Ridhi pov:

"I love you Ridhi please come back... I really love you. " The only dream I see and wake up with a smile on my face. I hate that he still has that affect on me. After everything still today i want him in my life. After adjusting with the ray of sunlight coming towards me I slowly open my eyes only to find Adi sleeping peacefully beside me hugging her pillow.
Don't worry sweetheart. I will make sure everything will be fine. I will make everything right. I smiled thinking about Adi and then made my way towards the bathroom to get fresh after all it is going to be a tiring day. I came out with a towel wrapped up covering the upper half of my body and somewhat a little of my legs. For some reason I was in a happy mood and so made my way to the dressing table whistling. What I didn't realize was the fact that the door was not closed and was partially open giving an easy access to my room especially the corner where I was getting ready. I was drying my wet hair and whistling almost lost in my own world that I didn't realize a pair of eyes were staring at me. And then suddenly I stopped midway. When my eyes met his in the mirror and for a second I felt like the most beautiful girl on this entire planet. The way he was looking towards me made me blush. And slowly my eyes dropped. It was after 7 years I felt happy like genuinely happy. This is the look I want. I want him all for me. I was so engrossed in my thoughts and saving the moment that I forgot I was almost naked. And then I saw him walking towards the room increasing my heart beat. I could feel my heart beat going fast and I was already shivering. He came close to the door and suddenly closed it, bringing me back to reality. Reality of us not belonging to same room every again.

Reality that he no more loves me. That he has moved on in his life with someone else. He is happy without me. He left me destroying my life. But then why were his eyes all tired. Why were his eyes not saying the same story. Why was he looking towards me in a way he use to look 7 years back. For a second I just wanted to run in his arms cry my heart out, slap him, punch him, kick him and finally kiss me with all the love I have and tell him how much I love him and need him. But what he did today confirms he no more sees me the way he use to see when we were in college. Sometimes I wish what if college never ended. We all would have been so happy. And more importantly I and Samar would have been together.

I sighed a day shaking my head slowly got ready. Wearing a tank top and shots and applying light makeup since it's a wedding around I walked out and made my way towards the table were we all eat food together. All but one. Samar didn't join us yesterday for dinner. I should be happy about it but I strangely I was not. I didn't face him yesterday because I was still not ready but I have to. Now that we both are in same resort and sharing the same memory I have to face him. As soon as I walked towards the table I saw him sitting and looking towards his phone. His entire attention was in his phone. Maybe he is talking to her. Chuck it Ridhi. Why do you care.

"Good morning guys" I said in the most excited voice possible after all I have to show him that I don't care about his existence. And I notice his hand going stiff on his phone. My heart did its own happy little dance thinking thar my voice still has some effect on him. Wait but why?? Ridhi no don't. Don't you dare fall for his actions this time.

Rest of the breakfast went peacefully with all of us enjoying the delicious food and talking about random things. I noticed Nikhil avoiding Adi (which made me sad) and he was giving death glares to Samar. Adi has still not said anything about what she feels seeing Samar here. Nikhil is definitely angry with him. But in all this he is so silent. He hardly spoke throughout the breakfast. It was only once or twice he nodded when Maya asked him something. What is wrong with him. If he is actually happy and has moved on why is he looking so sad and upset. What is bothering him. I hate myself for even thinking and worrying about him but I cannot help myself. This is my fate. It doesn't matters he loves me or not I guess I will love him forever. I will love him no matter what. I will care for him always. If he is happy with someone else I will be happy for him.

This is what love does. When you are in love with someone all you care about is their happiness. All you want is them to stay happy. It doesn't matters you are a part of their happiness or not.

After breakfast everyone decided to go to the beach and  chill for a while because the functions starts from tomorrow and we had nothing to do. I wonder will Samar join us. Because he was so lost all the time. Part of me wants him to join and the other half wants to stay away from him. Ughhhh Ridhi didn't you decide to stay away from him. Didn't you decide to show him that you can  be happy without him. But then their is something about him which is stopping me from hating him. I still feel like comforting him and protecting him from everything.

