Taehyung,

The longer I rot in this prison, the more wrong I know I did you. And the more I realize that I have been placing blame incorrectly.

While I am genetically predisposed to be an abuser, I had the power to stop it. I couldn't seeked the help I needed. I should've seen a counselor or a therapist. I needed to talk to a professional, not just your mother.

The blame should not be put on my parents, or my upbringing, or the fact that you are not my flesh and blood. I am the reason I am in this prison. And I am the reason you no longer have a parent, whether blood-related or not.

I am sorry I brought this pain upon you. I am sorry I have left you, more or less, an orphan.

Now that I am stuck in this prison, I am receiving counseling services. I'm in a group therapy, where we focus on controlling our anger. We also have an hour of Music Therapy a week. We usually write songs expressing our feelings. I've developed quite the liking for drums! Shoutout to my field Music Therapy! Lol

This therapy is helping me realize many things about myself. Having a way to express and release my anger has made me feel better. I was releasing all of my anger on you, when I should've found another outlet.

Many prisoners here love to use music as an outlet. Some use art. Others write. There are so many things you can do to prevent what happened with me, towards you.

I want you to know, Taehyung, that I am doing better. I hope you are too.

Sincerely,
Your Father