-Izuku POV-

I woke up with a head ache in my bed. Luckily, it was the weekend so there was no school... No one was in my room so I'm assuming a bunch of people decided to go out. I sat in my bed, trying to remember what happened. I was drunk. I know that. I was upset that (Y/N) would never see me as anything other than a friend, then...

Then I went to her room. And...

Did I really do that? As it dawned on me, and remembered what I did to her, dread flooded through me.

'Oh my god she's going to hate me'

my brow crinkled as I stumbled out of bed, still in the same clothes as yesterday. I ran out of my room and down the stairs, only to run up the girls', hoping that (Y/N) was in there so I could explain myself. I knocked on her door. No answer.

'She's either out, or won't answer me...'

I hated myself for what I did. I groaned and leaned my head on the door.

I made my way back down the stairs to the living room and kitchen to go up the boys' stairs. I stopped, seeing a certain (h/c) girl sitting cross-legged on the kitchen counter, waiting for something to heat up in the microwave. She brought her knees up to her face when we made eye contact and doubt filled me as I uneasily walked up to her.

"(Y/N)... I'm so sorry"

She nodded in response as the microwave stopped and she took out her popcorn.

"I'm not mad Izuku, you were drunk and didn't know what you were doing. I'm just...I wish you hadn't..." she paused. "why did you?"

I fidgeted, knowing I couldn't keep hiding my emotions from her, but I didn't want to scare her and hurt the relationship we currently have. I just treasure her so much.

"(Y/N)... I"

Everyone came crashing into the room, some giggling and arguing. Normal for the 1-A students.

Uraraka came over to (Y/N) "(Y/N)! you're awake! We all decided to go to the mall and go shopping so.. ooh! Did you make popcorn?? Can we share?" she asked, jumping up and down. (Y/N) giggled. Music to my ears.

"sure" she said with a grin. She looked at me and whispered as she walked past me "we'll talk about this later"

-(Y/N) POV-

Uraraka, Momo and I all watched Your Lie in April in our dorm, crying and stuffing our faces with popcorn. My phone began ringing so I excused myself to take the call.

"o-jo-san , is everything okay?"

Rin Nakamura was our neighbour. She had a daughter and would occasionally ask me to babysit. This, was one of those times.

"yes dear, I was wondering if you were free tonight by any chance?"

"yes. I can come and keep an eye on Futaba if you'd like"

"that would be a great help. You may need to bring someone else over, she has had quite a bit of sugar today so she may be a bit of a handful. Around 6- thank you"

"no problem"

With that, she ended the call. Now I needed to find someone to help. Well that's easy, I'll ask Izuku.

'I'm not mad at him... I was just surprised and I really need to know what's up with him'

I went back downstairs where everyone still was, talking about numerous things. I made my way over to Izuku and dragged him to the side.

"Izuku, I need your help babysitting tonight is that okay?" I asked.

"sure" he said, a smile making its way onto his face.

"okay. We need to be at my neighbour's house at 6."

He nodded in reply and hugged me.

-Time skip to the evening-

Izuku and I were walking to babysit Futaba, the adorable little four-year-old girl. The walk was silent, only the consistent tapping of our steps were heard. Once we reached the door, I was welcomed by a small ball of energy – otherwise known as Futaba.

"Futaba where's your mother?" I asked, crouching down to the blonde curly haired girl to achieve the same level of height. She pointed behind her to a flustered Nakamura-san, who was putting her earrings in.

'Looks like she's got one of those fancy dinners to attend to.'

She swiftly left, purse in hand, hugging her daughter one last time "now be good Futaba"

Futaba replied with a wide grin and waved her mother goodbye before turning around

"(Y/N)-chan who's this?" she asked, eyeing Izuku.

"Ah, Futaba this is Izuku. He's one of the best boys in the whole world and he'll be playing with us today" I said, giving her a cheeky grin.

"best how?" she retorted sceptically.

I leaned down "he's gonna be the next All Might" I whispered into her ear.

She looked up at Izuku excitedly and he grinned at me.

We played tag and ran around the house, hearing Futaba giggle as she ran past us, both of us running much slower, so that we wouldn't catch her immediately. When she was 'it' and caught Izuku causing him to dramatically fall, feigning his demise, she hastily stood on his back "I caught All Might!" She shouted at the top of her lungs before he flipped over and began tickling her.

