(A/N: Don't read this story if you are against abusing or violence. Cuz this story contain many of it. I need you to be open minded. Well I can't say much, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. This story is basically just my imagination and don't bash me if I make your bias' character bad. I love Wonwoo too and I repeat THIS IS JUST MY IMAGINATION.)

No One's POV

"What did I tell you about not to touch my stuff?!" He yell towards the girl.

The girl flinched from the shouting and nervously answered the boy, "I-I'm just cl-cleaning your room..." she said and look down.

"I told you no need for that! I clean by myself! I don't need you to clean my room! I don't like people touching my stuff! Did you understand!" He yell again and this time he hold the girl's hand so tight.

"I-I understand. Pl-please l-let me go. I-it hurts." She said and tears formed in her eyes.

"You piece of shit." The boy let her go harshly and go out of the room.

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Jeon Wonwoo and Jeon Jiyoon. They already married for about six months. Its an arranged marriage.

Shouting and yelling can always be heard from their house. Basically its just Wonwoo's shout. Jiyoon always be the victim of Wonwoo whenever he's drunk or stress.

Wonwoo didn't agree with the marriage and he had to accept it so that his dreams come true. His parents said if he married with their friend's daughter, they will let Wonwoo become an idol. His parents actually don't like him become an idol. They want Wonwoo to inherit their family business. So when his parents offer him, him with no regret accept it.

He doesn't know that his soon-to-be wife would be Jiyoon. His worst enemy. He hates Jiyoon. No one knows why.

On the other side, Jiyoon the beautiful girl next door accept the marriage happily. She loves Wonwoo secretly.

After 2 months of marriage, they move out from Wonwoo's parents house. There, Jiyoon's nightmare begin.

Everyday, she get abused by her own husband. The abusing involved kicking, punching, slapping that makes Jiyoon's body covered with bruise and injury.

Wonwoo makes Jiyoon as his slave. He didn't let Jiyoon go out from the house or interact with anyone. Jiyoon only come out when she wants to buy groceries. When she went out, she will wear long sleeves shirt and long pants to cover her bruises.

When their parents visit them, they will act like they happy together although its the other way around. Jiyoon couldn't tell about her abusive husband to anyone because she was afraid Wonwoo would hurt her more and because she love Wonwoo. She don't want Wonwoo to get into trouble.

Other than being the victim of slapping and kicking, she also become the victim of Wonwoo's intense sexual desire.

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"Jiyoon! Jiyoon!" Wonwoo shouts calling for his wife.

"I'm coming!" She said from her room.

"Yes?"

Wonwoo didn't said anything and crushed his lips towards Jiyoon's. Jiyoon shocked from the sudden act and confused for a while.

Wonwoo groans between the kiss and Jiyoon get the hint and quickly kiss him back. He pushed Jiyoon to the wall and deepen the kiss. After a while, Wonwoo quickly lift Jiyoon and go to his room.

"Wonwoo, please not today... I don't feeling well today..." Jiyoon try to beg Wonwoo when she see Wonwoo unbutton his shirt.

"I don't care. I need distraction." He said and push Jiyoon to the bed and continue the unfinished bussiness.

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Silent sobs and tears can be heard from Jiyoon. Wonwoo is now sleeping beside her. Jiyoon can't stop crying after what Wonwoo did to her. It is always end like that, Wonwoo get to fulfill his desire, Jiyoon cry and when the sun rise, everything will be back to normal.

Jiyoon's POV

I always stand in front of the mirror and what I see in it, is an ugly girl, a sinner, pathetic human, a broken girl, lifeless and a girl kneel down due to tiredness and cruelness of the world and life.

'Yeah, that's me.'

Why do I still love him when he keeps on hurting me? Why it so hard to make you love me? I've done everything to make you love me. I thought you were happy with this marriage. But why it turns out like this? I don't ask for this...

I thought my marriage life would be like all those in dramas, films, novels or just like mommy and daddy who happy being with each other.

Why do you hate me so much? We don't even have fight before our marriage.

It feels wrong. Its like being raped by my own husband. Although its legal now, I don't want it to be like this. Only him get the fun and I suffered.

'It hurts but its ok... I'm used to it.'

Wonwoo's POV

I need distraction. I need to distract the stress inside of me. I went back home, open the door, throw my coat and things and shout for Jiyoon.

"Jiyoon! Jiyoon!"

