October 14th, 5 AM. This is a strange, new, sweet sensation. I am younger, lighter, happier in body and soul. Twice as alive and tenfold more wicked,

which intoxicates and delights me like wine, adding fearful, new hardships to my desperate battle for success.

October 20th, 10.50 AM. The experiments are now in their second week. The transformations are beyond imagining.

Unspeakable nightmares besiege my senses, the most racking pains and the horror of the spirit that exceeds all dreams of death.

October 5th, 8 PM. I have radically altered the balance of the formula to contain and overcome the powerful and darker forces at work inside me.

I am aware of my peril and the need to control Anti's evil influence,

which disappears within me like a stain of breath upon a mirror. He has found the perfect hiding place.

What streak of madness lies inside of me?
What is the truth my fears conceal?

What evil force makes Antisepticeye of me?
What darker side of me does this reveal?

Am I the man that I appear to be Or am I someone I don't know?

Is there some monster drawing near to me Becoming clear to see
Will what I fear to be Be so

What is this strange obsession That's tearing me apart? Some strange, deranged expression Of what's in my heart!

This is a deadly game I have to win This is a fight I dare not lose

I have an adversary steeped in sin Who wages war within In ways I can't begin to use