~Y/N POV~

After reading the DNA results I haven't let it out my grasp. Currently I'm in denial but when I had Hobi and Jungkook pounding on my bathroom door I wanted them to leave, not wanting to talk to them right now, especially Jungkook.

I screamed for them to leave and thankfully jennie and Mia came to my rescue and escorted them out. I'm pretty sure at one Mia slapped on of them when they refused. I knew it had to be her with her shouting and thankfully through out the mess Jihyun didn't wake up. Jungkook must of closed his door and Jihyun would of had to be shattered to be sleeping so heavily. He's like me that way, thank goodness.

After what seemed like forever Mia and Jennie convinced me to come out. They kicked out Hobi and Jungkook for me even without duly knowing what was actually going on and I still have yet to tell them. I'm scared to say it out loud in case I burst, I still haven't cried but again I'm in denial. How can a guy like Jungkook possibly ever do something like that to me?

"Y/n can you please tell us what's going on?" Jennie

"Yeah tell us why? I had to slap Jungkook to get him out. He was really mad, he was like a different person." Mia

"True that. I'm sure he would of hit you back if Hobi didn't shove him out the door before things got worse." Jennie

I was still too numb to say anything, clutching the letter to my chest.

"Is Jihyun still asleep?"

They both nod.

"Yes, I just checked on him. He's sleeping like a baby." Mia

I nod gripping tighter to the letter.

"He's my baby."

I whispered but they both heard it and glanced at each other clearly worried about me.

"Y/n what's that?" Jennie

She pointed at the letter and I sighed. I should explain myself.

"Do you remember how I told you about a guy who told me about jihyuns father?"

The both nod watching me very carefully.

"Well he did a DNA test for me without me asking and post it through my letter box."

I tapped the letter with my pointer finger on the piece of paper.

"That's it?" Mia

I nod.

"Why didn't Hobi and Jungkook want you to see who it was?" Jennie

I held out the letter with a shaky hand.

"See for yourselves."

Jennie slowly took the letter and opened it with Mia leaning in to read it. Their eyes bulged out their heads while Jennie gasped to cover her mouth with her free hand.

"Oh no way!!" Mia

I could only stare to the floor, folding my arms over my chest as if it would protect me in some way.

"Oh y/n, I'm so sorry." Jennie

She reached out letting Mia take the letter for herself. I felt my tears already surfacing and I looked at her with a quivering lip.

"Oh no, y/n honey come here." Jennie

She pulled me into her arms and I landed in between my two friends with Mia dropping the letter to the side to wrap her arms around me. I burst into an uncontrollable sob, it was hard to breathe with the weight in my chest.

"I...why....he couldn't...no"

They were the only words I could speak at this moment but they didn't really make sense. Jennie only stroked my hair, rocking me side to side with Mia following our movements.

"Shh, you don't have to say anything y/n." Jennie

"I'm gonna kill him." Mia

"Shh, you already hit him." Jennie

"I wished I hit him somewhere else now." Mia

They tried to whisper over my head but I could hear them perfectly fine. I may be balling like a baby but I can still hear them. I sniffed a few times, wiping my face.

"I can't work there anymore but I don't want to go back."

"I'll go. I'll give him a piece of my mind." Mia

"He probably wouldn't expect you to go back y/n, don't worry about it. Me and Mia will sort it all out for you." Jennie

I nodded.

"Do you think I'll get my old job back at the supermarket?"

"Are you crazy? Of course you will I'm sure manager bill would love to have you back. I keep telling you he has a thing for you." Jennie

I nudged my elbow into her side. I know what they're doing and it's slowly working, they're trying to distract me from thinking about the news.

"Mommy?" Jihyun

There he was my son, standing in the doorway with dad eyes holding onto his blue teddy. He may be four but he's not stupid he know when I'm upset and when I've been crying. His little body just stood there not sure what to do.

I held out my arms for him and waved him over. He immediately ran over and into my arms, for me to pull him into my lap and squeeze him tight not wanting to let him go. I could cry all over again, my little boy my baby.

He's so close to his father I didn't even see it. How am I going to tell Jihyun he won't be seeing Jungkook anymore, if that is even the right thing to do. Oh I don't know.

"Mommy, where's kookie?" Jihyun

I didn't dare move and just held my son not wanting to answer him. It's still his birthday and I couldn't break his heart telling him the truth even though I think he would love the fact that Jungkook is his father.

"He had to leave for work with Hobi, Jihyun." Jennie

Thankfully she answered his question for me. I'm still trying to deal with the news. Jihyun pulled away from me to look up at Jennie and that's when I noticed his eyes, how the hell did I not notice before. They've got the same doe like brown eyes. I can't believe it, I won't believe it.

"But he said he was going to eat some more cake with me." Jihyun

He pouted and it just reminded of Jungkook all over again. Now I can put another face to compares to jihyuns growing looks all I can see is Jungkook.

"Another time Jihyun." Jennie

He nods sadly. He's so close to Jungkook but I never understood why.

"Jihyun?"

He then looks back to me.

"Yes mommy." Jihyun

"Why do you like Jungkook so much?"

He smiles, so cutely I could melt. I may notice the resemblance between the two now but he's still my son and I love him more than anything.

"He looks like me." Jihyun

I gasp. Even my own son noticed the similarities between him and Jungkook and I was too blind to notice what was right in front of me. I'm so stupid it's unreal.

I don't say but pull him into another hug.

"Mommy when can I see kookie?" Jihyun

I don't know what to say but I kiss the top of head and rub his back.

"I don't know for now Jihyun but I'm going to have to put you in another daycare okay?"

"But will I still see kookie?" Jihyun

This is gonna be so much more harder than I thought.

"We'll see but for now you can't. He's very busy with work."

"Okay mommy." Jihyun

He now relaxes more in my arms believing in what I say. I shouldn't lie to him but I'm not fully ready to face the truth. I would move but I can't afford to move, there's no way that's possible.

"Hey Jihyun I'll have some more cake with you?" Mia

He wriggles out my arms and jumps off my lap to grin up at Mia who also stands up.

"Okay!!" Jihyun

He then runs off to the kitchen with Mia, leaving just me and Jennie on the sofa.

"It's all going to be okay y/n. Just trust me, things always get worse before they get better." Jennie

I nod into her shoulder as she attempts to comfort me.

I shouldn't of bothered even opening that stupid letter but that would of meant I thought Jimin was jihyuns father, so another thing Jungkook lies about. He threw his friend under the bus like that which would mean Jimin was angry because he must of found out that Jungkook lied to me to take the attention away from him.

Oh the nerve!!!

He's made me furiously angry I don't even know if I can ever forgive him for everything he's done. EVER!!