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"Today's news .
An accident has happened near the Incheon Bridge, where a car accidently loses its direction and crashed a truck. The truck's passangers are seriously injured but unfortunately the car's driver has passed away on the spot.
From the IDs found on the scene, the driver was Mr.Oh Sehun, 24 years old. "

***

Sehun.. Is dead.

-Jongdae's pov-

The unexpected news said that Oh Sehun got into an accident and passed away. It's hard to believe.. Even for me. He was away and suddenly he's found dead. It's not like i was close with him but i do respect him as my teacher.

I might not as shocked as this person. Byun Baekhyun, he was Sehun's boyfriend. And it's happening again, but this time.. It's worse.

When we heard about that news, of course he didn't believe that. We immediately drives into the scene after hearing the news, and the accident..did happen. It was raining at that time, and the scene are full of polices and an ambulance.

Baekhyun forced himself to get through the polices and look for himself if the victim is really his boyfriend, but the polices prevent him to. It stressed him even more, his tears spilled on that place. He cries, cries along with the rain that kept pouring. He screamed, loud enough for the whole city to hear . He cried there for almost an hour, letting himself soaked wet by the rain. The people who were there convinced him to stop crying, but it only makes he cried even more. I hugged him tight at that time, my heart hurts seeing him like this.

His asthma relapse after he cried for more than an hour. He grabbed his chest and i can see how he difficulty breathing. He had a bad seizure before he loses his conciousness. His face was so pale and his body was burning. I was panicked when i noticed that his heart stopped and i immediately brought him to the hospital.

I was so relieved when the doctor said he was okay, and he had a seizure because he can't stand coldness and his body was too exhausted, plus he's having a fever. I can see that remembering Baekhyun was in this state before. His body are lacking both rest and food. Seeing his body who was getting thinner , lying weakly on the hospital's bed, hurts my heart the most.

My tears slowly coming out as i stares at him, holding his unmoving hand while staring at his pale-white face. I hate seeing him getting hurt, I hate seeing him getting sick.. I hate seeing him sad and crying.

I hate Sehun who was making him sad.

***

The night has passed and i fell asleep on the couch in his room. And i was shocked when he suddenly went missing from his bed. I don't even know when he was awake but the only thing i know is his bed was empty when i opened my eyes.

I immediately gets out of the room and ran through the hospital, looking for him through all corners and asking whoever people saw him, but no one did. My heart beating so fast that i felt it almost explode. I was so worried that i can never forgive myself if anything worse happen to him.

I get into my car, and drives my car through the road. I drove at full speed that the other cars starting to honk their horn on me. I didn't care a bit, because now i really have to find Baekhyun.

As i panickly looking here and there, suddenly i remember a place. The accident place. I quickly turn around and drove to the accident place, i might find Baekhyun there, that's what i think. And it's true.

I saw a small figure from far away, kneeling on that place. I parked my car nearby and quickly ran there. And i was right, it's Baekhyun. Still in his hospital dress, kneeling there and stares at the lake below the bridge. His eyes are empty, he didn't move an inch even when i approach him.

"Baekhyun.. What are you doing here? You still sick- and how did you escape the hospital??" I asked him, and he did not respond. His eyes not even looking away from the current water flow.

I shook his shoulders a bit "Baekhyun.. Answer me" i said, and still no respond from him.

Beads of tears started to formed on my eyes, i hugged him from behind and sobbed on his back.

"Baekhyun.... Please..."

I tighten my arms around him, and i can feel a warm liquid slowly dripping on my skin. The latter was crying, he cries without a sound.

"Sehun.. He was.. Alive.. right?" he muttered. His voice is so small, almost whispering. I shakes my head , burrying my face on his back.

"You can go back, Jongdae.. I will wait here.." He faintly says without turning his face around. I sobbed and tighten my hug instead.

"How could you think i would leave you here?? I won't leave unless you're coming with me" i sniffed.

Baekhyun just gives me a faint smile as he looking down, not saying anything. I slowly makes him turn around and grabbed his shoulders for him to face me.

