~Y/N POV~

Dang it!

Jin dropped off Jihyun earlier but I just realised Jihyun must of left his stuffed Spider-Man plushie. He wanted to take it to show Jungkook today since he just got it a last week. I saw it last weekend when he was at Jungkooks and thought he'd like it and he's been sleeping with it ever since and I just know he won't be happy if he doesn't have it tonight.

Thankfully right now Jihyun was busy watching his cartoons on the tv while eating a bowl of vanilla ice cream with sprinkles.

Jihyun had been home a few hours now and I only just realised now that it's not here and I'll need it back very soon.

So while he was distracted now I picked up my phone and headed towards the kitchen and stood next to the sink, while scrolling on my phone looking for jins number until I found it and pressed his number to call him.

I stood there waiting for him to pick up as it rang in my ear but it continued to ring until it went through to voicemail. It was odd so I tried again and still no answer.

So I decide to call Hobi since I know he lives there too.

After a few rings he finally picked up but when he did I could hear some sort of commotion in the back ground.

"Hey y/n what's up?" Hosoek

"Hey Hobi, are you at home right now?"

"Is that y/n?!" Jungkook

I ignored his outburst and focused more on Hobi. It's been a while since I heard his voice and I did miss it but this isn't about him right now.

"S-sure, I'm home. Why?" Hobi

"Jihyun forgot his spider man plushie and I was wondering if he did leave it at your house?"

"Erm, hold on I'll see if it's in the living room." Hobi

"Great thanks."

There was a few more background nosies and what must be hobi's foot steps.

"Yeah y/n I have it here. Would you like me to bring it over?" Hobi

I sighed in relief, thank goodness for that and he'd be doing me a massive favour for this.

"Oh yes please Hobi. That would be fantastic."

He chuckled on the other end.

"Okay cool. I'll come over wi-" Hobi

"No I'll do it!" Jungkook

I froze at his comment. Sure lately I've felt like I've started to miss him, maybe because I know he sees Jihyun more now and for some unknown reason my anger has started to subside. Maybe it's because of all the magical stories Jihyun tells me about his time with Jungkook.

"Ahh, no Jungkook that's not a good idea." Hobi

Clearly he's talking to Jungkook right now and must of turned away from his phone to speak since his voice didn't sound as loud as before.

"What?! Why not? Im more that capable of driving!" Jungkook

"You've been drinking you dumbass! No way!" Jin

There was a smash of something that sounded like glass and I flinched because I didn't expect that.

"So what? That's my sons teddy! And I will hand it back!" Jungkook

I shivered at the word son. It may be true but it's still weird to think about.

"Over my dead body!" Jin

There was a few more thuds and another glass breaking which didn't sound too good from my end.

"AHHHH!!" Jungkook

"Oh shit! Sorry y/n, hold on." Hobi

The phone made a loud thud sound meaning he put down the phone, but I could still hear what was going on. As I was listening to the commotion on the phone and I took a quick peak at Jihyun around the corner and he was still peacefully watching the tv, kicking his little feet off the end of the sofa with a now empty bowl on his lap. He was completely distracted.

I smiled at the sight of my son and turned around, back into the kitchen and took a seat at the small dining table just at the side of the door.

The phone made a rattle sound before someone spoke.

"Hello y/n. How are yo-" Jungkook

There was another thud as Jungkook was cut off.

"I'm so sorry y/n. That guy is fast. I'll leave right now and take back the teddy." Hobi

"No! Please let me do it! Just let me talk to her! Please! I want to see her! Y/N! Can I please talk to you!" Jungkook

I squeezed my eyes shut. I was so unsure what to do, I even felt bad that he seemed so desperate and broken. More banging and rustling came from the phone until Jungkooks shouting became quieter and quieter.

"I'm so sorry about that y/n. I'm on my way with it right now." Hobi

"It's okay Hobi. Thank you."

"I'll see you in a few y/n." Hobi

"I'll see you soon."

