~JUNGKOOK POV~

It's been four fucking weeks since Y/n had first gone missing and it's driving me crazy.

I can barely sleep, eat or even go to work. I wouldn't even go to work if it weren't for Jin dragging me there himself to make sure I do go. I've been looking for her everywhere and I can't find her but one thing I have come to thought of was that Kim Yeri has something to do with it.

I even paid a visit to the bar she apparently was suppose to work at but I was told by the manager that she quit and hasn't been seen since. I know she has something to do with because of what I did to her brother and but I swear when I get my hands on that woman I'll kill her too. I don't care if she's a woman she took what was mine and have kept both herself and Y/n very well hidden.

I hate it. I hate everything right now. I want nothing more than to blow up and tear just everything apart around me but I can't and all because of one person.

Jihyun.

Despite everything I have to keep it together for him. He's been going through a lot and misses his mom so much it breaks me even more to see how much he misses her. The two are very close and he's a mommys boy alright. But for the time being I've had to tell him, well more like lie to him and say that his mommy went away to look for another job like a little holiday but will be home soon......hopefully.

I hate lying to him but I can't tell a little four year old his mother had been kidnapped and I don't know where she is. It's hard but I'll do anything to keep him safe and to make sure he's well taken care of which is why I now have him staying with me. He sleeps in my room with me at nights and I take him to the day care in my building but make sure to check on him personally every hour to see that he's okay. I don't care if it's excessive, I can't have him taken away from me too. Over my dead body.

Watching Jihyun sleep peacefully in my bed was heart warming to watch and sends me peace for a moment thinking just how cute he is but then the thoughts of Y/n not being here with us come flooding back and I get angry all over again.

I rush out my bedroom, leaving my sleeping son to sleep alone and run down the stairs to where I know where some of the guys would be. The living room.

Appearing into the living room I could only see Hoseok and Jimin here in the room. I know that Yoongi, Jin and Taehyung are out somewhere but I don't know where Namjoon is, probably in his bedroom or something.

When they both notice me enter the room as they sit on the couch next to each other with their own laptops on their laps, Jimin only smiled lightly, just a little bit that didn't even reach his eyes as it usually would. But Hoseok only glanced at me with a stone cold look and then back to his laptop typing away. Hoseok hasn't smiled since Y/n's been missing except for when he forces one out when Jihyun is around.

"Ah Jungkook, can't sleep again?" Jimin

I shook my head and walked over to the closed couch and fell back onto it with my hands through my hair.

"No. I can't and I don't want to."

Jimin glances towards the kitchen and then back to me, with a sadden expression.

"I can get you some sleeping pills, or would that mess with you medication that you already take?" Jimin

I just shrugged my shoulders and sat hunched forward with my elbows on my knees.

"I don't know but I don't want to risk it. I have Jihyun to think about and despite everything I can't lose my temper."

Hoseok scoffs and I look at him in surprise to see him still aggressively typing away and his eyes glued to his screen. Even Jimin seemed surprised by his reaction and stares back at him in shock.

"What's wrong with you?"

I Asked Hoseok and he looks up at me from across the room over his laptop screen with darken eyes.

"You already lost your temper once with Jaehyun so what's the difference now? In fact maybe you should stop taking them so you can go on a rampage and find Y/n quicker." Hoseok

I clenched my jaw and bit down on my inner cheek.

"Hoseok we're all trying to find her. Where do you think Yoongi, Jin and Tae are right now?" Jimin

"I know where they are and I myself am trying to look through the street footage from the hotel again!! And can't find shit, maybe this psycho here can sniff her out if he stops taking those fucking pill?!" Hoseok

I was a little taken back by his words since he's one of the people that usually encourage me to take my medication. So for him to say this was news to me and very shocking news but at the same time it was irritating me.

"Hoseok I'm not some sort of dog that can sniff out people. If I was I would of found her by now and not leave her where ever she is for four fucking weeks!!"

The more I spoke I grew more and more angrier but yet even with Jimin to lean back slightly in his seat, Hoseok didn't flinch but glare at me.

"So do something to find her. You're doing nothing!" Hoseok

That was it.

I stood up and picked up the coffee table in front of me and threw it to the side of the room against the wall. Jimin gasped and sunk back into the couch more but Hoseok only moved his legs by curling them up onto the couch next to Jimin.

