~Y/N POV~

(Four years AGO.)

This party was packed full of students. Everyone jwasn drinking, dancing or making out, it was a full on party alright. The air filled with alcohol and body sweat from all the dancing and I could undeniably say I was one of those people, on the dance floor, drunk out of my mind but the fun was great.

"Y/n! Come play this game with us? We're playing truth or dare!"

My friend Mia shouted over to me waving like a crazy person to get my attention while I was happily dancing the night away. I laughed at her and shook my head, I dint want to play any games, I wanted to dance my ass off. Her face dropped into a frown but then quickly picked up into another smile.

In a split second later, I was swept up into someone's arms and the next thing I knew I was hanging over someone's shoulder as they walked through the crowed people and over to Mia, laughing so hard. The position did not help the heavy sensation in my mind from the alcohol and my blurred vision made it harder to see who it was but I could smell them though, and he smelled delicious as always. I could smell this guy anytime anywhere and that's fact, he's a bestie.

"Hobi! I'm suppose to be your friend!"

"I am your friend but it's time to play a game!" Hobi

He laughed at me as he continued to walk with me on his shoulder, I have no idea where we're going but all I could do in my drunk mind was pout like a child. A few moments later we entered a room of some sorts with much brighter lightening. I had to squint my eyes to the light as Hobi came to a stop and gently placed me to sit up on something comfy that had to be a sofa.

"Y/n you're playing with us and that's final!" Mia

I groan and roll my eyes at her, pushing myself to sit up a little more. Hobi sat next to me on the other side while Mia sat across from me on the floor with a coffee table in the middle.

"Fine! Who's all playing anyway?"

I take a look around the room, to what I found surprised me. I'm not friends with any of these people other than Mia, Hobi and another girl Jennie. Everyone else are all from different cliques in school so to see us all sitting here in one big circle surprised me but instead of showing it I giggled and laid my head onto Hobi's shoulder.

"Well this is an odd bunch."

I giggled to myself but I didn't mean for it to come out, it slipped.

"What do you mean?"

The Student body president spoke.

"Well Namjoon, if you must know, we're all from different groups at school so this is a little weird and none of us would be caught dead talking to one another at school.

"Wow, at least she's honest."

Jimin the team captain of the school's soccer team spoke this time. I know of him a little, he's friends with Hobi but I don't really speak to him.

"She's drunk too."

This time the school's loner decided to speak up for the first time, Yoongi. My eyes grew twice the size to hear his voice for the first time since we all started high school together.

"HE spoke!! Did anyone else here that?!"

I leaned forward using Hobi's knee to stop myself from face planting the floor. Yoongi stared wide eyed back me but then replaced a small smile on his face. He was quite good looking when he smiled, all dark and mysterious.

"You should smile more, it makes you look even more handsome."

I smirk at him, he only laughs and takes a sip of his bottle of beer. Hobi's laughter erupts through my ear drum but someone's shouting in the room blocked it.

"Oi, I'm the handsome one here, not him!"

I nod at the guy with agreement but only agreeing that he was just as handsome as Yoongi.

"Calm down Jin, you are handsome too, I don't blame the girls for being after you all the time, you're quite the looker."

I giggled again, picking up a cup that was on the table in front. Jin however being the pretty popular guy here takes the compliment and waves his cup at me. I do the same back and we drink at the same time.

"Are we going to play or what?"

"Whoa there picture dude, we're getting there!"

I glared at the guys attitude, for a guy that likes to stay quiet and take pictures for a hobby he sure does have a loud deep voice on him.

"She told you Taehyung!" Jennie

She pointed her finger at him laughing while he rolled his eyes and snuggled more into the girl that was sitting on his lap. His hobby for some reason attracts some girls so my guess is he likes the attention. Out of all the guys here, there's still that one guy sitting to the side of the circle, almost like he didn't want to be there, he was very quiet and didn't even utter a single word. He had been drinking though I can tell that much by his unfocused eyes, so for all I know it could be an act and hes that drunk he doesn't know where he is.

"His names Jeon Jungkook."

Hobi whispered in my ear. He must of seen me watching the quiet guy in the corner. I remember the guy in school, he doesn't talk at school either. He's known as the silent nerd. Never talks to anyone, just stays with his books and his earphones listening to music.

"I know that."

I whispered back, which earned a chuckle from him.

"Now let's start!" Mia

She rubbed her hands together with a wicked smile. This was clearly a bad idea.

30 MINUTES LATER

This game actually turned out to be fun. Playing truth or dare with people that were in your year at school but barely knew. So far there's been many make out sessions, I had to make out with Taehyung and Hobi so far. Jin was dared to give Jimin a lap dance and Namjoon's truth to what actually happened for him to win his spot of student body president, he cheated with the votes. I never thought a guy like him would do that but it was good to know. We figured when it came to truth there was no need to hide it since we'll all go back to our own lives afterwards.

