He asked me, as he held my hand gently and he stroked it with his fingers.

Y/N: "how can I-
But James cut me off, sharply and he shook his head.

James: "how did you think I came into this world." "Not by the love of my parents, I was result of a night of pleasure, just before my father William Kidd left London to become a pirate."

Y/N: "Oh James, I didn't know that happened between your parents."
I replied, with the tome of guilt that was coming from my voice. I looked down my legs and I was in deep thought. Until James, stood up from and he began to walk to the door.

James: " I guess I'll be off then, I don't want to trouble you any further." "So goodnight Y/N, I hope the best for you in the future."

He muttered under his breath, but before he could touch the doorknob.
Y/N: "James, don't leave, please stay."
I ran to James, and I pulled him into a hug. James soon, wrapped his arms around my waist and bled me close to his built up chest.

James: "miss me already Y/N, I haven't even stepped out your house."
He teased, me in order to lighten up the mood. I smiled into his chest, and I looked up and gazed into his warm brown eyes.

Y/N: "I forgive you James, you didn't really intend to break my heart." "You just need to taught what love really is, I'm gonna teach you." "Is that fine with you, Captain Kidd?"

I teased,playfully at him, I placed my hand on his left hand cheek, and traced my finger on his long scar.
James: "it's perfectly fine with me, but one condition only?"
He asked, I'm a serious matter, while he held me still in his arms.

Y/N: "alright, what's it is?"
I asked him back, curiously.
James: "stay.. stay with me... not as my quartermaster...but I want you to stay as my lover if that's alright with you."

Y/N: "of course I will James, I will stay only for you."
I felt like cloud nine, because James was finally taking the right steps between us.

I felt James rough hands pull me close, and my face was coming closer to his. I blushed, because I knew what was going to happen next.

I stood on my tip toes, and our lips met and James kissed me passionately. This time, it was not rushed or rough like he did earlier. Instead, it slow, and comfortable for me. My hand cupped his cheek and I kissed back, out tongues danced together and we were both moaning into each other kiss.

James then moved his hand, to my hips and he hoisted my body up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms wrapped around his neck.

James: " jaysus lass, this is the first time I am saying this." "I'm love with ya Y/N, your everything to me now."
From this moment, I could not help but to blush and smile at this handsome pirate face. As he, tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear, while I was still in wrapped onto his body.

Y/N: "I love you too, James."
I replied and I grabbed his face again, and I kissed him first this time. James smiled into the kiss, and he carried me upstairs to my room, and he opened without stopping to kiss me.

Y/N: "let me help ya."
I shut the door, with my arm, and James placed me gently on my bed. He then, pulled off my boots, including his own boots and placed it next to my table next to my bed.

I pulled my arms out to him, and he crawled onto of my body, and he grabbed my arms and pulled me by his side.
James: "come to me lass, but we are taking this nice and slow, for you."
He said, while he pressed several kisses, on my neck and I giggled it was a ticklish feeling.

Y/N: "I must say, you are a fast learner James."
I mocked him, as I tried to imitate his voice. He laughed, as I placed my head on his chest.
James: "which makes me a great learner."
I looked up at him, and I gave him a chaste kiss on his soft lips.

Y/N: "night James."
I said as I wrapped my arms around his stomach liked a teddy bear.
James: "Goodnight Señorita."
We both chuckled, and as soon as James placed the covers over our bodies I soon went to sleep with the man that finally loves me back.