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Sebastian pulled apart the kiss, and knew that everything between them now was different, but he didn't know if it was a good different, bad different or if he just made things awkward, and judging by the look on her face after he had kissed her, he made things awkward between them. Sebastian walked away from Rachel, feeling like an idiot for ruining things between them.
Sebastian was grateful that Rachel didn't find what happened at the party a mistake or at least make a comment on it, even if he did accidentally get her pregnant. He was still surprised that he Sebastian Smythe, got Rachel's virginity. He hoped and prayed that it was from consent, and that he didn't take advantage of her otherwise he would feel like detective douche from Lucifer.
Sebastian was making things worse by avoiding her and not talking to her, and to make things worse for himself, he noticed Hunter always around her and flirting with her. He was annoyed because Hunter was flirting with his baby mama, his girl, the love of his life, the only girl he has ever loved, and his Broadway. He sat in classes watching them flirt, he hated himself for letting that happen.
Nick looked at Sebastian and said
"Glaring at Hunter isn't going to send him to hell." Sebastian continued glaring at Hunter while cursing himself for letting it happen, Nick became worried for his friend, and said
"Bassy what's going on?" Sebastian stayed silent and then said
"I messed up Duval, really bad." Nick was confused and said
"How so?" Sebastian sighed and said
"I kissed Rachel." Nick was shocked and then became excited and said
"Does this mean Smytheberry is on?" Sebastian shook his head and then pointed to Rachel and Hunter and said
"Does it look like Smytheberry is on, I messed up by kissing her and avoiding her for them to happen, it's awkward between Rachel and I now, it's different." Nick looked over at Rachel and Hunter and said
"Bas, you haven't messed up." Sebastian looked at Nick and said
"What do you mean Duval?" Nick looked at Sebastian and said
"I mean, she knows you are an option now, you know everything is overwhelming for her, you aren't avoiding her, you are giving her some space that she needs, that you know she needs, and that she knows you need, she may be hanging around Hunter at the moment, but always remember you got her virginity, she's carrying YOUR child Bas, no one can take those from you, not even Hunter can take them from you." Sebastian was silent as he watched Rachel and Hunter, he never thought of what Nick had said, and Nick continued
"She cares about you Bas, she cares about you a lot, more than you can ever imagine, I know she does." Sebastian looked at Nick and said
"How do you know she does Duval?" Nick smiled at him and said
"Because if she didn't, she wouldn't have told you straight away about the baby, or said that she wanted you every step of the way for the baby and if she didn't care about you she would have found that night a mistake and said that she couldn't make an exact comment on it, and she wouldn't always say that she's grateful for you." Sebastian was shocked and said
"She really does care about me?" Nick nodded his head and said
"Of course she does, all you can do right now Bas, is continue with giving her this space and let her process everything." Sebastian nodded his head and said
"I can do that, thanks Duval, and I'm glad that I can talk to you about this stuff." Nick smiled and said
"Your welcome, and anything for my cousin which we should really tell Rachel about too, especially since she's carrying my baby cousin." Sebastian smiled and said
"We should, but not yet as like you said everything would be too overwhelming for her." Nick smiled at Sebastian and said
"I know, and you're going to be a good dad, don't doubt that." Sebastian sighed and said
"Thanks Duval."
All day Rachel has been trying to think of every possible way to let Hunter down gently, because even though she and him haven't been around each other lately she has feelings for Sebastian, and she's trying to process everything around her and trying figure out what exactly happened at the party and she doesn't want to be overwhelmed by everything around her, Hunter included. Rachel was grateful that Blaine had messaged her about wanting to catch up with her, as since she's been at dalton and busy with her pregnancy she hasn't had time to see her former friends from McKinley especially Blaine, Kurt, Puck and Sam and out of all of them, she was closer with Blaine, Puck and Sam.
Rachel waited patiently for Blaine at the Lima bean, and was debating if she should tell Blaine about the pregnancy and Sebastian being the father, but she was worried how he would take it, and was worried that everyone from her former glee club would find out when she and Sebastian agreed that they wouldn't tell everyone until they were ready. Rachel smiled when Blaine sat across from her, and said
"Blaine, how are you?" Blaine gave Rachel a small smile and said
"I'm good Rach, I miss you at McKinley, why didn't you tell anyone that you were transferring?" Rachel was also worried about that, she was worried that Blaine wouldn't understand, and she said
"Because its what's best for me right now, everything around me is overwhelming, and I was bullied a lot at McKinley, and dalton is the safest for me, and it was Sebastian's idea I transferred." Blaine knowing how safe dalton is said
"I understand Rach. I really do." Blaine was also surprised that Rachel had said it was Sebastian's idea, and wondered if Sebastian had told her his feelings again, and if she had kissed him again, and told him that she loves him and gave him consent, without any liquid courage unlike what happened at the party. Rachel took a deep breath and said
"Can you keep a secret Blaine?" Blaine nodded his head, took Rachel's hand and said
"Of course Rach, you know that whatever you tell me I don't tell anyone, not even Kurt." Rachel knew that was true and she whispered
"I'm pregnant, Sebastian's the father, and I'm living with him and his parents, and Sebastian kissed me a few last week after I told him I didn't find what happened between us at the party a mistake and now he has been avoiding me and hunter has been hitting on me and I'm trying to find ways on how to let him down gently because of how I feel about Sebastian." Blaine was shocked at everything Rachel had said, and knew that her being pregnant and Sebastian being the dad was the result of the warbler party, and he knew that he should tell her everything that had happened, but he knew instead of overwhelming her right now that his best friend needed a friend.
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