I was walking towards my room when Adi brought me back from my thoughts. "Do we really have to go?" she asked.
"Hmm.. What????" I replied.
"Beach Ridhi. Where are you lost?" she said with concern in her eyes.
"Umm nothing I was thinking about how time flies" I said forcing a smile.
"Ridhi you know you can't lie to me. And I saw you running away from Samar yesterday. I know it is going to be tough. Infact none of us were ready for this. We never thought he will show up like this at Maya's wedding. And..."
"Adi please let's not talk about this right now. I don't want to. Besides I also habysome important work. And yes I am going and you are coming to. We will have fun get ready." I shouted as I ran towards Maya's room because I had to talk to her and I almost forgot about it when Adi mentioned her.

I knocked before entering because I was in no mood of catching someone making out or something and Maya Abhi are one pda kinda couple. "Come in" Maya answered.

I walked in and was happy that abhi was not present. Obviously I was not going to talk about this in front of Abhi. As soon as I entered her expressions changed. Guess she knows why I am here.

"Maya I want to talk to you about something" I said with a hint of anger in my voice. And why should I not be angry. What she did demands explaintion.
"I know what you want to know Ridhima." she said looking down which made her look guilty.
"Why didn't you tell is the truth when we asked you soany times. Why did you hide the truth about Samar?" I asked almost confronting her.
"what do you mean by not telling you? I didn't have de anything from you guys? What makes you think I did??" she replied almost surprised.
"About Samar. You were in touch with him all this time right?" I asked confused.
"What???? No I was not. What makes you think that I lied about his whereabouts to you guys. I didn't. I would have never done that." She said with a shocking expression.
"Then how come you invited him?" I asked.
"It was through Abhi. One of his friend from London posted a picture from an international conference which had Samar. It was through him we sent the invitation. I tried getting his address but the man said that when he contacted Samar telling him about me all he said was ask her to convey her message through you. And so I sent the invitation to him. I was not even sure he got the invitation or not. I was not knowing he is coming or not. I. Know I should have told you guys about the invitation but trust me Ridhima I still have no idea where he lives. " she said with a sincere voice. And I believed her because it was in her eyes.
" I am so sorry Maya. I thought so low of you. I really thought you helped him and betrayed us. Please forgive me. "I pleaded.
" No problem yr. I understand your doubts and anxiety. I know it's lot to take in that he is here among us. I know it's not normal. And i should have at least told you guys. I am sorry. " she said.
I hugged her and asked her to forget any of this happened and enjoy, after all it's her wedding.

" Yeah let's get ready for our beach party. She said jumping with excitement.
"Haha sure. Let's get ready, I will see you" saying this I left her room feeling good after talking to her. Now at least I know Maya is innocent. I blamed her without any fault of her. But I am glad we talked about it and now everything is fine.

I walked towards my room when I found a paper tugged in the handle of the door. I pulled it out and then checked my surrounding for any hint of who kept it here. But there was no one. I opened the piece of paper and what I saw next got me speechless. It felt like someone kicked me hard in my stomach and I can feel the uneasy pain. The note read : "Meet me behind the resort in half n hour please. It is really important. I will be waiting. - S"
It was his handwriting. I recognize it. Why is he calling me to meet.

Am I ready to face him. I have still not faced him from the time he has come back. Yesterday I ran away and then when I finally got the courage of confrontating him I got to know something which just broke my already broken heart. But most importantly do I want to meet him. And what does he wants? What does he wants to talk about? Is he here to rectify his mistake. Should I really go. I don't know. What will I say. What will I tell him. I don't even know why is he calling me. But the way he wrote please eat if it is really important. What if he really needs some kind of help. What if he eats to talk about something which needs attention.

I went inside the room crushing the paper in my hand and sliding it in my back pocket since I don't know I should tell about it to Adi. I don't know how will she react. I still have to sort out certain things before I talk to Adi.

"Get ready fast" she said.
"Actually Adi you leave with others I will catch up in an hour. I have some important work relating to my next project. I need to do a conference call so I will wind it up am done see you in am hour maybe." I said trying to sound as genuine as possible. Please buy this lie please Adi please. I was mentally praying.
" okay cool. Come soon bye" With that she left. I took a deep breath and decided to meet him. Maybe talking to him can give me the closure I need.

I can't believe I did this. I have done two updates in a single day but honestly I am disappointed by the response so yes next update will be after Atleast 15 votes (I hope I deserve that at least :/)

~Akira
Xoxo ;)