Waiting that was the game right now because well it's not like I was going to train them. They are sweaty and ungrateful. Complaining when the obviously more experienced try to teach them.

As always there are exceptions. Those I can see with a want to do better to learn and grow but in all they are few.

I had gotten a few ideas i had seen the way they are run studying them and oh how the plan would work.

To use and morph the strategies of those who wish to learn.

I sat there these thought floating through my mind as frost crept through the ceiling of the mess hall rafters as a chill runs through and cold air blows.

My sister. She had been gone for quite some time to leave me brooding and anxious waiting. She had the code the key to the start.

Honestly I just want to go home. Such an odd thing to think of. Home. I had not had one in years. That warm feeling bubbles up in my chest and I'm lost and just cant find my way.

But my feelings have to wait. Theres plans to initiate.