"I'm coming!" She said.

"Yes?" I didn't reply instead I crashed my lips to her. She seems shocked and I groan. I push her to the wall and deepen the kiss.

~In The Room~

"Wonwoo, please not today... I don't feeling well today..." she beg. Ha, like I care if you don't feel well.

"I don't care. I need distraction." I said and push her to the bed.

~The Next Morning~

I woke up and quickly do my stuff in the morning. Jiyoon still sleeping. I immediately went out and go to the company.

~Pledis Ent.~

"Hey, hyung. How are you doing?" Mingyu greet me.

"I'm fine."

"How's your wife?" He suddenly said.

"Why you ask?" I said and look at him.

"I'm just asking alright. Don't give me that angry look." He said.

"She's fine too." I said and quickly walk away from him.

Jiyoon's POV

For the 4th time today I throw up. I don't know what's wrong with me. It couldn't be I'm...

No, no, no. He use protection. But, I need to check too so that something wouldn't happen to me.

"I'm home." Wonwoo said as soon as he open the door, throw his coat and stuff and walk to his room. I picked up his coat and hang it. I picked up his stuff and walk to his room.

"Wonwoo?" I knocked on the door.

"Your stuff." I said and he quickly grab it and when he wants to close the door, I quickly block it.

"What do you want!?" He yell.

"I-I need t-to buy groceries." I said and he went inside his room to get his wallet.

After that, he gave me his money and when I'm about to thank him, he slam the door right infront of my face.

After I'm done changing to a better clothes or to a long sleeves shirt, I went out. I arrive at the mall and quickly buy the groceries. And then, the most important stuff I want to do is to go to the pharmacist. I went and buy the pregnancy kit.

After that, I went home, put the groceries in the kitchen and went to my room. I quickly go to the bathroom.

~After A Few Minutes~

Its positive...

How did...

~Flashback~

"You need this." I said and give him the protection.

"I don't have time for that."

~End~

That time when he's drunk, he doesn't use protection. No wonder.

Should I tell him about this? I think better not right? He'll be angry. He doesn't even like me...

'But the baby is his own child...'

No. I will not tell him.

"I will protect you baby even if your father hurt me. I'll protect you. Everything will be ok." I said and rub my tummy where the baby lives.

~After 2 Months~

My baby bump can be seen already but I hide it by wearing an oversized t-shirt. Luckily, lately, Wonwoo didn't do anything to me. That's a good news for me. Who knows maybe he'll changed.

"Jiyoon! Mommy's here!"

"Mommy!" I said and immediately hug my mom.

Tears formed in my eyes but it didn't let me to let go of my mom. I really miss her.

"Now, now. Mommy's here. No need to cry." She said and help me wipe my tears.

"How are my daughter doing?" She said and sit down on the couch.

"I'm fine, mom." I said.

"Where's your husband?"

"Wonwoo? At his workplace."

"Oh... Jiyoon, you seems a little fat." My mom said and touch my face. Its kinda true though. Ever since I'm pregnant, I always get hungry and every night, before going to bed, I will eat something. Sometimes, when I accidentally woke up in the middle of the night, I will feel hungry.

"I eat more now." I smiled.

"Good girl. The last time I saw you, you looks like a bone walking. You're way too skinny."

"I'm home. Oh, hi Mommy." Wonwoo said as soon as he open the door.

"Hi Wonwoo. How are you?"

"I'm fine. How about you?" He reply back with a smile.

'He only smile when our parents is here. He never smile at me like that. How I wish...'

"You two continue chatting. I'm going to my room." He said politely and walk away.

"No, Wonwoo. I need to talk to both of you. Sit beside Jiyoon."

What is mommy want to talk about? I hope she doesn't talk about me.

"Wonwoo, did you take care of my daughter well?" My mom asked.

'No mom...'

"Yes mom." He said confidently.

"So you two happy being with each other?" She asked again.

'No mom... I'm suffering'

"So, the two of you can already give mommy a grandchild, right?" She said.

"Mommy..."

"Emm... I don't think so mommy. I mean we're still young, I have my own dream. She has too. So, its hard to give right now." Wonwoo said.

"Ok, if that what you said. I don't want to force. But I really hope you can."

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"Bye Mom. See you again."

"Bye Jiyoon. Remember, always call me." She said and bid me goodbye.

