Part 7

Sanskar’s pov….

I shrugged all the thoughts of past nd gone to get ready as today is my haldi function…i hve to be on tym…my wud be mrs. Will be w8ing for me… thinking alll this a blush came to my face….
I wore white shirt wid a blue denim jeans nd saw myself in mirror…as i have to match the standards of my princess…who is indeed a queen of beauty…..
Then i left in the car setting my hairs wid my hands to Swara's home…aur my sasuralll…hehe sounds weird….

I reached their asap nd was shocked to know that Swara is still nt present there…. i was sitting their nd w8ing for her….many bad thoughts started to pop up in my mind…. i was disturbed wen my maa called me….
‘Sanskar. Chore baith ja yahan….’ said my maa Sujata Maheshwari.

I jst smiled at her nd sat down….nd everyone present their started to apply haldi on me…as if they will fry in pan the next second….??…. then i was supposed to go to take bath…. after half an hour wen i came back after taking bath…. i wss shocked to seee that no one was their means no outhsider only the family memebers left behind… i was thinking they were supposed to be here till evening bt no..they left early… along wid this i noticed the face expresssions of my family they were shocked, tensed, many looks were visible on their faces…i slowly stepped down the stairs…. the thing which i saw cant be imagined ever… i saw Swara’s mother Shomi aunty…oops Shomi maa was abt to slap her…. i ran nd held her hand in air stopping her to hit my life…i ws shocked to see the hatred in her eyes for my Swara…. i asked her why was she doing soo…
‘Ask her ( pointing towards Swara) wat she did wid u?’ She replied….
I was soo confused to see all this…then i turned towards Swara….nd saw her always glowing face being dull…. i held her from shoulders….
‘ wat happened Swara??’ I asked her…
She removed my hands frm her shoulders nd turned around…
‘I dont want to marry u’ she said in a goo…. i was nt able to belive my ears…i was soo shocked to hear this…i thought she is kidding me….i turned her towards me…
I cupped her face…nd
‘Dont joke Swara this is nt the matter to make fun of’ i said as calmly as i cud…
She removed my hand from her face nd said
"I m nt joking Mr. Maheshwari i m serious i dont want to marrry you".
I was nt able to belive her yet again i know she is having a very bad habbit of joking in serious tym… i held her again from shouuldrr nd ssaid…
‘Plz Swara dont joke yaar…u know wat u r killing me saying like this… ‘… bt she remain emotionless… as if my pain doesnt affect her a bit….
This tym i lost my patience nd hold her very tightly from shoulders nd shouted….
‘Why the hell are u doing this to me…???’…
She pushed me back….
‘I dont love u’..she repliedd me in same tone….
Wat she jst said that she dont love me no…this is nnt possible…i cupped her face nd said her…
‘Swara wat r saying this, i know this is a lie….u love me right….u love me more than anything…nd i love u…so wats the problem why r u behaving so’ i felt as if my eyes turned into a river which have endless water in it….
‘ i dont love u…that wss jst a mere attraction…i cant destroy my life loving u….’ she replied…nd widout wasting a second she left to her room…
Leaving me behind all shattered…does she really dont love me….i fell on ground wid a thud such that my hand was pierced wd the glass lying down bt it doesnt affect me a little… i ws jst a body whose soul left him…. i was crying hard hugging the ground…. bt then stopped myself…
‘Swara say it one last tym tat u dont love me…nd wanted me to go from ur life..’ i shouted…dont know wat happened to me that i said like this….
Smewhere in my heart i was thinking she will cme running nd will hug me…bt no i wss wrong…
‘Yes i dont love u…..i dont want to see ur face ever in my life’ she replied from upstairs…. i left the place…immmediately Shomi maa…na Shomi aunty tried to stop me nd she wass asking forgiveness on her behalf bt i was unable to think anything at that tym….i jst left the place widout thinking anything….i was nt able to belive that a few hours changed my life completely….

Sanskar’s pov ends….
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Third person’s pov……

Sanskar came out of  Swara’s house all shattered…..he was nt believing wat jst happened wid him inside…. he was walking on the road like a life less body and tears were rolling down his eyes continously…..

Na raat vikhdi ae
Na din vikhda ae
Mainu tey kujj vi
Na tere bin vikhda ae

Mera dum dum ghuttda peya ae
Mera sab kujj lutda reha ae
Das tera kee gaya

Main hale tak eina paani vi ni peeta
Jin ek main tere peeche hanju pee gaya x (2)

HE WAS WALKING ON THE ROAD AIMLESSLY….. HE COLLIDED WID A BIKE COMING FROM FRONT…FROM STILL IT DOESNT EFFECT HIM… HE FELL DOWN ON FLOOR ND STARTED MOVING AGAIN…..

