~Y/N POV~

I've got to say the date with Jungkook has been lovely. One of the best I've been on ever. It's got nothing to do with where we went for dinner which was to a very fancy restaurant it's more how he's acted towards me, very polite and gentleman like. But he's always like that but because it's on a date it sticks out more.

I was very nervous about this and even coming to a thought that he was a possibility that he could be Jihyun's father scared me. But I couldn't think someone like him would do something like that to me, or anyone for that matter, he's too nice. Besides everything I decided to push all the thoughts away for now and enjoy the night but when Jungkook took me to a hotel after the meal I grew anxious and scared as to why, especially when he grabbed a room key from the front desk while I debated on running away.

"Don't worry, it's not what you think." Jungkook

He grabbed my arm gently and guided me to the elevator while smiling at me to reassure me everything's okay. I don't know it I should at this point, why would we be going to a hotel room?

He pressed a button and the doors closed until a few quiet moments later the doors reopened and again Jungkook guided me out and walked me down the hall until we came to a stop in front of one of the doors. He unlocked the door using the card key pad and pushed the door open with his hand to then gesture me to go in with his smile never fading.

"Ladies first." Jungkook

"Thank you."

I whispered to him and slowly walked in for him to follow me in and close the door behind. I felt totally uneasy just walking in and past the bathroom to where the bed was but what was beyond the location of the bed and to the balcony was what caught my attention.

Just on the balcony was lights hanging from the rails and up the wall and to the window of the room, lighting up the spot to reveal some cushions and a padded area laid out with some wine and candle light. One the side was my favourite flowers.

I walked up closer to the setting and I could hear Jungkooks footsteps follow me.

"Jungkook, this is beautiful. Is this for us?"

I looked back at him and he nodded.

"Yes, I set it myself before I picked you up. I had a member of staff light the candles though just before we walked into the lobby." Jungkook

"How did you do that?"

"I texted the front desk. I do a lot of business here for this hotel and they owed me a favour. It's nothing much I just thought you'd like to spend at least one night relaxing, watching the stars." Jungkook

I noticed how he gulped while he nervously watched me pick up the flowers.

"It's all really nice, thank you. These are my favourite."

I smelled the flowers with the tip of the petal brushing past my nose.

"I know." Jungkook

I looked at him , puzzled.

"How did you know?"

"Oh, Hoseok told me. I asked him what type of flowers you like and he said you like those, so I got them for you." Jungkook

He walked through the door and took a seat on the padded area and tapped the space next to him.

"Come sit down." Jungkook

I was hesitant and placed the flowers back down. I didn't want to come across as rude but with the things going on in my mind, I'm not too sure.

"It's fine I'm not going to do anything bad. Let's just talking about stuff, anything you want. I won't even touch you." Jungkook

He held his hands up in the air and I felt bad that he felt the need to say that for me to come closer so I nodded and sat next to him and picked up the glasses of wine that were behind him and he moved the tray carefully with the candles.

"I'm so glad they didn't fall. That would of cause a fire." Jungkook

After he put down the tray I handed him a glass and he took a sip while I did the same but while I watched him. He placed his down and sighed but it was a cheerful smile.

"So Y/n, what's new with you?" Jungkook

He laughed at himself as he asked the question with his hands on his lap. I could tell he was nervous just as much as me. At least I wasn't the only one. I placed my glass down and sat back until I was propped up with only my elbows holding me up.

"Nothing new. Just planning Jihyuns birthday."

"Oh yeah, how's that going?" Jungkook

Now he too leans back and copies my position but to only lie on one side to face me.

"It's okay. It's just a small party at home, a few of his friends over from daycare his old and new one. He wants spiderman decorations."

I chuckled to myself and he did too shaking his head.

"Yeah I know he was telling me about that at lunch today. I still cant get him to like iron man more, he's all about Spiderman." Jungkook

"See I told you he would argue with you about that."

We laughed together and now I lay on one side to face him dead on.

"You're a really good mother to Jihyun Y/n." Jungkook

I stopped laughing to look into his soft brown eyes, staring into mine.

"Thank you, I try."

I chuckled slightly but he remained soft yet serious.

"I mean it Y/n, seriously. I can see how much you love that boy everytime you look at him despite everything when there is some women out there that can't even stand to look at their child after something like that." Jungkook

I sighed and brushed my hair back over my shoulder.

"Well I could never punish or blame how he came to be, he's still my son and always will be. Not only is he a part of his father but also part of myself and that's what I look at the most and I more focus on how much I love him."

