~HOSEOK POV~

(Four years ago.)

"Dude I'm sure you'll find out who did that to y/n. He can't just get away from something like that." Yoongi

He pats my back as we walk through the woods together. It's been a week since she was raped and I'll never get over how I found her when Jin came to wake me and Jennie up to tell us about y/n and the way they found her. When I saw y/n, i wished I could take her pain away.

She's having a hard time dealing with it and she still hasn't told her parents about it when I begged her to at least tell them if not the police.

But no, she wanted to try and move on with her life and move past it. She doesn't want to think about it ever again and I have no option but to obey her wishes. But that doesn't mean I won't kill the guy when I find out who he is. He has to be someone from our school, he has to be. Why else would he be at the party?

"Well I'm telling you now Yoongi. The day I do is the day I'll kill a man."

He pats my back once more but then up a head just near our hide out we could hear Jin shouting and a few more grunts and swears being tossed around.

Myself and Yoongi exchange looks before running up ahead.

"God damn it Jungkook!! Just tell us what's wrong with you!!" Jin

"Nothings wrong!! Let go of me!!" Jungkook

Namjoon and Taehyung has Jungkook pinned to the floor and Jimin standing to the side holding onto his swollen cheek.

"Jimin did he hit you?"

I asked him and he nods quietly. What the hell?

"Jungkook what the fuck man!!"

"What's going on?" Yoongi

I heard him ask Jin while I watch a angered Jungkook squirming around on the floor kicking and screaming. It's a good thing we're a distance in the woods or we would most likely have someone calling the cops to see what the problem was.

"Jimin confronted him about his weird behaviour this past week and instead of telling us his problem, which he clearly has!!" Jin

"No I don't!!!" Jungkook

"You do!! Shut up!! He punched Jimin in the face!!" Jin

That's not like Jungkook at all.

Actually now to think of it he has been acting not his self.

"Jungkook, just tell us what's wrong with you and everyone will leave you alone."

He starts to laugh like a maniac.

"Dude have you stopped taking your medication again?" Yoongi

"He has. He told me before he hit me." Jimin

"Jungkook why would you do something like that?!" Jin

He continues to laugh and Namjoon and Tae exchange a look of worry as they still have him pinned to the dirt.

"I don't want to be drugged up for the rest of my life!" Jungkook

"But if you don't you'll end up like your dad, you idiot!" Yoongi

His dad is nuts. He was diagnosed with a aggressive personality disorder and Jungkook is turning out just like him. Thankfully his dad was locked away not that long ago and Jungkook's disorder had been recognised before he got worse but with him not taking his medication is not a good thing.

"Jungkook how long have you not been taking them for?"

"What's it to you!" Jungkook

"Hey! Jungkook, he's your friend, now stop it!" Taehyung

Jungkook laughs again and this time Yoongi stormed right up to him, with so much anger in him and punched him right in the face and Jungkook went limp and stopped struggling. Namjoon and Taehyung let Jungkook go to get up themselves and stand above him.

"There's something clearly wrong with him. He's not been like this in a very long time." Namjoon

"How about we just get him into the treehouse before he wakes up." Yoongi

He looked down at Jungkook, passed out while he rubbed his knuckles. I saw the guilt in his eyes but it needed to be done I suppose. He was too worked up to stop his crazy behaviour. Jin walked over to Jungkook and lifted him up to put him over his shoulder and we all made our way into the house.

When we got inside Jin placed Jungkook on the sofa still unconscious and I took up a seat in the bean nag across from him. We only have one corner sofa in here so Jimin sat on the end by Jungkook's feet and every one else took up seats either on the floor or the other two bean bags we have.

"Luckily, we have spare pills here. I'll shove it down his neck when he wakes up if I have to." Jin

I nodded.

"I'll help with that."

And I would.

"So, Hoseok, any luck on finding out who hurt Y/n?" Taehyung

I sighed sadly and shook my head.

"No. She wont talk about it anymore and doesn't want to go to the cops about it either. She wants to forget it ever happened."

"What about her parents? Cant they do anything?" Namjoon

I bent my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around my legs.

"She doesn't want to tell them. I don't know why but she just doesn't want to bother them with something like that. They work a lot."

"That's no excuse! That's their daughter!" Jin

"I know, I know. Believe me, I do but I can't force her to do anything she doesn't want to do. She's already been through enough."

I sighed again and thought of Y/n. She's like my sister and I would kill anyone for her. That bastard wil pay for what he did and I will find the guy that did this to her. Jungkook groaned and stirred to lie on his side, now wiping his eyes.

