"I don't feel the need to explain my actions to her. I don't clarify, I don't doubt, I don't worry. I don't tell her everything, not anymore, but I tell her more than anyone else, by far. I tell her as much as I can."

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hey I've updated finally .

special thanks to @racheel_oo7  : thanks a lot for reading my story and commenting.. you have been a great support.

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Priya's  POV:

i woke up and saw Khushi still sleeping. i stayed with her all night.  she was frightened a lot after watching the video. now she looks peaceful .

yesterday changed everything. i am feeling a lot better .  it's all because of Khushi. but it makes me feel bad about myself.  I can't beleive she still loves me more than ever. i had always been so mean to her . i just did that to avoid her and myself from breaking down when she marries Vikram and moves out as i can't stop it from happening and don't want to see them ever . but now that things are changed, i want to make it up with her. if only i can go back in time and replace what all i did , i wouldn't be feeling this bad.

what will Khushi think of me if i suddenly change to her di like i used to be before.

i haven't spoken to her since she fainted. i don't know what to say. had i not sacred her, none of this would have happened. she would have told me about the handycam. actually she tried to watch it when we came back, but i didn't want to see any of those again and had it dumped in store room.

" hey you there" a voice brought me back. Rani stood before me smiling.

"yeah "

" what happened now.. why are you sitting lonely near the window? Rani asked me

"nothing . just thinking about all the things, how much i hurt Khushi.i am feeling bad."

" don't be. when she doesn't take you wrongly, why you regret. i know you are just trying to protect her but hard way."

i nodded.

" now that it's over, you can start again. Khushi will be happy to have her older di back . for that's all she wanted. she always wanted you to be happy."

I stood up." I don't think I have guts to do that"  she replied.

Rani's POV:

" hmm. so, when are you gonna tell her about Vikram? her marriage?" I asked her.

" I will soon." she said after thinking for a while and walked out.

Some times , even I can't understand her. May be she's feeling bad for hiding Vikram's letters and gifts from Khushi.

After Priya left , I thought " oh yes, you have. it's your stupid ego that is stopping you from doing it."

In the meantime, Khushi woke up and surprised to see me.

"di. you here "

 i replied " just now i came , so how are you feeling?"

"fine. where is di? how is she?" Khushi asked worriedly.

This girl is insane. After all she endured, all she can think off is her didi. I want to make them together.

' di what? you zoned out." Khushi waved her hands infront of me.

" nothing she is fine. now go and get ready. "

she went to her bathroom and i left from there wondering what to do to get Priya pissed off and say what she feels to Khushi.

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