~Y/N POV~

I've got to say yesterday when Jungkook picked Jihyun up for me it was a massive help and I was very grateful. It helped a lot is all I can say except for the fact he's made me feel really giddy every time I think of him. I like talking to him, spending time with him.

It's weird though considering our circumstances and everything that has happened between us but yet I've found myself no longer hating Jungkook. Actually I don't think I hated him even finding out just more upset and disappointed that he was the one that raped me. But that's in the past now, I've decided to put that behind me. The focus now is mainly on why Yeri drugged Jungkook at the party. She had no reason to do why?

I think about this all the time now, my thoughts are always surrounded with clouds of Jungkook or my son. It use to be just Jihyun but now Jungkook is int he mixture and I can't help but think I'm starting to fall for him, hard.

So that leads me to walking to Jungkooks office this morning. I had the day off work and so here I am with Jihyun in the elevator to see Jungkook if he's not busy. My excuse is to thank him for yesterday when I'm reality I could just call him or text him but I really wanted to see him and hopefully he doesn't see through my excuse.

Jihyun was of course excited to see Jungkook and it's got me thinking that if Jungkook and I are okay with how things are between us, maybe soon we could tell Jihyun that Jungkook is his dad. I mean he's still young enough to accept it and he loves Jungkook already so there should be no harm of it right?

I think about this watching Jihyun pick at something in his pockets. He's snuck something into his pocket before we left and says it's something he wants to give Jungkook. Something that will make him happy and he's so excited to give it to him but won't show me what it is.

The elevator pings as we stop on Jungkooks top floor and Jihyun of course runs out the elevator without even waiting for me. Thankfully the office door was already open and right in front of the elevator doors.

"Kookie!!!" Jihyun

I chuckled walking along after him watching my son just run into the office without knocking. I heard Jungkook gasp loudly because I didn't tell him we were coming and then laughter coming from his office as I approached the door and walked in.

Though the smile on my face dropped when I seen Jungkook in his office with a woman alone. He's not alone now because now he holds Jihyun in his arms smiling widely at the boy and then at me.

"Y/n this was a pleasant surprise." Jungkook

He laughs but I couldn't help but watch the woman who was actually very beautiful waving at Jihyun who turned into a little by boy hiding his face in Jungkooks chest. I faked a smile and walked towards the three standing by the large windows.

"I just wanted to come by and say thank you for helping me with Jihyun yesterday but we can come back if you're busy?"

I looked at Jungkook who confusingly frowns at me but then follows my line of sight at the woman who now only seemed to have acknowledged my existence in the room.

"Oh! Y/n this is Chaewon. She was just helping me some paper work but we're finished right chaewon?" Jungkook

He looks at her and she nods without saying planting a fake smile on her face just as I was. I got the impression she didn't like me interrupting them discussing whatever it was they were talking about as I was to see her in here the first place.

"Yes we're finished Mr Jeon. Just give me a call if you need any further help. Excuse me." Chaewon

She brushed her long brown hair over shoulder turning in my direction to glare at me as she walks out the office finally allowing me to relax. I didn't like the way she was looking at me but I was probably no different.

"Kookie!! I brought you something!!" Jihyun

I watched Jungkook put him down and squat down to his level. Jihyun began to dig into his pocket and take out something yellow and place it in Jungkooks hand.

"It's your favourite toy car!! I want you to have it!!" Jihyun

He cheered putting in Jungkooks hand all excited about handing him a toy.

"Oh thank you Jihyun. I'll put this on my desk okay?" Jungkook

He stood back up and walks to his desk gently placing down the toy car as Jihyun now gazed out the window at all the tall buildings and cars below, pressing his nose and palms of his hands up against the window.

I stood next to Jihyun also looking out the window at the view. This building is definitely one of the biggest in the city so it is quite the view.

"She was just an assistant Y/n." Jungkook

I heard him whisper close behind me. I looked down at Jihyun but he was busy watching the birds flying around. So I turned around but didn't realise just how close he actually was to me.

"I didn't think she was anything different."

"Oh really? You seemed a little jealous if you asked me?" Jungkook

I looked at him in sudden shock that he noticed. I wasn't that obvious was I?

"I wasn't jealous. I just didn't like the way she looked at me that's all."

I shrugged because I did speak half truth. Yes I didn't like the way she looked at me but I was jealous too but I won't admit it.

"Are you sure? I seen the way you looked at her." Jungkook

He inched closer to me and I stepped back until my back was pressed against the window. Jihyun looked up at me and smiled, taking a hold of my hand with his little one. When I looked at Jungkook again he was watching Jihyun and adoring smile on his face before looking back at me but his expression not changing in the slightest.

"She's Jins assistant and I'm not interested. I have my sights on someone else." Jungkook

Oh?

Jungkook took one careful step towards me, gently taking my other free hand in his, bringing it to his lips and planting a soft kiss on the back of my hand.

"Y/n can I ask if yo-" Jungkook

"Jungkook we need to talk!" Jin

Jin came bursting in the room with Namjoon and Yoongi behind him. Namjoon scowled at Jin for interrupting us and Jungkook stepped back but didn't let go of my hand just yet.

"What do we need to talk about?" Jungkook

Jihyun turned around to the sound of Jin talking and ran over to Yoongi who was already smirking after seeing Jungkook and I hold hands.

"Yoon!!!" Jihyun

He doesn't call Yoongi by his full name it's like a nickname for him but Yoongi doesn't seem to mind and squats to down to Jihyun giving him a high five.

"It's private. I'm sorry y/n." Jin

"No she can know as well." Namjoon

"Well jihyuns here so I think another time don't you think?" Jin

He glared at Namjoon who seemed to have thought about it for a moment before nodding with a sigh and giving me a sympathetic look.

"No it's okay. We have to get going anyway. We're meeting Mia for lunch so it's okay."

I removed my hand from Jungkook but he as he didn't want to let go I had to use a little force. I didn't want to but I had to, Jin seems desperate to have a word with Jungkook so I'm sure it's about Yeri.

"Come along jihyun and say goodbye. We have to get going."

I walked towards Jihyun who hugged Yoongi and then hugged Namjoons legs receiving a pat in the head from the tall man. Then hugging hind legs also and then of course running towards Jungkook for a big hug as always.

I said goodbye to everyone just like Jihyun did, going To give each man a hug now feeling a lot more closer to them than before. But when it came to Jungkook and feeling jihyuns eyes watching us I felt like we had to be more careful I don't know why but I just thought did.

Anyway the hug we shared even with everyone watching us just felt nice, I didn't want to pull away from his arms but I had to.

After saying some more goodbyes, Jihyun and I left to meet Mia for lunch all while I couldn't stop feeling like a school girl finally being able to hug her crush.

I'm crushing so hard now.