"She's went home already?" Wonwoo ask as he go to his room for a while.

"Y-yeah..."

"Did she saw your bruises?" He said and eyed my legs. I forgot I'm wearing shorts today.

"What? Oh, yeah. But don't worry, I didn't say anything to her. I said I trip on the stairs and fall." Luckily my mom didn't ask much about it. She just told me to be careful.

"Good. Now, go cook for me. I'm hungry."

"Alright."

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No One's POV

"Jiyoon! Jiyoon! Where are you?!" Wonwoo shouts.

"I'm here." Jiyoon reply.

"What did I tell you about not to go out without my permission?!" He said and slapped Jiyoon that makes her fall on her feet. Jiyoon shocked and with wide eyes she answered,

"I don't go out without your permission. I'm just staying home all the time." She said.

"Yeah right. Then what is this?!" He throw two photos to Jiyoon. The photos are Jiyoon with a guy happily talking in a cafe.

"W-what...? I-I... How did you get this kind of photo?"

"How do I get you don't need to know! I want to know why're you going out without my permission and whose that boy!" Wonwoo said.

"I-I..."

"Answer me!" He said and slapped Jiyoon again.

"I-I don't know... I don't even know when was this happen..." Jiyoon said and cry.

"You liar!" Wonwoo yell and slapped Jiyoon repeatedly. Not enough with that, he kicked her leg, waist and head.

Jiyoon just bring her hands to her stomach to make sure that Wonwoo wouldn't kick it. She wants to protect her baby.

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After that very tragic scene, Wonwoo went to his room and left Jiyoon all alone, crying in pain.

"My baby..." she said as she lie on the floor and cry.

"What did I do to get this kind of life?" She mumbles alone and let out ugly sobs. She try to stand up to get to her room but to no avail. She leans at the wall for support and walk to her room slowly.

Wonwoo's POV

"Hey, Wonwoo... how are you doing babe?" Hana, my cousin greet me.

"I'm fine, Hana."

"Oh, hey. I have something to show you." She said and look for something in her handbag.

"This." She said and gave me two photos of Jiyoon with a guy.

"Where did you get this?" I said and eyed her suspiciously.

"I saw her last week I think and I took a picture and print it out." She said.

"Hey where are you going?!" She yell but I ignore her. I have important thing to do at home.

~At home~

As soon as I arrived home, I shouts her name and start questioning her. When she answered "I don't know." I slapped her.

After she said she don't know anything about it, I slapped her repeatedly. Then, I kicked her on the leg, waist and head.

She keeps on begging for me to stop but ha, like I care. I keep on hitting her until I feel satisfied.

After I satisfied, only then I stopped and walk to my room leaving her alone, crying by herself.

'Huh, what a pathetic.' I smirk and walk to my room.

Jiyoon's POV

"Mommy's here. Nothing gonna afraid of." I mumbled and rub my tummy. Luckily, Wonwoo didn't kick it or else...

I open the first aid kit and apply the medicine to my bruises.

"I'm gonna have a new scars..." I sigh and sometimes winced when the iodine touch the bruises.

'I hate myself for loving you. I can't hate you although its the most thing I want to do.'

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No One's POV

It was raining outside. Jiyoon was alone at home. She didn't have works to do. She has finished her works earlier and decided to take a rest for a while.

After a few minutes, she feels bored. She decided to go outside and play in the rain.

"Just a few minutes, that wouldn't hurt..." she thought.

Jiyoon's POV

Its been a long time since I played in the rain. Its really nice. It feels like all your problem being swept away with the rain. It feels like your problem be lifted from your shoulder.

"I don't want to stay inside! Hahaha!" I shout. It feels nice.

Then, I just play. Shouting happily, running, laughing and suddenly it feels hurt.

I feel hurt in my heart. So what people say its true... don't laugh too much, otherwise you'll cry.

"What are you doing here?"

I turn left and shocked to see Wonwoo with umbrella in his hand.

"I'm... I'm... just..."

"Lets get inside. You'll get sick." He said, grab my hand and put his hand on my shoulder so that we'll get close.

'Did I really hear that? He cares about me?'

I don't realise we were already inside of our house when he said, "Why did you play in the rain?"

"I'm... bored..."

He didn't say anything and just walk to his room.

"Ah-choo!" Aish, I shouldn't have played for a long time.

~The Next Day~

No One's POV

"Jiyoon!"

