Sun's POV

*Dream/Flashback*

Please no! Stop hurting her! I tried yelling to my dad to stop hurting my mom, but no words can out.

Why won't he just stop?!

He pushed mom to the ground and kicked her.

"Come here." he said quietly.

"W-what?" I was actually able to answer.

"I said COME RIGHT HERE!" he screamed. I jumped and hurried to him.

"See this? This is what you need to do." He took a gun and shot mom in the head.

I screamed and cried, I turned to run, but he grabbed my hair and pulled me back.

"Goddammit. FUCKING LISTEN TO ME. OR ELSE YOU'LL END UP LIKE HER." I started to cry harder.

"F-fine. What do you want?" I fell to my knees.

"Do what I do. You must get guys to like you. Then kill them." I was stunned.

"W-what do you mean? You want me to kill people?" I stuttered.

"Did I stutter? of corse you have to! Your first victims are in Florida. Your name is no longer Star, its Sun. And you will do this for the rear if your life! You understand?" I nodded my head quickly and started crying ," Good, now get the fuck away, and I you tell anyone I will personally kill you."

*Dream/Flashback over*

"Sun! Wake up!" I shot up unable to breath.

"What happened?" wait, words actually came out of my mouth.

"You talked! Umm well you were screaming and crying again." John said.

"Oh, yea." I looked down at my lap. "Why does this keep happening?" I put my forehead in my hands.

"What happened this time?" Dave asked sitting by me. I thought about it, I couldn't tell him that my father said I had to kill two guys, in Florida.

"Um, same as last time. " Yes! Good save.

"I think your lying." Dave stated

Well shit.

"No. I not. I'm telling the truth. " I could tell he was looking t me in disbelief. "Fine! I didn't dream that. But I'm not telling you my dream!"

"Tell us why you did then."

"I did something for my father. That I have to follow through." I turned my head and smirked.

Wait. Why was I happy? Oh wells. I looked at the boys.

"Well what'd you do?" John asked.

"Didn't I just say I wouldn't tell you?' I snapped. Why was I becoming such a jerk? I tied to say sorry but something came over me, to make me say it.

John looked hurt.

I looked at him, I mouthed I'm sorry. "I-I don't know what's happening." My eyes widened.

John got up and left.

"What's wrong with you?" Dave asked. I shook my head. Tears were threatening my eyes. I hurried and wrapped my arms around Dave's neck.

"I -I don't know. I tried to say something nice but my mouth wouldn't let me." I cried.

He wrapped his arms around me. "Shh. It's okay. Your just scared." He looked at me. "Why don't we go somewhere alone now? make you feel a little better?" I nodded my head. We unhuged and he kissed my forehead. "Come on let's go." He grabbed my had and walked to the door," BRO WE'RE LEAVING, SEE YOU IN ABOUT AN HOUR." Dave yelled shutting the door. We walked away from the house.

So, this begins. The changing of who I am.