"Baekhyun, listen.. Sehun was DEAD , you saw it by yourself.." I said , lightly shakes his shoulders. Baekhyun slowly lifts his head and look at me, shaking his head "no, Jongdae.. sehun not dead.. he was here.. "

"You're hallucinating, Baekhyun! Sehun was not here! He was dead! Don't you remember last night's accident??! "

"I know!! But Sehun was not dead!!"

"Baekhyun!!"

I yelled at him. Baekhyun immediately goes silent, his eyes are filled with tears and it flows down on his cheeks. My eyes widen on the sight, and i quickly wipes his tears with my thumbs.

"I-i'm sorry.. I didn't mean to yell at you.."

Baekhyun immediately toss my hands away, then he gets up. I was about to hold him as i saw him stumbling but he avoids me, he walked away from me.

"Baekhyun- wait! Where are you going??" I followed his step while calling for his name, but he was not responding.

"Baekhyun, answer me!" I grabbed his arm, making him stop. He turns around and glares at me, i never saw him making this kind of face before.

"Leave me alone.." He muttered. I shakes my head and pulls him into a hug intead. He lightly struggles and tugging my shirt but of course his strength was not strong enough compared to mine.

"I don't want to lose you too, Baekhyun..please listen to me.." I sadly muttered as i squeezed him in a hug.

I love you Baekhyun.

"I hate.. Seeing you like this.." I sniffed, tears are flowing on my cheeks, dripping on his shoulders.

I hate myself for showing you my weak side.

"Baekhyun.."

After few seconds, his hands which were on my shirt , fells down. His head was leaning on my shoulder. I slowly loosen my hug and he almost falls down as i do so.

"B-baekhyun!"

I panickly shook his unconcious body. I can feel his body was burning, seems like his fever has goes up. I didn't miss any chance and took him back to the hospital.

God.. Anyone.. Please don't let anything bad happen to him anymore.. He was suffering.. He was crying to death.. I can't bare to see him like this anymore.

***

After returning Baekhyun to the hospital, the doctor quickly gives him the meditation and the nurses are taking care of him. They can't believe that Baekhyun would run away by himself on this state. Baekhyun was even weaker than before, his body was not even in the condition for him to recover quickly and he should stay in the hospital until he fully recovered.

I grabbed my head as my head is feeling hurt from all of these. My whole body feels exhausted. I can barely eat, i can barely sleep because I can't help myself not to think about this boy all the time, i suffered when he suffer, i'm hurting when he got hurt, i'm crying when he's crying. This boy is my everything. I didn't even care for myself anymore, i just want to see him on his old self.. The healthy and cheerful Baekhyun.

"Damn.." I groaned. I was sitting outside the room while waiting for the doctor to come out.

God.. Please let him be okay.

Just at the time the doctor comes out from his room. He places his hand on my shoulder, looking at me behind his glasses.

"Doctor..." I can't even find the strength on my legs to get up and running inside the room, i only look at the doctor with hazy eyes "how was..him?" I asked.

"He was okay, young man.. I already gave him the meditation and he only needs rest.. But now, i would ask you to rest yourself.." The doctor says.

I shakes my head "n-no.. I don't need rest, i'm okay.." I tried to get up from my seat but my legs feel numb. The doctor quickly get a hold of me before i stumble to the ground.

"Please go home for now, young man.. You can come back here tomorrow, although you're not sick , but we're human needs rest. You can't treat yourself this way.. If you got sick, you can't take care of your friend anymore, right?"

I panted as i look into the room. Baekhyun was lying unconcious on the bed with an infusion. I sniffled, then wipe my tears away. I don't want to leave him.. but.. Can i take care of him in this condition?

"Young man, i know you must be worried..but i promise you that me and the nurses will take care of your friend, you can trust us on this" the doctor convinces me. I finally nodded my head, gives up on my own condition. The doctor was right.. i should take care of myself if i want to take care of him.

"I can ask someone to drives you home, young man..you look so ruined out"

I quickly shakes my head and try to stand on my own feet.

"That's okay.. I can drive myself home, doctor-nim" i smiles.

"Then..please be careful on your way home, don't drive too fast. You wouldn't want to hurt yourself, right?" the doctor warned me. I smiles at his concern.