"I'm here..." Jiyoon answer weakly. Currently, she was sick because of yesterday.

"I'm sorry Wonwoo. I can't do breakfast today. I'm not feeling well." She said as soon as Wonwoo enter her room.

"Oh... its ok. I'll make you porridge." He said and leave to go to the kitchen.

Jiyoon seems not to hear him and continue sleeping.

~After A While~

"Jiyoon, wake up... Eat..." Wonwoo wakes Jiyoon up slowly.

"You didn't go to work, today?" Jiyoon asked.

"Don't worry about me. Worry about yourself. Now stop talking and eat." He said and feed Jiyoon.

Jiyoon just shut up and continue eating the porridge Wonwoo make. After eating, Wonwoo asked her to sleep and Wonwoo put a wet towel on her forehead. After that, he leave.

'Did I just take care of her?' He thought.

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No One's POV

"Jiyoon-ah!" He shout like there's no tomorrow.

"Yes?"

He didn't said anything but without Jiyoon didn't know what her fault, Wonwoo continuously hit her.

He pull her hair and slammed her head to the table near them. He slapped her. Jiyoon try to run away but Wonwoo pull her hair again and punch her. Not enough with that, he kick her on the stomach where the baby lives.

"D-don't k-kick t-the stomach, p-please..." Jiyoon begging.

"What?! I cant hear you!" Wonwoo said and pull her hair and make Jiyoon face him.

"D-don't kick the s-stomach..." she said, weak.

"Kick the stomach? Alright!" He said and continously kick her.

Without both of them knowing, blood start dripping from her leg. Wonwoo saw it and gasped.

"Are you pregnant or what?!"

Jiyoon look at blood and answer him with a weak voice, "Yes, I'm pregnant Wonwoo. Your child."

"No. I don't believe you. I use protection whenever I do you."

"Th-there's one time y-you didn't use p-protection an-and now I-I'm pregnant." She said.

"You lie! That's not my child! Its that guy's child, right?!" He said and continue hitting her.

"Pl-please no. Its y-your child. Believe me. I-I never went out wi-without your permission. P-please... Save your child..." That's all she said when suddenly she's fainted.

"Jiyoon! Jiyoon!" Wonwoo shout and lift Jiyoon bridal style.

~At The Hospital~

"Nurse, how is my daughter?" Jiyoon's mother asked as soon as she arrived with her husband. Wonwoo's parents also arrived as soon as they got the news about Jiyoon.

"Wonwoo, how is this thing happened?" Mrs. Jeon asked his son who is currently having a mental breakdown. He keeps his head down and his hands grab his hair as he said, "Its all my fault, omma... My fault." He said slowly and a tears dropped from his eyes.

"What did you do to my daughter!?" Mrs. Kwon (Jiyoon's mother) yell and grab Wonwoo's collar.

"Honey, calm down. This is hospital." Mr. Kwon calmed his wife.

"I torture her. I abuse her..." Wonwoo said and tell the parents about what he do to Jiyoon. Sometimes the story got interupted by Mrs. Kwon who lost her patience because of what he do to her daughter.

"I'm failed as a mother, yeobo... I failed. I don't even know when my daughter is suffering. I'm selfish. I thought she's happy with this arranged marriage. I'm really selfish. I only think about our business than our own daughter... I'm really sorry, Jiyoon-ah..." Mrs. Kwon cries.

"I'm dissapointed with you Wonwoo. I didn't raised you to be like this. This is too cruel. Mr. Kwon are best friends. You'll just ruin our friendship. If you don't want to get married, you can just say to us." Mr. Jeon said.

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry." Wonwoo said, slowly.

Then, the doctor come out from the operation room. The family quickly approach the doctor and asked him, "How is Jiyoon, doctor?"

The doctor answer, "She's fine. But she has many bruises and also she has internal bleeding but other than that, she's fine. And we can't save the baby. I'm so sorry for your lost. I'm also afraid she couldn't get pregnant after this. Because her womb damaged badly. I'm sorry." The doctor said and leave to go to his room.

"She's pregnant?" Mrs. Jeon asked.

"Yes, omma. She didn't tell me about it. I also know about it just now." Wonwoo said and keep his head down.

"Its all your fault!" Mrs. Kwon yell.

Wonwoo just keeps his head down and walk slowly to the doctor's room.

"Doctor?" He knock on the door.

