this is a rant. deal with it.

is it a crime for a guy like me to love someone? is it a crime for me to be supportive of my fans? is it a crime for me to put my fans first? is it a crime for me to blow you off if i don't like/love you? is it a crime for me to put out that there is a girl i love and i am not looking for anyone?

i don't fucking play with love, i have been hurt, depressed and i have a broken heart that is still healing. i am not here to get my dick sucked and be told to get the fuck out, i am here to talk to you all, i am here to find a girl that i love and if you have a problem with it, why are you still here? i am not a fuckboy but there are a lot of fuckgirls around here. if someone says they love me and they are a fan of me, i am obviously going to say i love you back because they are a FAN! i'm here to make friends, talk to my fans and find a girl that i can have a forever with and i don't need you guys telling me that you like me and when i blow you off you get upset. the girl i like i hope she knows i like her, because now i am falling for her, fast and hard and i am slowly protecting myself from being hurt and i am simply blowing you off because i don't want anyone to get hurt. i know what it feels like to have a broken heart.

so please understand if i am talking to you, i am being friendly and trying to make friends, i am not there to get my dick blown or for your pleasing pleasures. if you try that, i am simply blocking you because i want to have good conversations with every single one of you and i cannot do that with people calling me sexy or hot etc. i just wanna be seen as a human who has feelings and a heart. at least respect me, thanks.