"Thank you, doctor-nim ... " i bowed at him "please..take care of him.. He was the most important person for me.." I said.

The doctor nodded his head and gives me a reassuring smile before he leaves with the nurse. I look at the unconcious boy once again before i walked away to take myself home.

***

  - Baekhyun's pov -

"Baekhyun.."

I opened my eyes when i heard someone was calling my name.

I look around , realizing myself standing in the middle of unfamiliar place. The place filled with light, a long tunnel was right infront of me.

Where am i..? What is this place..?

"Baekhyun.."

I turned around and discovers someone standing behind me. He was smiling, his clothes are white, and he was shinning.

I slowly walked towards him, dumbfounded and fasten my pace as a smile appeared on my face.

"Oh Sehun..?" I called.

The person smiles, he opened his arms and i immediately hugs him, as tight as i can. My tears are coming out in any second as i discovers his warmth. The same warmth as before..

"Baekhyun.. Do you miss me?" He chuckles as he patted my head.

I cried as i facing him. I really want to hit him at this moment, i want to punch him, but i can't. I can't even say anything when i saw him right infront of my eyes. Oh Sehun.. He is here.

"I'm sorry that i made you sad.. Byun Baekhyun.. I miss you so much" he smiles then he cupped my cheeks, giving me a peck on my lips. He wipes my tears away with his fingers.

"W-why..did you leave me..Oh Sehun.." I sobbed as we locked our eyes together. I miss you more than what you think..

"I'm sorry.." He chuckles "you know.. Sometimes.. What do you think it's the truth..is not always the truth.."

I blinked at him, not understanding what he said.

"W-what do you mean by that..?" I asked.

"The accident...."

Haah!

I almost jumped out when i opened my eyes. My body was sweating and my heart beats fast. God.. I must be dreaming.

"Ah..you're awake" the nurse who was injecting the meditation into my injection bag smiles at me. I looked at her with a confused look.

"W..where am i.."

"You're in hospital, Baekhyun-ssi ... please don't move too much, your body is not recovering yet.." The nurse says.

I looked around , ignoring what the nurse says and tried to get down from the bed, just when my head feels dizzy and i almost slipped away. The nurse quickly get a hold of me, she shakes her head "Baekhyun-ssi..please don't.. You're not allowed to move yet.."

I glares at her, shaking my head frantically "l-let me go! Sehun- Sehun is waiting for me!"

"Please calm down first- you should get some rest, Baekhyun-ssi" the nurse holds my arm and tries to keep me on my bed. I angrily toss her hand away and throw the medicine bottles on her.

"Don't get in my way!! I should go to my boyfriend!!" I yelled at her. The nurse panickly called for the hospital staffs and the doctor. I ignores her and tried to takes the injection off, but she prevent me to. I yelled once again, just when the staffs and the doctor rushed inside my room. The staffs are holding me still meanwhile the doctor getting his injection needle.

"NO!!! GET AWAY!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!! I SHOULD GO- I CAN'T BE HERE!!! MY BOYFRIEND, HE WAS WAITING FOR ME!!! LET ME GO, LET ME GO!!!"

I struggles as much as i can, i kicked things away, i throw the glasses, trying to get away from the staffs, but my strength was completely drained out. I yelled when the doctor injects a sedative on my arm. I slowly getting sleepy , the last thing i saw was the doctor asked the staffs to tied my arms and legs to the bed. I cannot do anything, my body is just numb .. I can't struggle any more as i feel i'm losing my conciousness in any second.

***

  - Jongdae's POV -

I come back to the hospital on the next day after getting a rest. I feel so much better than before, my energy is coming back and i feel alive again.

I rushed to his room as soon as i get there. I can't wait to see Baekhyun, i hope he's getting better by now.

As soon as i reached my room, i was shocked by the sight of Baekhyun was being tied on his bed. He struggles hard and yelled until the bed rocked. He yelled at the nurses and the doctor who were trying to approach him. I immediately comes inside after seeing such a sight.

"B-baekhyun! Oh God! What's happenning??!" I approaches him but he suddenly yelled at me.

