~Y/N POV~

(SMUT WARNING)

I wanted more.

But I was really nervous about it too but I wasn't going to let that stop me. I was willing to go to any level Jungkook was and if that was all the way then so be it. I wont regret anything that happens tonight, he's made our date night special it's just unfortunate that it had to end with bad weather which resulted in us staying the night in a hotel completely alone for the first time.

I call it fate.

With Jungkook lips still attached to mine did I feel like he was starting to finally relax to now know I didn't plan for this to stop anytime soon. I didn't. His body relaxes, now less tense when he shifts his body around to completely hover over me, his legs placed on each side of my waist but careful to keep a distance because well, he's naked as I am under his robe.

My hands were still firmly on the side of his face until I moved one hand around to the back of his head and tugged on his head earning a groan from him. Boy did that stir something inside him, to start fighting for more dominance to then push his tongue into my mouth which I haven't done before and it's new to me but I was loving his sudden aggressiveness and willing to submit.

My other hand that was on his face, I slid down to his lower back as far as I could reach and push him down to lay on top of me. He does, pushing his weight on me and I could feel his growing member through his robe. It turned me on even more, I wanted more.

I move my hips up into his and he hitches a breath and sits up, removing his lips from mine in panicked state.

"Y/n, should we even be doing this? I-I mean, after....uhh, after you know..." Jungkook

He looks down at me all worried with swollen lips but doesn't remove himself from sitting on my waist to look down.

"Jungkook it's fine. I'm fine, it's all okay."

"Really? You're seriously okay with what could happen?" Jungkook

The lines on his forehead creases when he frowns deeply, not too sure if he should believe me. He should because I want this to happen. I want him.

"Yes I want this to happen between us Jungkook. I want you."

Something flashed across his eyes, from frowning to now something I hadn't seen before. A smirk appeared on his lips curving upwards.

"What was that?" Jungkook

"I want you."

His smirk widens and he falls over me again to hover above me, his hands back to the sides of my head, pushing off the bed to keep himself up.

"Say it again." Jungkook

"I want you."

I whispered to him, now I was feel desperate for him the way he smirks down at me, inching closer until his lips with just an inch away from my own.

"One more time." Jungkook

"I. Want. You."

I whispered more slower when he watches my lips then he closes the gap between us to pair our lips back together again. Thought straight away did he dominate my mouth with his, showing me what power he has this time I was willing to accept whatever he has to offer. Instead of grabbing him this time I reached down to untie my robe because I had a feeling he would probably not be sure if he should or not but I want him to know just how serious I am, even if I'm nervous inside.

Undoing my robe did I pull it apart from underneath him to show my naked body to him, not that he could see just yet. I then reached for his own, to untie it but he doesn't stop me and I open it up for up to place my hands firmly on his bare chest for the first time. He flinched at the touch at first but then again relaxed all while still distracted as our lips try to devour each other.

I decided to be brave and make the first move and I dragged my hands down his toned chest that made me wet just by the feel of them that's how much I wanted this to happen. Then all the way down to his large manhood that was clearly rock hard and firmly took hold. He gasps and pulls away from my lips to look down between our bodies to see I was in deed holding his cock in my hands, slowly pumping him.

He watches, looking down on himself as I do this a few times, his shaky breathing was telling me I was doing something right.

"Y/n...." Jungkook

He whispers to then now move his head up to look at me again in the eyes.

"You keep doing that I'm gonna cum already. It's been a long time." Jungkook

I stop pumping him for two reasons. One I don't want him to cum yet but second was that I was shocked he says it's been a while.

"A long time? Just how long?"

Jungkook bites his bottom lip and looks to the side.

"Four and a half years." Jungkook

He hasn't touched another woman since that night??

He looks at me again and lowers his entire weight onto me, stroking my hair, moving away any hair I had on my forehead.

"I couldn't. So if you want to back away you should say now, because when I get going I don't plan on stopping." Jungkook

I stare right into his eyes and spread my legs apart for him and then pull down his robe from his arms which he moves to help me take it off him and to throw it to the floor now to be completely naked on top of me.

"I don't want you to stop."

I pulled him back attaching him to my lips once again and to buck my hips up at him. Butterflies grew in my stomach when I felt his hard member against my wet womanhood. I was ready, I just now it. There's no going back.

He pulls away from my lips again and reaches down to grab himself and position himself at my entrance while he stares me down in the eyes, as if he was searching for any doubt but there is none. I know what I want.

"Can I?" Jungkook

I nod keeping that intense eye contact with him and slowly, very slowly did he begin to push inside me. It was a little painful at first, not as painful as I remember from the last time. Jungkook kept pushing all the way in slowly, still staring into my eyes until his hips were pressed up against me. He was fully inside me yet he didn't move just yet. He stayed there quietly but his arms were shaking, and even his breathing was shaking too.

I felt my body begin to relax under him and he must of felt it too and pulled out to then push back in again with more force than the first time. I gasped at surprised to the feeling how it didn't hurt that time, then he does it again and then again picking up a pace of thrusting into me as he got faster when I began to moan at the pleasure he was giving me. I saw him close his eyes and drop his weight onto me, kissing me quickly then to move his head to rest on my shoulder and burying his face in the crook of my neck. I reached my arms around his back keeping him close.

He began to grunt and curse with each thrust into me. It was music in my ears, I was loving every minute of it and I couldn't stop the moans and curses that were too slipping from my mouth. Who knew sex would be this good?

The pace of his thrusts quickened and a feeling I know all too well from masturbation built up in the pit of my stomach forcing my body to clench around him, squeezing him to signal I'm close to my high. I was finding it hard to not release it but it waved over my and I screamed out in pure pleasure shaking legs around his waist and dragging my nails down his back. In response Jungkook leans up to hover again over me as he pounds into me through my high, moaning also with his eyes squeezed shut until he opens them again to place a kiss on my head and then rests his own forehead against mine, and our noses touching, staring into each other eyes.

"I cant last much longer." Jungkook

He whispers but picks up the pace in his thrusts, I roll my eyes to his actions on my body. It was almost animalistic with the way he moved, pounding my pussy like his life depended on it but soon enough his rhythm started to falter until he let out the loudest moan I had ever heard him do during this whole experience, closing his eyes and pumping into me a few times until he collapses his body weight on top of me and his face again in the crook of my neck.

Both of us breath heavy as we lay there on the bed together with him still inside me and has yet to pull out. I rub my hands up and down his back soothingly when all I could do was lay there and stare up at the ceiling. Suddenly his back muscles tense and I heard a sharp gasp come from his lips to my ear. I move my head to the side to look at him curiously..

"What's wrong?"

Jungkook shook his head and then again pushes himself up and looks down between our naked bodies then sighs and hung his head low.

"Are you on birth control by any chance?" Jungkook

"No, why?"

He groans and I heard him click his tongue after he does so.

"What is it?"

I tap his arm a few times for his attention for him to look at me sadly and a guilty look on his face.

"I'm sorry Y/n but...but I didn't pull out." Jungkook

Fuck.