"That's good to hear Y/n." Jungkook

He smiles at me to sit up and grab his glass and take another sip of wine and place it back down and lay next to me again.

"You know what's funny Jungkook? Could I tell you something I never really, told anyone before."

He looked me dead in the eyes and nodded.

"Of course." Jungkook

"When I found out I was pregnant, even after already knowing how it happened, you would think I would of automatically hated that baby, but I didn't. Sure I was scared but I fell in love with him the moment I saw those two lines and I couldn't bare to think an abortion was an option."

He gulped with sad eyes, I don't understand why he was sad but it certainly looked like he was.

"Really? It never crossed your mind?" Jungkook

I shook my head at him.

"Nope, not once. Mia and Jennie thought that's what I was going to do but I couldn't even dream of it and when my parents kicked me out I didn't really care too much about it, yes it upset me, they were my parents after all but all I could think about was my child first. He was the only one that mattered."

Jungkook nibbled on his bottom lip and looked down away from me. HIs finger tracing along the fabric beneath us.

"Jungkook could I ask you a question?"

His eyes slowly travelled to mine and blinked slowly to then nod.

"Do you know who Jihyun's father is?"

His eyes grew twice the size, completely startled by my sudden question.

"W-why, would you ask me something like t-that?" Jungkook

"Something that Jennie told me, something she remembers and I can't stop thinking about it. Do you know?"

He looked away from me again to pick up his glass and chug it down in one go.

"Jungkook?"

"Y/n can we please not talk about this tonight?" Jungkook

"So you do know? I just want to know who did this. I know it wasn't Hobi and I know it wasn't Jin."

He looked back at me again with all serious in his eyes.

"What makes you think it wasn't Jin?" Jungkook

"Well he was with Mia all night that night. She said he didn't leave the room at all and I know it's not Hobi because he wouldn't of done something like that to me."

"So what did Jennie tell you then?" Jungkook

"She told me that she heard someone from the room we all slept in that night, leave just after I did and then to come back again later crying and calling himself names."

"Well wouldn't she of recognised the voice?" Jungkook

I sighed and lay down on my back.

"No, she said she was too drunk to remember the voice or even know who was speaking she only remembers his words. If it was a guy in the room with us then it has to be one of you that's Jihyun's father."

"Are you trying to say you think I am his father?" Jungkook

I thought for a moment, staring up into the sky, watching the stars. I didn't want to admit it to him or actually even talk to him about it just in case but it's been on my mind all day and I've seen all five of them today too and that doesn't help to think that one of them did rape me and they're acting as if nothing happened.

"Y/n look at me." Jungkook

I shook my head. I didn't want to look at him right now. I felt shameful for even bringing this up and ruining a perfect date. He grabbed my face in between his hands and forced me to look at him, but I couldn't look him in the eyes.

"Y/n, are you trying to tell me, you know who it is and your just wanting me to say a name to confirm your thoughts." Jungkook

"So you do know who it is?"

He closed his eyes and sighed, but then slowly nodded and my eyes lit up in shock.

"I do. I'm so sorry." Jungkook

"Who is he Jungkook?"

I felt the need to know. Not because I wanted him in my life but it's so I knew who to stay clear from.

"I'm sorry Y/n but I can't tell you." Jungkook

"Does Hobi know?"

He nods again slowly.

"Yes, he knows." Jungkook

I felt betrayed. Hobi knew all this time and didn't say anything and to top itff he basically ran away with him and stayed friends with him.

"Who is Jihyuns father Jungkook?"

I felt anger grow inside me but he shake his head at me.

"Y/n I can't tell you. I just can't." Jungkook

"Tell me or I'll never talk to you again."

He gasped and let go of my face with is mouth dropped open.

"Y/n, you don't understand, please, please don't make me say it." Jungkook

I sighed and sat up.

"Tell me Jungkook or I'l leave right now and move far away so I don't see any of you again. This is too much."

I felt like a right bitch but I deserved to know who raped me. I stood up to leave when he didn't say anything but he grabbed my wrist and stopped me.

"Fine I'll tell you but please don't leave." Jungkook

His voice cracked and his eyes screamed desperation. I slowly sat back down again but he didn't let go of my wrist, probably scared I would leave. I didn't want to but if he was going to hide such a thing from me then it was going to be hard to stay friends with him or have this relationship move on even further.

"Just promise me, you won't leave after this. Stay with me for the night and please don't leave." Jungkook

I nodded, agreeing with him that I wont leave. He closed his eyes and sighed heavily before looking me dead in the eyes with his teary ones.

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"It was Jimin." Jungkook