"Yes, come in."

"I have something to ask you doctor." He said as he sit infront of the doctor.

"What is it, Mr. Jeon?"

"That baby... is that really my child?"

"Yes of course. You are Jiyoon's husband right. Of course that's your child. What is your blood type?"

"B."

"That baby also B. So its true." The doctor said.

"Very well, thank you doctor." Wonwoo said and leave the room.

Before he leave, the doctor said, "You are welcome. Mr. Jeon, please take a good care of Jiyoon's health."

"I will..." he said and leave.

Wonwoo's POV

'Its your child'

'Its your child'

I... kill my own child. I'm a killer. Why did I do that? What demon has live in my body? Why am I so cruel...?

Jiyoon will never forgive me. I don't deserve her forgivess too. Anybody forgiveness.

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"Mommy~ Mommy~"

"My daughter~"

"Mommy, I love you~" the child said and wave to her mother.

"Mommy love you too, baby." The mother said and approach the child.

As the mother go towards the child, the child walk backward slowly.

"Where are you going, baby?" The mother said and try to reach the child's hand.

"Mommy, I love you~" the child continue say like that until she fade away and cannot be seen anymore.

"Don't leave me alone, baby! I love you!" The mother shout and cry but to no avail.

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No One's POV

"Mommy..." Jiyoon said as the whole family enter her ward.

"Jiyoon, how are you?" Mrs. Kwon said.

"I'm fine. Where's my baby?" She asked.

"Your baby... she's gone..."

"What? You're lying right? Please say the truth."

"Its the truth. Your baby's gone. She's gone." Mr. Kwon.

"No... no... its all your fault!" Jiyoon yell and point to Wonwoo.

"I'm sorry, Jiyoon..." Wonwoo said.

"Your sorry can't bring back my baby!" She yell again and this time she have to be calmed down by her father as she try to grab Wonwoo.

"Get out! I don't want to see you again!" Jiyoon said.

"I..."

"Wonwoo, please..." Mr. Jeon.

Jiyoon's POV

My life has crashed. What's the point for me to live? My child gone and I can't pregnant anymore.

Its all Wonwoo's fault. I hate him.

I have decide. I want to die. I want to follow my baby to heaven.

'You have no reason to live anymore... You'll be a burden to your parents.'

That kind of words keep haunting and I keep listen to it. I don't know when I start to cut lines on my hand.

'Cut'

'Cut'

'Cut'

It feels hurt, but at the same time relief. I cut again. Blood start to dripping on the floor.

"Jiyoon!"

Wonwoo's POV

I always visit Jiyoon nowadays. I only visit when she's sleeping otherwise I get kick out.

Today, I bring fruits for her from my friends. I open her room only to see she's cutting her hand?!

"Jiyoon!" I shout and immediately rush to her and grab the razor from her hand.

"Give me back!" She said.

"No! Why are you doing this?!" I said.

"I have no reason to live anymore!" She said and when she wants to stand up from her bed suddenly she's fainted.

"Jiyoon!"

No One's POV

"No worries, Mr. Jeon. She's fine. But don't stress her out." The doctor said and leave.

"Jiyoon... I'm sorry..." Wonwoo said and sit beside her bed. He hold Jiyoon's hand.

Then, Jiyoon moves a little bit her hand. Then, she wake up.

"What are you doing here?" She asked and quickly pull her hand from Wonwoo.

"Jiyoon... I'm sorry. I know you won't forgive me. But I really regret about what I do to you. I hope we can start a new life after this..." Wonwoo.

"I want a divorce." Jiyoon said.

"What? No please Jiyoon. I love you."

"Only now you want to say that to me. Maybe I love you but that's past. I hate you now."

"Please. Jiyoon... we can start a new life after this. Please don't divorce with me."

"I don't have life anymore. I can't pregnant anymore even if I remarried. So, what's the point? Its the best if we just divorce. Wouldn't you like it too? I go far away from your life. You can chase your dream. I won't be your barrier anymore. Wait a divorce paper from me." Jiyoon said.

"But Jiyoon... I love you." Wonwoo cries.

"It's too late, Wonwoo. It's too late."

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(A/N: Finally! The end. Its my first time doing this kind of story and this long. Its tiring~ Anyway, thank you for reading. I hope you will comment if there's mistakes. Your comment will improve my writing~ Bye and thank you again!~)

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