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"I'm Oh Seung-woo"

"Oh Sehun's father"

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  - Jongdae's pov -

Third of us now looking at each other inside this room. After letting his father sit, me and Baekhyun are staying close to each other. Baekhyun clings on my arm and i let him. He didn't look happy that Sehun's father suddenly visited him, knowing how bad and cruel his father is.

What the hell is his father doing here??

His father just smiling at us, not a so-friendly smile and more like an arrogant one. Just his smile alone making us uncomfortable.

"Um.. then.. Do you need something from Baekhyun, sir?" i opened up the conversation.

His father takes something out from his suitcase, a book. Then he hands the book to Baekhyun. Baekhyun looks at the book in confuse then he asked "uh.. What is this book, sir?"

"This book.. Sehun told me to give this book to you, when he's no longer here.. " he said.

Baekhyun furrowed his brows "sehun was..?"

His father nodded.

"Yeah.. " then his father approaches Baekhyun and places his hand on Baekhyun's shoulder.

"Baekhyun.. I knew about your relationship with Sehun.. I guess this will be hard for you, that Sehun is no longer here.. It's hard for me too..but i want to believe that.. God has arrange this, and He has a plan for us" he said.

Baekhyun's eyes started to glisten as he looked down. I quickly makes him lean on my chest, looking at Sehun's father with a look of displeasure.

"Oh.. Looks like your friend doesn't like me to be here.." his father sarcastically says as he glances at me. 

I'm not responding him and looked away. His father then takes his suitcase and gives us another uncomfortable smile.

"Then, i will excuse myself. Byun Baekhyun, Sehun was no longer here..you should forget him and move on" he said with a smirk before walking out of the room.

I squeezed the boy between my arms, reassuring him not to listen to what his father was saying. F*ck .. After i managed to calm this boy down, his father came from nowhere and makes him feeling down again.

"Baekhyunie, let's go out?" I caress his hair while looking down at him. Baekhyun rubbed his eyes, giving me a little nod before getting in sit position. I helped him to get into his wheelchair then pushes him out of the room.

We had a small talk as i pushed his wheelchair out of the building. The rain has stopped and now it's a little cool outside. I takes my jacket off and wrapped it along his body. Baekhyun refuses at first but i convinced him to, i don't want him to get sick again.

The sky is bright, but the park is not that crowded. Only few people are there. I stopped when we reached the middle of the park. Baekhyun turns his face around, he cutely smiles at me as he embraces my jacket tightly.

I gives him a warm smile before circling my arms around his neck. I resting my chin on the top of his head.

I'm not gonna lie.. I miss this Baekhyun so much..

We didn't say anything for few minutes then i realized that Baekhyun was staring at the book he was holding. The book which was handed by Sehun's father. It look like an old book, but Baekhyun hasn't open it yet. It seems like he was afraid, he only dared to stare at the cover.

"what do you think this book is about?" Baekhyun asked out from nowhere.

I tighten my arms around him and smiles.

"I think.. Its something he wanted only you to read it.. Baekhyun"

Baekhyun smiles a bit, he brings the book closer to his chest .

"I still can't believe that Sehun left this world forever..." he muttered. His tone filled with sadness, as if he tried not to let his tears out.

"He's the one who makes my life perfect.. He's the one who's fierce, the one who always jealous, the handsome beast teacher who makes me crazy all the time.. and he's the one.. who stole my heart and makes me fell deeply for him.."

I stayed silent as i heard his words. I'm lying if i said i'm not sad. All this time, i knew that Baekhyun never saw me more than just a friend. And that fact makes my eyes feel watery. I quickly wipe those beads of tears before he notices it. I don't want to show my weak side infront of him.. Not anymore. And it will be funny if i cried just because of this.

Baekhyun looks up to the sky, his lips are smiling but his eyes are glistening. His tears slowly flows down on his cheeks, he letting out a small laugh as he wipes his tears away.

"Thank you, Oh Sehun... You have changed my life completely.."

His gentle words, his sincere smile, and his genuine eyes makes me feel that i'm going to cry, although i didn't know for whom i cry.