"GET AWAY!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!"

He yelled again.

"Baekhyun!" I feel that i'm about to cry again. The doctor shakes his head and he told me that Baekhyun has been like this since last night. He refuses to eat and he gone rampage since he woke up. He kept on yelling that they're hiding his boyfriend and made them parted. The doctor can't even inject the sedative on him because Baekhyun struggles harder than they thought.

"I HATE ALL OF YOU!! I HATE YOU ALL!!! YOU'RE TAKING SEHUN AWAY FROM ME!!! ALL OF YOU ARE EVIL- ..I HATE YOU ALL!!!!"

Baekhyun cries as his scream echoing inside the room. I approached him although he yelled at me not to get close to him. I gritted my teeth and,

PLAK!!

I slapped him as hard as i can.

He immediately goes silent along with the whole room. Baekhyun's eyes widen as his brain barely working straight right now. He slowly turns his face around and look at me.

"J..jongdae.." He stuttered. His angry face turned into a scared one, he looks at me with confusement on his eyes.

"Shit.." I hissed and quickly pulls him into a hug. I rubbed his back to calm the latter.

"I'm sorry I slapped you, i know it must be hurt.. But, how are you feeling now?" I cupped his face. Baekhyun's eyes are teary as we faced each other.

"S..sehun.. Where is Sehun..." he sobbed. I shakes my head and wipes his tears.

"Baekhyun.. Sehun was not here, he's not in this world anymore. Sehun was dead, Baekhyun" i sighed deeply.

Baekhyun was sniffled, his shoulders are shaking as he shed tears. I joined our forehead together as i circled my arms around him.

"I will always be here for you, Baekhyun.. I will never leave you, i promise you with all my life.."

Tears flowing on my cheeks as i said that. God.. Please stop making him suffer.. Please let him be happy..

"Sehun... i want sehun.." Baekhyun choked out between his tears.

"I'm sorry..."

I asked the doctor to release Baekhyun and continue with the meditation. Baekhyun is not struggling anymore, and he's went quiet between my arms. I hugged the latter tight, as if he was the most precious thing in this world.

***

The night passed and finally Baekhyun be able to calm down. The doctor gave him medicine and he be able to sleep peacefully. He wake up , feeling better although his sad expression is still visible.

I took his hand, intertwining it with mine as i softly look at him, smiling.

"Are you feeling better now?" I asked.

He nodded.

"Ne.. Jongdae.. Where do you think..sehun is now?" he suddenly asked . I went silent for awhile before i answered him.

"I think.. He was living in the sky now.." I said as i looked at the sky through the window beside us. He turned his face , staring at the sky which went darken. I think it might raining soon.

"..and, he's really sad because you're crying, Baekhyun..look, the sky is crying too.. " i continued.

He just smiles a little on my statement.

"I'm sure that.. he won't like it if he saw you like this.. He must want you to let him go without any regret. It's not your fault, its none of our faults. We never know when we will die.. It's a fate, Baekhyun.. And i'm sure, he is happy now.." I smiles at him.

Baekhyun's eyes glisten as he stares at the raining sky "do you think.. Sehun will be sad too if i'm sad like this?"

"Yeah, and i'm sure he will be happy if you're happy.." I said.

"Then.." Baekhyun turns his face on me, he was smiling as he tried to hold his tears "i will... try to be happy..for him.." He muttered.

I chuckled then gives him a gentle pat on his head "that's my Baekhyun.. "

***

Knock knock.

Just when we're about to leave the room for a walk around the hospital's park, someone knocked the door. Both of us are staring at the door, confusement were on our faces as we discovered an unknown middle-aged man outside. The man then open the door, looking for us with a smile.

"excuse me, is this.. Byun Baekhyun's room?" He asked.

Me and Baekhyun are looking at each other before nodding "yeah.. Are you looking for someone, sir?" I asked.

The man come inside, then he approaches us.

"Annyeonghaseo, Byun Baekhyun.. Let me introduce myself . I am Oh Seung-woo.."

Our eyes widen upon hearing his name.

"Oh Sehun's father" he continues.

To be continued.

This story is coming to the end!! ~