Day 26

I really enjoyed our bonding and mini date yesterday. Even though he hid something because of a mystery gift that he mentioned, no matter what that is all about I am willing to wait.

Presently, Riley and I are now busy because of our job. Yes, we are now having a permanent job after I decided to resign from my auntie. I don’t know why, but we are both in the BPO industry, not easy but still grateful for what we have right now.

At first, I didn't want to belong in the BPO industry because I am not comfortable with the language used and I am scared. Multiple thoughts arise that make me overthink too much, but because of the trust of others and I believe in myself I conquer it. I try to go even though I don't know the possible results.

I go to my room just to relax and sleep since I will have a graveyard shift for my work later. However, I cannot sleep. My mind is overloaded right now for many things.

I need to sleep! I need to rest. I whispered and reminded myself because I don’t have a proper sleep right now.

I try to close my eyes and relax my mind. What if I stop working here? What if I try new things? To be frank, I have always thought about random things even at the end of day, I will pursue and go, yet I am still here having a disappointment to myself.

Breath. Exhale and Inhale for the things that you can’t understand. I know as of now I need to encounter these changes and trials that always tested me. I try to close my eyes again and pray. After ten minutes, I fell asleep… until next time again.

Hey, stay brave, Aleesia.