Selena and Ian had left early, and her parents had announced they were heading to bed when she walked out Evan. So when they went inside everything was quiet and the den light was on. That's where she headed now. As soon as she sat him down on the couch she went to shut the double doors so they wouldn't wake her parents up.

"Alright let's see here." She says as she rummages in the bar cabinet that belonged to her father. He always made sure there was coffee in the cabinet, and that's what she was getting now. She turned on the coffee pot and went to sit by Jared, who had slid down to the floor and had his hands pressed up against his forehead. He wore a dark blue thermal sweatshirt and dark blue jeans. She nudges him to see if he had fallen asleep, he wasn't.

He looked over to her and her heart skips a beat. Why did he have to be engaged for? She thought desperately. He looks away and says. "The last time I was in this room was with Cale, the night he had his heart attack. I feel like it's my fault." He hiccups.

The coffee pot made a beep stating that it was done. She gets up to get him a cup. "Why do you think it's your fault for what happened Jared?" She asks, curious now.

He grunts. "Because we were arguing that's why." he tells her.

She looks at him with a puzzled expression. "Impossible you two never argue."

He looks up and stares at her with a look that she didn't understand. But it caused a great deal of butterflies to flutter around inside her. "Okay, so what were you two arguing about?" She walks back and hands him the coffee.

He took one drink and gagged. "No Sugar?"

She smiles and sits down next to him again. "It's better it its black."

"I'll say." He puts the mug down on the coffee table.

"So what were you arguing about?" She asks again only softer.

He sighs and mumbles, "What we always argue about, it's always the same thing."

Mila waits for him to say more but he doesn't." Which is?" She inquires impatiently.

He looks over at her and again sighs. "You." was all he said.

She just stares at him. Her? Why would they argue over her for? "Why?" she asks incredulously. "About what?"

"For being stupid that's what." He meant him for being stupid but the way he said it made Mila think he was saying she was the one being stupid.

She gets angry. "Oh is that what you guys do? Talk about me behind my back?" She gets up and faces him. "Let me guess, you would tell my grandpa how I was that idiotic girl that I was with Evan right?"

Jared frowns at her. "No but hey of the shoe fits..." he says, thinking of just moments before watching her, as well as the last two weeks, falling for the guy all over again. It started making him angry too.

She stares at him with disbelief. She wasn't prone to drink since she never really liked the way it tasted but she gets up and goes over to the bar and gets out a bottle of whiskey taking a big swig of it.

"Mila." Jared warns her.

"Oh shut up Jared, I don't appreciate you acting like you know me! Ever since I met you, you've been this overprotective disease that wouldn't leave me alone. Why can't you let me just live my life and make mistakes!" She wasn't necessarily yelling but it was getting Jared's attention.

The tear's began to come, collecting in her eyes. She was angry and hurt as if nothing has changed since she left. He was still the same Jared that thought of downgrading her and making her believe that she this girl she wasn't. Emotions swam within her and suddenly she just felt defeated. Taking another long swig of the alcohol she didn't even care that her head was instantly swimming. She had always been a lightweight, another reason why she stayed away. She hated that it easily made her drunk.

She sits down hard on the ground in front of him. "Why can't I just be a normal teenager, who was dumb enough to fall for boys that I knew weren't no good or flirt just for the fun of it? Everywhere I turned there you were breathing down my neck as if you had a right to shove every guy away. They were afraid to go near me! The only one who ever risked it was Evan and even him, your best friend, you didn't trust to be near me. Have you ever thought that maybe I know what the hell I was doing?!"

Another long swing as she gasps from the burn. Thoughts were starting to jumble, and she was slowly forgetting what they were yelling about and why she was feeling heartbroken in the first place. But once the dam broke on all her emotions she was having a hard time caring to getting them to stop or spill from her mouth as she kept saying her innermost thoughts out loud.

She then covers her face with her hands. "God you're right, I am stupid, so stupid to fall in love with a man who's engaged to a gorgeous red head, who I can't even hate. And she's perfect." Tears were now rolling down her face as she takes in a deep breath, no longer looking at him.

Silence ensues around them then suddenly she was thrown flat on her back. She stares with wide eyes as Jared leans over her, his face in an expression of shock and confusion. Neither of them say a word as they continue to look into each other's eyes, searching for something they both desperately wanted. She reaches up and gently caress his cheek, causing him to close his eyes in bliss as both of their hearts pounded against their chests.

He couldn't take it anymore, couldn't hold back this time like he had done that night long ago when she had slipped through his room drunk. He didn't think, he just did what his heart wanted him to do since he was sixteen years old. Afraid she was going to come to her senses he crashes his lips onto hers and kissed her deeply.

He didn't think twice when she had confessed. He acted on his urge to kiss her right then and there. His heart was racing. She just admitted she was in love with him. How could he not react to that confession?

Mila didn't think either. She kisses him back allowing the desire to completely overtake her. She didn't want to think about anything else but him and his body pressing into hers. He slips his hand underneath her shirt making her shiver with the sensation that only his touch was gave her. She felt a slow burning start in the pit of her stomach that quickly flared out down to her in loins. She wanted more of him. Wanted his bare skin against her very own. She slightly opens her legs to bring him closer to her.