"Although you're not here anymore.. But i will never forget that i loved you.. "

Baekhyun smiles, and it makes me crying. He's not even smiling at me, yet i can feel how painful and how broken he is right now to lose the person he loved the most. My tears are slowly melts away, and i looking down, hiding my face.

I don't want to cry..i don't want to ruin my moment with Baekhyun. I'm not the one who loses someone i loved, but seeing him sad, hurts my heart.

Baekhyun suddenly holds my hand, he lean his head on my arm. Then i move besides him, his eyes says that he doesn't want to release my hand. The boy is smiling, the most beautiful smile i have ever seen.

" My meeting with him, is a fate. He was.. the person who know my true self, he was the person who understands me the most.. He was so perfect that makes me feel that he was a miracle from God.." he says.

Again, his words pierce through my heart. I can only smile, a painful smile.

"But i have decided.. That i will not be sad anymore. I want to believe, that his leaving is also a fate. Besides.. I believe that , he won't be happy to see me crying.."

Baekhyun faces me with a giggle, his puppy eyes are looking through my eyes.

"I want to make him happy.. Until the end"

His words makes me lean my face closer to him, until our nose touched. My other hand is cupping his cheek, i stare at him for a little while.

I want to make you happy too, Baekhyun..

Not saying anything, i moves closer to him. And i kissed him.

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On his forehead.

Baekhyun's eyes widen as my lips was on his forehead. I closed my eyes as i kissed him.

Ah.. I want to stay this way longer..

But i pulled away after few seconds, staring at his eyes before i back to stand up.

"I love you.. Byun Baekhyun" i faintly mumble, almost whispering.

Baekhyun looks at me in confuse, seems like he didn't hear my confession. But i do it on purpose, this is not a good time to let him know. But i just can't help myself.

"I think we should go back inside, Baekhyunie ~ it started to get windy" i smiles.

Then , I pushed his wheelchair, and turn around to go back inside the hospital building. Meanwhile Baekhyun didn't ssy anything, he hugged his book in silence.

I know he must be shocked on my sudden kiss, thats why i didn't let out any words.

I just want to let you know..how much i loved you, Byun Baekhyun.

Although you didn't accept my feelings, I will be okay.

I just want to be the person who always be here for you. I just want to be the person who never leaves you in happiness and sadness. I want to be the person who you can rely on. I want to be the person who can give you all my love.. and to be the person who can make you happy.

Although you didn't love me the same way as i did, i will be okay.. I'm sure i will be okay..

Just be able to see you happy, is more than enough for me.

Because i believe that when we loved someone, it's not because that person is perfect. But its how we can understand and accept all his imperfections.

I want to be the person, who be able to do all of these. I didn't care about my own feelings, because yours are the most important for me.

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  -Baekhyun's pov-

I stared at the book on my hands. It's been two days since i received this but i haven't open it yet. I'm scared.. Yes, i'm scared. I was scared that this book will be something i didn't wish to know.

The cover seems like a handmade. It's brown, and theres two big alphabets on it. S and B , is it stand for Sehun and Baekhyun? I can't help but feel curious.

Jongdae was not here because he just back home as i told him to. He has spent days here and i want him to rest.

I think this is the right time to read this.

My hands are shaking as i slowly open the first page. Its written :

"My dear, Byun Baekhyun.
A naughty brat who came into my life.
I made this book without you knowing, you might think i'm a stalker. But yes, i'm a stalker that seek for your heart.
And i found it. I feel like the happiest man alive when you became mine.
The most beautiful time in my life, is when you're here by my side.
I wish to be able to let you read this book someday.
This book.. that filled with all my feelings for you"

                                                  
    -Oh Sehun-

I chuckled as i tried not to tear up on the first page. You're the most beautiful thing happened in my life too, Oh Sehun. I never regreted meeting you, i never regret..that i ever fell deeply for you.

I flips to the next page and found a photo of myself.

