Hey, how's it going guys? Good? Cool.

Well, how do I start......this past week has been really hard on me. On Thursday, I found out that Bill Toledo, a Navajo Code Talker, has passed away. I didn't know much about him, but, I know more about him and his family than I do about my own. So that's going on, and his funeral is later tonight, and burial tomorrow morning.
If that wasn't hard enough already, my family's arguments are getting worse as the days go on and I just hate it.
This is all going on and I have no one to talk to so I turned to the only thing that has been there for me my whole life, pain. It kinda sucks because next Sunday would've been eight months of me being clean. I'm sorry I let all of you down, I really am, but I just can't help but like I'm worthless here.
I have literally spent the past weekend doing nothing because I couldn't bring myself to do anything. Even drawing. I couldn't even fucking draw.

So I will try and finish writing the next couple of imagines, but there are no promises that I will update next week. I'll see all you guys later.

-Jules