Jared lifts her up without breaking the kiss. He wasn't going to stop this time. He just wanted is so badly. He slowly lifts her shirt off over her head and then cups the back of her neck to bring her ups back to his. She gathers his shirt and slips her hands underneath feeling the hard muscles that laid there. She hears him gasp at her touch making her bolder and feeling so much more powerful than a moment before.

He slowly kisses her cheek then slowly went down her neck and all the while it gave her a wonderful sensation. He then slowly takes her bra strap and slides it off her shoulder and kisses her there softly. She had never been made love too before and so far she wasn't objecting. She slips off his shirt and sighs at his beautiful body. Finally releasing her lips he stares at her. She looked fucking gorgeous with her flushed cheeks, swollen lips and a dazed expression on her face.

Carefully, he slowly takes off her bra. She felt a little embarrassed but doesn't stop him from what he is doing. When he looks down at her it quickly went away when she saw the fire flash in his eyes with desire. It was the hottest look she has ever been given. He leans forward and took a nipple in this mouth and softly suckled. Mila gasp as she arches into him with the new sensation he was invoking within her. He slowly lays her back down and starts to go down further, kissing every bare inch he contacted.

When he got to the top of her pants he looks up at her and wickedly smiles. He slowly undoes her pants, giving her time to come to her senses if she wasn't ready for what he was about to do, but she just watches him, her eyes burning with heat he desperately wanted to ignite even further. With that in mind he quickly takes them off.

"Sorry but they're in my way of my destination." he says smiling at her.

Mila bites her lower lip as a twinge deep in her core reacts to his words and actions. Then they both become serious when he slowly starts taking off her underwear. He tenderly kisses down her legs following the underwear never leaving her eyes as he stares deeply into them. Then flings them across the room. She then begins to feel a little scared.

"Jared?" Her voice comes out a little shaky, but he shakes his head coming back up to kiss her deeply again and all thoughts left her.

She didn't realize that he had taken off his own pants and briefs. She sighs with pleasure when he presses his body against hers. Skin against skin. She jerks suddenly when she feels his finger softly twirling in her womanly hair making her moan with heavy breaths.

He slowly rubs the little nub in the center. Arching her back she starts to feel a pooling of ecstasy building deep inside her, making her go higher and higher in the sweet sensations he was evoking in her. She grabs his skin everywhere wanting to feel all of him. When she reaches down to his man hood that was in full erection, she slowly and hesitantly grasps it in her hands. He was a lot larger than she had ever thought he would be, not like she had any experiences to begin with, but she has watched porn every now and then and nothing compare her for the size he was sporting.

She feels him stiffen as he gasps at her bold move. Slowly slipping his middle finger inside her she buckles with the raw pleasure as he goes as deep as he dared, careful to allow her to accustomed to his invasion. She pushes down needing for him to do something else, anything to get him to go even further. Without thinking she blindly begins stroking his member, causing him to breathe even heavier and he couldn't hold it much longer.

Jared braces himself as he opens her legs wider to accompany him better and he slowly slid himself in her hot and wet passage. He couldn't believe how tight she was, and it gave him the feeling like never before in his life. Mila felt him enter her and she grasped him, wanting all of him to be inside her. She opens her legs wider and then tenses with the sudden pain she felt.

She gasps out loud, then felt Jared stiffen. He looks down at her with a puzzled shocked look. "What's wrong?" she asks breathlessly, breathing hard, for Jared hadn't moved.

He just stares down at her for a moment before giving her a searing kiss. He couldn't believe it, but there it was, the barrier of her virginity. When he starts moving again the pain subsides and was being replaced by something she couldn't fathom. His speed starts to go faster making the sensation build up with each stroke he gave. Their breaths were so heavy it was a wonder that it didn't start steaming up in the room.

Her fingers dug into his back as on and on the pleasure went, going higher and higher when suddenly she cries from an explosion of pure ecstasy followed by the jerking of his hips as he spills of his seed deep within her, a lowly grunt passing his lips. They laid there not moving as their heart rates settled back to normal. He gathers her up close to him and rolls over settling her in his arms.

Mila lays there with her head on his chest and without thinking what she had done, went promptly to sleep. He lays there for a long time just holding her, listening to the soft sounds of her deep sleep.

A virgin.

She had been a virgin all this time.

He had always thought that her and Evan, all those years ago, when he walked in on them...He sighs but then grins. It pleased him to know he was her first. He carefully, without waking her reaches over to the couch and grabs the blanket that was used to cover the seats placing it over them. He couldn't believe she loved him. How long had she known? When did she realize that she loved him?

He softly starts playing with a trendle of her hair. He didn't ever want this to end. He wanted to be able to kiss her whenever he wanted, hold her whenever he wanted, be able to make love to her whenever he wanted, but most of all to tell her every day that he loved her.

He kisses her forehead softly then whispers, "I love you Mila." Then closes his eyes falling asleep with her in his arms right there on the den floor.