'God they looked so cute together. Izuku would make such a good father one day. What the actual fuck (Y/N)- he kisses your neck once and now you're thinking about having babies with him. We all know he was drunk and didn't know what he was doing'

Izuku seemed to notice my mood and suggested we build a fort.

'Ugh he knows I can't resist, I love building forts!'

He gave me a childish grin, with Futaba in his arms, also smiling from ear to ear.

And so, we began. By the end of it, we had built an impressive fort with blankets and cushions which the small girl fell asleep inside of.

Izuku carried her to her room as I tagged along and placed her in her bed before switching off the lights.

I looked at him, he already had his eyes on me as we exited the room and I made my way back inside the fort. What can I say? I really did love forts. It was dark inside and the silence embodied us.

After a few moments, I spoke.

"why did you do it Izuku?" I whispered, sadness laced into my voice. The only things I could hear was our breathing. I could barely make out Izuku's features as he moved closer to me.

"(Y/N)" he said nervously. I held his hand reassuringly. "(Y/N) I really love you" he said out of nowhere. "but I was scared because I know you only see me as a friend-"

I cut him off "I don't" I said. It was barely a whisper, but I knew he heard.

"Don't what?" he said gently.

I paused. "I don't think of you as a friend"

A long silence filled the heavy air around us.

"At least, I'm beginning to...but-" I said before I felt his thumb brush my bottom lip. His eyes were glistening, locked on my lips and his breath mixed with mine. His lips lingered on mine, barely touching them before he looked up into my eyes and asked:

"(Y/N), can I kiss you?"

A silence filled the hot air, and seconds passed like eternity.

"yes"

He finally closed the gap between us and captured my lips with his. His strong arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer in the small space. He changed position as we broke the gentle kiss and sat cross-legged as each of my thighs rested beside him so that I was slightly above, straddling him. He looked at me, and stroked some of my hair behind my ear. He looked once again at my neck.
"It was Todoroki wasn't it?" he asked.

"Yes" I said back, looking down. "Izuku, these emotions, are new to me, and I don't know how to feel."

He nodded. "let me convince you"

"convince me?"

"yes. Let me try to win you're love"

"izuku, I already love you" I said, combing my hands through his hair, smiling.

He shook his head "no (Y/N), not like that."

"I want you to feel what I feel for you towards me. I want you to touch me because you can't stop yourself from doing it, I want you to get nervous around me like I do around you..." he trailed off. I could tell it was really hard for him to have just said that. His face became increasingly hot in my hands as he mumbled on and on. Suddenly, I felt something warm and wet on the side of my hand.

"Izuku are you crying?" I whispered as I felt more streams of tears flowing from his eyes and he nuzzled into my hand, eyes tightly shut. I pulled him in for a hug as he tightly held onto my waist.

"I'm home!" shouted Miss. Nakamura shouted.

'could it be a more awkward time for her to come?'

"we're in the fort!" I shouted back, as I used my sleeve to wipe away Izuku's tears, and kissed his cheek before climbing off of him and out to greet Nakmura back home. "we'll clean up the fort and go home" I said swiftly, motioning behind towards the mess of blankets and pillows carefully assembled.

"oh no don't worry, she'll probably still want to play in that thing tomorrow" she said.

"oh, okay then Izuku and I'll just leave."

"Thank you so much dear, you too Izuku-kun" she said giving us a closed eye smile as Izuku climbed out of the fort with a red face.

"Bye!" Izuku and I said together as we left.

Once we were outside, we both let out a breath we didn't know we were holding. He glanced over at me nervously and once again hesitantly encased my small hand in his, just like the first day of school, and began blushing madly.

Walking back to school, we were surprisingly talkative, filling each other in on our roommates' weird habits.

"Uraraka snores!"

"Iida is secretly a big fan of sailor moon"

"Momo has to floss twice before she sleeps otherwise she says she has nightmares" I giggled. He looked over at me and pulled me closer and kissed the top of my head.

"Ojiro once slept upside down using his tail like a bat"

We carried on until we reached the stairs.

"see you tomorrow Izu-kun" I murmered

"see you tomorrow (Y/N)" He smiled down at me before placing a kiss on the top of my head again and letting go of my hand.

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I've still got one more month of school before the non-existent summer that I am so hyped for and I'm drowning in coursework pieces...╭(;'༎ຶД༎ຶ')╮

I don't know how I feel about this chapter... I dunno let me know if u guys liked it or not.

-Author-chan