"I HAVE TRIED!! I WENT TO THAT FUCKING BAR TO FIND THAT BITCH AND TAKE Y/N HOME BUT SHE WASNT FUCKING THERE!! I CHECKED THE STREETS, I CHECKED EVERYONE ELSE THAT WORKS IN OUR BUILDING!! I EVEN ASKED STRANGERS ON THE STREET IF THEY HAD SEEN HER AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I HAVE DONE SO DONT EVEN GO THERE HOSEOK!! I HAVE TO KEEP MY SHIT TOGETHER FOR JIHYUN BECAUSE HE IS MY SON AND HE NEEDS ME!!!"

I was boiling in rage and it took everything in me to not grab him and hit him but I couldn't do that. I do know deep down Hoseok is saying all this because he is hurt and he is scared about Y/n but hearing what he's said was annoying the shit out of me.

There was a moment of silence between the three of us and I glared at Hoseok who's harden eyes soften with guilt and he sighs but before he could say anything Jimin gasps and I noticed how he was looking at something from behind me. Following his line of sight did I turn around to see a certain little guy standing at the bottom of the stairs clutching onto his little blue teddy bear while wearing hi spider man pjs and messy hair.

I didn't know what to say to him but he stares at me with his huge doe eyes and blinks at me innocently before he finally speaks.

"Kookie are you my daddy?" Jihyun

Shit.

My eyes widen at the question and I rush over to him and kneel down in front of him to his level while in the background I could hear someone picking up the table that I threw.

"I..erm...Jihyun..."

I really had no clue what to say to him. The plan was to tell him with Y/n, not to have him find out like this. Though the way he was looking at me told me I needed to tell him. I couldn't lie, I've already lied enough to him.

"Yes Jihyun. I'm your dad. I'm sorry you had to find out this way. Your mom and I wanted to tell you when she got back."

I took his little hand in mine and he only stares at me in silence and not even moving an inch which starts to worry me. I thought we would like me to be his dad since the two of us just click so well but am I mistaken?

"Are you okay buddy? You're ver-"

I cut off my own words when he suddenly hugs me after dropping his teddy. His small arms around me shoulders and using his own strength to keep me close to him but I instinctively wrap my arms around him when he buries his face into the crook of my neck.

"I knew it." Jihyun

Again mmy eyes grew in size to hear him whisper in my ear and I pulled away from the now smiling boy who wiped his eyes.

"How did you know?"

I asked him and he bends down to pick up his teddy and cuddle it to his chest again.

"You look like me. I don't look like mommy and I know she my mommy." Jihyun

He's smarter than I thought. I couldn't help but laugh a little but he yawns and rubs his eyes again. So I ruffle his hair and start to slowly turn his body back to the stairs as I stand back up.

"How about you go back to sleep and we'll talk about this again in the morning okay?"

I suggest to which he nods and begins to walk up the stairs and I stand at the bottom watching him step up the stairs until he disappears.

"Well that was unexpected." Jimin

I chuckle and nod as I turn back around with hands on my hips and a small smile on my face. Jihyun knows I'm his dad. That was the peak of the day for me.

"Jungkook I'm sorry about what I said. I shouldn't of said those things." Hoseok

I just waved him off walking back to the couch to sit back across form him and the coffee table was back in place and surprisingly not broken.

"It's okay. I'm not mad anymore."

Which I'm not. Still frustrated but I'm not angry anymore.

The front door slams open and our three heads turn to the direction of Yoongi, Jin and Taehyung bursting through the door all at the same time. They all started to talk at the same time very quickly and I couldn't catch what any of them were saying until Hoseok stood up from the couch and approached Yoongi.

"You two shush and let Yoongi speak." Hoseok

"Excuse me?!" Jin

Hoseok rolls his eyes and I sit quietly and curiously to why these three are so worked up to the point of speaking over one another.

"Okay, so I had a call from one of my insiders right? So I met up with him, well I mean all three of us did and you'll never guess what he told me." Yoongi

I frowned and grew more curious when Yoongi walked away from Hoseok and came to stand in front of me looking down at me on the couch.

"What is it?"

I asked him but it didn't take long before he spoke again and everything just made sense with what he told me. To come to the thought that I would defiantly kill someone again with finding out what was said.

"Jungkook, you're father was released from the asylum. He's free." Yoongi