' I sit here on this rock hard flat surface, they call a bed. Thinking of Secret and how she is doing. I love her so much I don't want anything to happen to her. That's why I sent her far away back where my mother and father met when they were teenagers. I hope she can understand my struggles and my stupidity to why I'm in here. I caused people suffering for days, weeks, months even years. Because of my stupid actions I lost a loved one who I could have cared for if I didn't take unprescribed medication that day. It should have been me, why couldn't I have taken her place? Even though journal, I still haven't learned my lesson from losing my loved one, im still taking drugs. To keep all the pain away. She said only take 3 but I'll take 4 and a half. I've been feeling kind of week lately also. I've fallen twice this week and haven't eaten since last Tuesday. I'll be fine this wonderful Thursday morning as I go in the kitchen and cook up something tasty. Tell then.

Jadenn. '

That was the last journal written by Jadenn Axel.

THE UNTOLD STORY OF JADENN