{Aashikan nu tanhayi vich maarna
Koyi hanere to sikkhe
Akkhan vich akkhan paake jhoot bolna
Koyi tere to sikkhe}

Changya na maadi hundi
Aundi is jag tey
Na tere tey yakin reha
Na hi reha Rab tey

Mera dil haaye toot ja gaya ae
Mera sab kujj lutda reha ae
Tu ta sokkha hi jee gaya

Main hale tak eina paani vi ni peeta
Jin ek maiin tere peeche hanju pee gaya x 2

HE REMEMBERED THEIR LOVELY MOMENTS, THEIR NOK JHOKS , INTIMATE MOMENTS, PROMISES THEY MADE TO EACH OTHER….ND AT LAST WAT SHE DID TODAY…. HER WORDS ARE MORE SHARP THEN THE DAGGER FOR HIS HEART… HE STOPPED NEAR A WALL ND SAT BY SLIDING WID IT….STILL FRESH SET OF TEARS APPEARING IN HIS EYES……

Chal main tey chup hojun par
Duniya ne vekhya
Kinu Rab keh ke tu
Kinu mattha tekya

Aaj tera ae tey kal auna mera ae
Ae waqt vi chandra bathera ae x (2)
Jaani bulliyan si gaya

Main hale tak eina paani vi ni peeta
Jin ek main tere peeche hanju pee gaya x (3)

HE STARTED HIS JOURNEY AGAIN BT THIS TYM IT STOPPED AT THE ENTRANCE OF THE BAR…. HE ENTERED THE PLACE ND SAT ON THE BAR COUNTER….ND STARTED DRINKING ALCOHOL….. THE ONE WHO HATES THE SMELL OF THIS…IS DRINKING IT CONTINOUSLY….MAYBE IF HE WILL DRINK IT THEN DUE TO UNCONCIOUSNESS HE WILL FORGET THE PAIN HE IS GOING THRU FOR A COUPLE OF MINUTES…..
THEN HE SAW SWARA STANDING THEIR ASKING HIM ABT….WHY IS HE DOING THIS…HE STARTED TO MOVE TOWARDS HER BT HE STUMBLED ND FELL DOWN… HE GET UP ND SAW THAT SWARA WS NT THERE…. THEN HE HEARD SOME LAUGHING SOUNDS….HE TURNED TO SEE…BT THEIR AGAIN HE FIND HER… AGAIN SHE DISAPPEARED…. HE THEN LEFT THE PLACE….

Third person’s pov ends…….
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Swara’s pov……

I was siting on the bed emotionlessly……alone in the whole house…as everyone wnt to Sanskar’s place for discussions…. i dont understand wat is left for discussing now… i overed everything…. i was thinking all this wn i heard a the someone ringing the bell… i went downstairs nd opened the door..only to find Sanskar standing there taking support of the gate…his eyes were all red due to continous crying… he moved forward towards me…nd chiiii…he is drunk…. i felt smeone stabbing me inside my heart seeing him in that condition jst bcz of me…. my vision blur as tears started to cme up…. before i cud ask him wat he is doing here…he shushed me by kissing on my lips….
aaahhhh…i exclaimed as he was nt kissing me…he was bitting my lips taking all his revenge for his pain given by me…. i tried hard to push him bt he was tough to be pushed so easily… he was bitting nd sucking my lips hungrily… taking out all his anger on me…. he held me from my waist nd pressed it hard… making me shout again in pain… my lips start to bleed very badly…bt he didnt left me… after a couple of minutes he left me being out of breath… i widout talking further rushed to my room i was abt to bolt it wen he entered inside forcefully… he held me tight from my chin wid his one hand nd again placed his lips on mine….while kissing he pushed me on bed nd lye over me….i struggled a lot to release myself but I dont know how my body started reacting to his every action..
I was not thinking but indirectly giving him permission to do whatever he wants. May be somewhere I too wanted the same..
We both get intimate.
But a guilt again rose up in my heart and I picked my clothes when he wad tired and sleeping and left the house... may be forever

Swara’s pov ends……
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Sanskar’s pov

I woke up in the mrng holding my head as it was paining as if it will burst any second…. then my eyes went to check the room… i checked nd recognised it to be Swara's room then i saw the condition of the room..nd also found myself naked…
‘hve i forced her yesterday??’ Was the question which entered into my mind first ……a deeep feeling of guilt arose inside me….
Tears again started feeling my eyes…bt then i put my clothes on and thought to leave the place before anyone sees me….
Wen i was descending down the stairs i saw my life…along wid garlands, sindoor nd mangalstra….nd wid rohan beside her….
This sight made me lost myself completely nd i lost my balance nd slipped….

To be continued….

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