I then hung up my phone and dropped it to the table and dropped my head to the table too with my hands over the back of my head. Why the hell do I feel like I miss him so much?

He hurt me!
He raped me!
Yet somehow I'm full with all sorts of different emotions. I'm still angry at him but I can't help the knot in my stomach when I heard his voice and confused to why the hell i would feel bad that he was so upset on the phone.

"Mommy?" Jihyun

I immediately sat back up, removing my hands from my head and forced a smile. Thank god I wasn't crying this time. He's caught me a few times and I've had to make an excuse.

"What is it Jihyun?"

"Are you okay?" Jihyun

He puts his bowl on the table and comes closer to me. I grabbed his little body and pulled him closer for a hug.

"Yes I'm just fine. Shall we go watch some more cartoons together?" Jihyun

"Okay!" Jihyun

I let him go and he ran back to the living room. While laughed at his adorable behaviour I stood up and walked into the living room after him and sat beside him to watch the tv together.

His small body cuddled into me with his eyes glued to the tv. I wrapped my arm around him and caressed his back as I've always done. He's so small and his cheeks are little chubby, especially when he smiles. He resembles more Jungkook and I don't know how I didn't notice this before.

There was a knock at the door but Jihyun didn't budge so I peeled away from him to answer the door.
As expected Hobi was standing there with the teddy in his hands. He was all smiles as always and I invited him. I wasn't gonna have him come all this way and not at least invite him in.

"Uncle Hobi!" Jihyun

He screamed and ran towards Hobi who just walked through the door. Hobi laughed and opened his arms for Jihyun and picked him up to give him a big hug.

"Hey buddy!" Hobi

I closed the door behind me and Hobi passed me the teddy with one hand while using the other to hold Jihyun firmly.

"Thank you for this Hobi. Look Jihyun uncle Hobi brought your teddy back."

I shook the spider man in my hands and his eyes lit up and reached out to take it and held it close to his face.

Hobi put him back down and he ran back to the sofa to watch more tv.

Just then Hobi turned around to face me after watching Jihyun run off.

"Y/n I'd just like to say sorry about Jungkook back there." Hobi

He whispered to me but to be honest I was actually okay with it. I only grew confused with myself when I felt myself missing him.

"It's okay Hobi. I'm not upset."

I whispered back. He stared back shocked as he probably expected me to be upset when surprisingly I wasn't in the slightest.

"You're not?" Hobi

I shook my head at him.

"No im not actually. I'm still angry about it all but what else could I do about it now."

I shrugged and walked to the kitchen with Hobi following me.

"So how long have you been, well not upset about it?" Hobi

I thought for a moment, but to be honest I don't really know.

"I have no idea. When I heard his voice on the phone, I thought I was going to be upset but if anything I found myself to be........I don't know, missing him."

He gasped and I picked up jihyuns bowl from the table and went to the sink to wash it.

"What?! You miss him?" Hobi

I quickly turned around to shush him so Jihyun wouldn't hear us.

"Yes, I don't want to but unfortunately I found myself missing him and I don't know how to take it."

He leaned his back up against the counter just next to me, I sensed he was a bout to say more but his phone rang. He sighed and answered the phone after taking it out his back pocket.

I finished washing the bowl and put in on the draining rack as well as the spoon and took the towel to dry my hands as he quietly spoke in the phone.

After he hung up he put his phone away again and let out a long deep breath and hung his head back.

"I have to go y/n. Jungkook is apparently kicking off again and they need my help since they can't find Yoongi." Hobi

"Why would they need Yoongi?"

"Well usually when he's like this Yoongi is the one that's not afraid to put him in his place and then I'm the second best." Hobi

He pressed his lips to a thin line.

"I see."

That's all I could say as I turned around next to him and stare at the wall just across from me.

"Well I better get going." Hobi

He starts walking to the kitchen door but stopped when I spoke again, shocking him and but also myself. Why did I say this?

"We'll come with you."