"Y/n! Truth or dare?!" Yoongi

He became loud just like me after a few more drinks. I waved my hands in the air and shouted at the top of my lungs.

"TRUTH!"

I wanted truth because I chose dare last time and I was dared to sit in my underwear for the rest of the game by Jimin. He dared all the girls here to do that so I was the last but Jennie got her own with him having to pour beer down the front and back of his pants to make him look like he wet himself, since asking a guy like him to strip seemed like it would be a bonus for him.

"Who do you find he most attractive guy here?" Yoongi

He shook his bottle in a circle motion pointing to all the guys in the room. I didn't need to look around the room to answer that question, I've been watching him all night.

"Jungkook."

I simply answered taking a sip out my cup of vodka and coke. A few gasped while some other, especially my friends were not surprised. Jungkook's face was priceless though, his doe eyes grew twice as big and his lower lip parted slightly. I couldn't help it, he was good looking for a nerd.

"Okay well, your turn then." Yoongi

"Jin! Truth or dare?"

"Truth." Jin

"Do you wear make up?"

He scoffs at me and flicks back his hair in a dramatic way.

"What kind of question is that! I don't need make up my dear! But sometimes there's no harm in wearing it." Jin

I can't disagree with him there, if women can wear it then why can't men?

"Jungkook, truth or dare? And remember you've already picked truth twice." Jin

Jungkook sunk into his spot on the floor with a bottle of beer in hand with all eyes on him waiting for him to pick dare, I mean he has to pick it he's picked truth twice already, it's the rules.

"Dare then." Jungkook

He was unsure but still answered.

"I dare you to make out with Y/n.!" Jin

There was a series of Ooooooh's around the room, where as I on the other hand just shrugged and supported myself to stand up from my spot to stumble my way to him on the floor. I know he's shy so I'm gonna have to make the first move.

Managing to successfully dodge Hobi's feet and Taehyungs sitting body I placed myself on Jungkook's lap with his legs stretched out the way. His face grew pale and parted his lips, it was like at any moment he would have a heart attack.

"What are you doing?" Jungkook

He whispered to me but I only held a finger to his lips to shush him, then gently guiding my hands to the side of his face and then round to the back of his head. I don't know if he's ever kissed a girl before but I was away to find out.

Our faces grew closer and closer until our noses were touching and our lips just an inch apart. I could feel his breath on my lips and smell the beer from him, but I was most likely no better when it came to the smell of breath. Surprisingly he made the first move to place his lips on mine.

It was gentle at first, soft lips moving together like one but something changed in him and he became more desperate, and pulled me closer to his body with his hands on my hips. I wasn't complaining, I love it and went along with it. His tongue entered my mouth when he again made the first move to bit my lower lip. I moaned into the kiss and he hummed back, not caring about the people around us in our won world. For a nerd he sure can kiss.

"Okay that's enough." Namjoon

We pulled apart breathing heavily. I didn't want it to end but blushed madly as I crawled away from him to go sit back next to Hobi.

We continued with the game like nothing happened but after that I always felt Jungkook's dark eyes on me. My blushing cheeks never left my drunken face, I probably looked like a mess right now but with the way he looked at me was something I couldn't explain.

After the game had finished.

We played that game for ages and when it finally came to an end everyone just wanted to crash in that same room well apart from Mia and Jin, they snooped off together making excuses to leave about the same time, but even with myself not being able to see a foot in front of me in a clear vision I could tell there was something going on.

The only girls left in the room now were me and Jennie but luckily we put our clothes back on. I had to have Hobi to help me since I could barely stand by myself.

It was very early in the morning now and everyone had passed out with in the room. I slept in the sofa next to Hobi and Jennie was directly on the floor next to us. She would of slept with me but her drunken shelf kept fighting off anyone that touched her to pick her up, since she was the first to fall asleep.

I really needed to the bathroom, it was a mix of needing to pee and to throw up, I wasn't sure what I needed to most. But either way I managed to crawl out the room, literally, dodging everyone that was on the floor and out the room, crawling a further two doors down the hall to then push open the door of the bathroom and crawl in to use the bathroom.

To be honest going to the bathroom, yourself while drunk is not idea but I have dignity and I did not want anyone to help me in the bathroom. I only needed a pee so there was no throwing up thank goodness. I had to crawl back, in case I tripped and feel. I was struggling to see anything in front of me with how blurry my vision was so I relied on touch the most and certain colours and shapes that I could see.

