I come back from a hiatus only to get hurt and ignored by a person. Nobody really understands where my mindset is at this point except for one person.

Thanks to her, it makes me feel like the world is mine for the taking.

I'm tired of being degraded and misunderstood everytime I get on here. I know the internet can be a dark place but, Wattpad was never a bad place for me to go until now. I always thought this place was a way i could let all my stress go but I nope.

People say things will get better but they've only gotten worse.

I'm tired of being taken for granted here in this fucking place.

So if I actually blow my brains out will that help me to forget everything?