"even you're not trying to be cute, you still cute. I know a lot of people telling you that, but i want to be the one who always calling you that first time in the morning. "

Just below that photo, theres another photo of me.

"I can't take my eyes off you, even when we're at school. You look the cutest on your uniform"

I flip the next and next pages, more photos are shown there.

"When you said yes, i think my heart is going to jump out of my head. I love you so much baby,  I will treasure you forever"

"How happy i am when now i can see you when you woke up in the morning. I feel like the luckiest person in the world"

"The face you made when you lean on my thighs. You're so precious, i want to protect you forever"

"Our first date to Gangnam! You looking cute as usual, love.. I hope to spend a lot time with you"

"You fell asleep on our way, how can you be this cute when sleeping?"

"You look so happy when we're having motsunabe for lunch. You love meat that much, didn't you?"

"Our first selfie as boyfriends! I will treasure this photo forever, and i will tell the world, that you are mine"

"Our first kiss as an official couple on the top of ferriss wheel. Do you know that it means our relationship will last forever? I really hope it is. I will never forget this kiss, this promise, and this moment with you "

"You look so happy when we played games together~ it makes me happy that we have something in common. You look freakin cute in those cat headphones and oversized hoodie" ❤

"How can a person in face mask be this cute? This is unfair.."

"Eating ice-cream together. You love ice cream so much, didn't you?"

"You look so focused when you took selfie, baby. I must admit that i never see anyone who would sulking as you did when you didn't take a good photo, you look so cute, baby..i swear"

"I can never get enough of you, love" ❤❤❤

Then i look at the last photo, its a photo of me with a long notes below it.

"Dear Baekhyun,

Thank you for coming to my life.

The stubborn brat, the one who always getting on my nerves, the one who never stops teasing me all the time, and the one who never get out of my mind.

I love you with all my heart.

You might already heard me saying those thousands time, but i want to say it again and again. I love you, Byun Baekhyun.. I love you so much that i didn't know to do if i have to lose you someday.

Thank you for the chances you gave me to love you. Thank you for giving me your love, makes me feel like the happiest person in this world. You means the world for me, Byun Baekhyun. You are my everything.

You completely changed my life, you are a miracle. The most beautiful thing ever happen in my life. I never enjoyed my life even once before you came. You make me myself, you make me feels that i can be a human too.

Even when i'm gone one day, even when we have to part ways, and even i leave this world someday.. I want to always remember you. I want to always treasure our feelings. I want to always treasure our memories.

I made this book on purpose, to treasure our memories together as a couple in love. To make us remember.. How we ever loved each other.

We never know where the future will lead us , but i want you to be my future. Until the end of this world, i always love you.

My stubborn puppy.

Byun Baekhyun.

❤

                                                 -Oh Sehun-

"F*ck..."

As i closed the book, beads of tears dripping at the last page. A thin smile was on my face as i tightly embraces the book. Tears melts down on my cheeks, and i shut my eyes close.

Oh Sehun.. I would like to thank you as well..

The beast teacher, the one who always teases me, the one who scolds me when i was late for class, but also the one who filled my heart.

You completely changed my life, i was a brat but you made me feel precious.

Thank you for giving me the chance to love you. Thank you for being exist in this world.. You are the miracle that came into my life. Thank you for coming into my life.

You makes my life so perfect and i want to treasure our memories, our feelings forever.

You are my everything, love.

Until the end of this world, i want to always love you.

My beast teacher.

Oh Sehun.

❤

~THE END~

OMG!! Its finally ended guys!! ~ Thank you for you guys who has read my story until the end! I'm really thankful ! I made this story just for fun but i didn't know that it has reached more than 3K read! I'm touched and i'm really happy!
I'm sorry if the story is not that good 😅 i'm learning guys and i hope i can bring a better one for you guys after this!

For my next one, i'm thinking of doing NCT's otp or StrayKids's otp . If you guys have any request , you can message me or drop on comment below! ^^ maybe i'll make one shots of your favorite otps too!

Andd.. Its not completely end because there's an epiloque part! I'll upload it tomorrow or 2 days from now ^^

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