Swaying side to side on my knees on the floor even with the crawling I was struggling with balance. I laughed at myself for being so clumsy but gasped when a pair of hands grabbed me around the waist and lifted me up like I was nothing. I had no clue who it was but I let them either way, knowing my drunk self can't even argue. I mean all their doing is lifting me, what's the harm?

(SMUT/TRIGGER WARNING!!)

No idea where I am or who I'm with, I find myself landing on something soft and warm but in my opinion I could of been placed down nicely and not thrown into the air like a doll and then onto something nice. I landed on my stomach so I struggled with little strength to get up on all fours to get up but something heavy fell onto my back and someone's breath in my ear, with intense amount of alcohol on them.

"You're not going anywhere, babygirl."

Who the fuck is this?

I don't recognise the voice and with his fingers tracing the bottom of my black thin dress and his fingers brushing against my bare leg, scared me. The name he called me, sent shives down my spine.

"We're going to have some fun."

"N-no."

I stuttered, I didn't know who this guy was but all I wanted was to be back with my friends and this guy was clearly not my friend. I shook my body side to side still on my stomach but the man chuckled at my attempt to try and get up again.

"I think you owe me at least this, for teasing me all night."

His hand reached down to touch my clothed womanhood. I gasped and starting kicking my legs up an down. I didn't want his fifthly hand there. I'm a virgin and I didn't want anyone touching me there until I felt like I was ready. I desperately tried to get him away from me but he moved to pin my hands above my head with one large hand around both my wrists and then another tugging on the bottom of my dress.

In one swift motion my dress was completely torn off, then my bra was next and then a quick breeze hit my bare womanhood, to the point were I was naked, in front of thins stranger who I have no idea who he was. I started crying out of fright to what he will do next, why else would he strip me naked.

The sound of his belt buckle only confirmed my thoughts. I needed to get out of here and fast, but how will I do that when I can barely see especially now that to room I'm in is dark and my tears have made everything worse for seeing.

"Let's see how good you are babygirl."

More panic set in and I thrashed our under him like a fish out of water, he spun me around to face him, my back now on the mattress but to see his face was like it was impossible to see. I slapped him across the face as hard as I could, he tumbled to the side of the bed and I took the chance with adrenaline on my side to run to what I thought was the door but the same disgusting hands grabbed me by the hips again and threw me onto the bed, back first.

"I was going to be nice since it's your first but now I wont hold back."

How does he know I'm a virgin?

But I couldn't think much of it his body weight hovered over me. I tried to hit him but he pinned my hands above my head again with one hand like he did before.

"Please, just let me go."

I begged him but I felt his hand come to my face stroking my cheek.

"I'll make this quick, we wouldn't want anyone coming in wouldn't we?"

I cried even more, uncontrollable tears down my cheeks. The warmth of his hand left my cheek and more of his body weight shifted onto me, he was breathing heavily in my ear and all I could do was move my head to the side, defenceless. He spread my legs apart aggressively and the next thing I know shock of burning pain, erupted from my womanhood. That could only mean one thing, I'm no longer a virgin.

I bit my lip and he groaned into my neck at the tightness around him.

"Holy fuck!"

Without a second thought be began moving at such a fast speed. He didn't give me time to adjust, I don't know if the pain was because it was my first time or because he was so big. His thrusts were on point and fast, almost animalistic in someway. The pain started to fade and turned into something that was pleasurable but I didn't want that, I didn't want to have sex with this guy. He was grunting and moaning and smashed his lips onto mine, tasting the alcohol he had been drinking that night.

One of his hands was placed on my breast just when he started to leave open mouth kisses down my jawline and to my neck. His pounding never stopping, thrusting in and out my pussy like he depended on it.

"I'll need to leave my mark."

He whispered my again I still had the tears in my eyes from the abuse and current situation. Pain erupted from the side of my neck, making me realise he bite me and sucked on the area a little more.

"Oh shit, yeah."

He moaned again in my ear, his thrusts were slowing but his rhythm was still there. I just wanted him to stop. That orgasmic feeling built up in my stomach no matter how hard I tried to push it away it was there and it snuck up on my to release all over him with more tears to follow. This caused him to moan the loudest I've heard him so far and thrust his hips up hard into me.

"So tight."

He whispered in my ear but then bit down on my neck again when he repeated further more hard thrusts onto me.

"I'm cumming."

That's all he said for me to understand what he was doing. His hot cum shooting into me, filling me up until I was full. There was nothing I could do about it but lay there afterwards as he kissed me one last time to standing up and pull up his pants.

I didn't have the energy to do anything, I just lay there, on the bed, empty and alone listening to him leave which was such a relief. As soon as the door closed I curled up into a ball on the bed and sobbed the hardest I could ever have done in my life.

Why did that have to happen to me?