Seconds later while everyone watched him, unsure what mood he would be in, he sat up slowly on the sofa and looked around the room until his eyes landed on Jimin.

"I'm so sorry Jimin. I-I just.....Ive been having a rough couple days lately." Jungkook

His face was sadden and he looked genuinely sorry compared to what he was like outside. Jin got up and disappeared into the next room while Jimin nodded and pulled Jungkook into a hug. If he hadn't of known Jungkook for as long as he had or known of Jungkook's condition then I'm positive Jimin would of beat him by now the moment he opened his eyes.

They hugged it out until Jin came back into the room with a bottle of water and what I assume is Jungkooks pills.

"Take this. No questions." Jin

He shoved the bottle to his chest and Jungkook took it from him and took the pills too. He looked upu at Jin one more time before putting them in his mouth and swallowing them with the water.

"Have you been going to your therapy sessions?" Namjoon

He shook his head and looking down at the ground and put the lid back on the bottle.

"An why the fuck not?!" Jin

"Because I thought I could handle it all without any of all this stuff." Jungkook

"Well clearly you were wrong!" Jin

Jin stood back to take a seat next to him in the floor just by Jungkooks feet.

"I know. I'll make an emergency appointment when I get home." Jungkook

"Good." Yoongi

"Now are you going to tell us whats wrong with you?" Namjoon

He sighed and wiped his hands over his face, to look down at his own feet.

"It's hard to say out loud. I did something bad, like very bad. Unforgiveable." Jungkook

"What is it?" Tae

"You can tell us?"

I said to him and he looked straight up at me and into my eyes.

"None of you would want to be my friend again, especially you Hoseok." Jungkook

I just looked at him confused. Why would I not want to be friends with him?

"That's stupid Jungkook. Of course we'll still be your friend, not matter what it is. We're in this together." Jimin

I nodded at him.

"Yeah we'll still be friends."

He shook his head and looked down again and nervously picked at his show laces.

"Just tell us what's wrong with you Jungkook?!" Yoongi

His patient obviously growing thin just like the rest of us. Jungkook nibbled on his bottom lip before beginning to open his mouth to speak.

"I did it." Jungkook

What?

"Did what?" Taehyung

"I. Raped. Y/n." Jungkook

..

I could feel everyone's eyes on me but I ignored it to glare at Jungkook. So it was him!

He did this to her!

He ruined her completely and changed the person she is on the inside. He destroyed her!

She's my bestest friend, my sister from another mister as they would say. He finally looked at me with his dark brown eyes and I just saw red.

I jumped up from the bean bag and leaped over to him to land my fist to his face. He flew backwards into the sofa but I didn't care. I straddled on top of him and continued to hit him repeatedly in the face.

"HOW DARE YOU!! YOU SICK FUCKER!"

He didn't fight back or say anything. He just lay on the sofa like a limp doll. I ignored everyones shouts and pushed away who evers hand touched me and pushed Jungkooks body to the floor. I stood over him to kick him in the stomach.

"Hoseok stop!" Namjoon

"FUCK OFF!! DID HE STOP WHEN SHE BEGGED HIM NOT TOO? NO, HE DIDNT!"

I kicked him once more and he curled up in to a ball, groaned in pain.

"THATS RIGHT SHE TOLD ME SHE BEGGED YOU TO STOP BUT YOU DIDNT LISTEN! I SHOULD KILL YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID!"

I kicked him once more then another then another one to the face until he spit blood and someone warped their arms around me and pulled me to the floor. I thrashed around in Jimins arms, trying to get back to him but it was no use. I cried angry tears, one best friend hurt another best friend of mine and I was stuck between the two.

He hurt her in a way no one should ever have to experience and I don't know if I'll ever forgive him for that.

I held on tight to Jimins arms and cried, finally letting myself cry instead of using my rage to act out on Jungkook.

"We better get Jungkook to the hospital. Are you two okay here?" Namjoon

I didn't bother answering and cried and cried harder than I ever had before. Why did this have to happen?

"I'll stay here too." Taehyung

"Okay." Namjoon

I heard his sigh over my sobs but I didn't bothering watching them take Jungkook out the tree house. I don't want to look at him. I may love him like a brother but I also love Y/n like a sister and to see this happen with the both of them it hurts. Not for myself but for them, its like my two different world collided into one and not in a very good way.

I've known of Jungkooks obsession with Y/n for years but he promised me he would not go over the top with it and he has just done that.

What the hell am I going to do?