Did anyone hear Alan Rickman while they were reading this?

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Just me? K.

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I'm depressed now.

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*looks at broken pieces of my heart all over the floor*

Crap, not again.

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I think I'm gonna go curl up in a ball under the blankets for awhile.

*finally lets out sobs I've been holding in*

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*can't stop sobbing*

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*sobs times 1,000,000,000,000,000 etc.*

*le gasp*

OMG I just realized.

How will we fangirls survive when this happens to J.K.Rowling?

Rick Riordan?

Suzanne Collins?

Veronica Roth?

John Green?

James Dashner?

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 I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO LIVE WITH THE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*screaming not sobbing now*

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WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF?!?!?!?

*sobs again*

*sits on bed in room in the dark eating chocolate ice cream while watching "Everybody Loves Raymond" and sobbing*

NO MORE PERCY JACKSON SEQUELS OR RICK RIORDAN SERIES!

NO MORE BOOKS ABOUT HARRY'S KIDS!

NO MORE DOCTORS TIME TRAVELING IN BLUE BOXES!

WHY??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

*hyperventilates*

*throws up*

*chokes*

*has high fever*

*eyes water*

*sobs*

*throws up again from vomit stench and so much ice cream*

I'll never make it if they die.