
Commitment
*Tyler's POV*
I took another bite of the delicious shortcake, savoring it like it was a true delicacy. That wasn't the only reason I was eating slowly though, there was definitely something else on my mind. Something I couldn't talk about with Troye around. I had a feeling I wouldn't have to wait for my opportunity much longer though, because he was already fidgeting in his seat.
"Are you almost done?" He groaned suddenly, proving my silent point. I just raised an eyebrow at him, quickly turning back to my food to hide the adoring smile that had invaded my lips. I was a mess around this boy, that much was for certain. Once I'd finally gotten that under control I cleared my throat, ready to reply.
"Go wait in the car if you have to, I'll be five minutes tops." I promised, unintentionally popping the p. He must have read more into it though because his eyes went wide with what looked like excitement a moment later. What was he thinking about?
"Hurry." He blurted, his voice heavy with urgency. I furrowed my brow slightly, studying his facial features in an attempt to see what was on his mind. I blinked, surprised to see the way his eyelids were hooded with lust. Is that really what he was thinking about right now? I guess I'd really left an impression in that bathroom. I couldn't leave the poor boy waiting much longer though, not when he looked like that anyway. I froze, realizing he was closing the distance between us while I'd been zoned out. I turned my head suddenly, wanting more than just a light peck on the cheek. He didn't fight it like he normally did when I tried anything around his family, instead he just relaxed into the kiss. Our lips weaved together perfectly and I instinctively brought my hand up to the back of his neck, asking him to deepen the kiss. He didn't though. In fact, instead he ended it, shoving me backward playfully. A low growl escaped my lips in protest but he didn't notice considering he was already talking to his parents, explaining where he'd be staying the night. I was still pouting slightly that he'd cut the kiss off, so I purposely looked to the other side of the room instead of at him as he left. I'd see him in a few minutes anyway.
"So, that cake must be good." I casually looked back to Shaun. I could tell from his facial expression he wasn't nearly as gullible as Troye, he knew there was something else on my mind.
"Yeah, it's delicious." I giggled, deciding to play into his games. He frowned, obviously he'd been expecting me to elaborate as to what I was doing stalling for time with him. I knew I should too, Troye was waiting on me so the sooner I spat it out the better. But for some reason I just couldn't open my mouth, it was like it had been glued shut. I furrowed my brow, confused by my own actions. Tyler Oakley was never at a loss for words.
"Tyler?" I looked up, surprised to see Steele was the one that had spoken up. He was looking at me almost... Encouragingly? I gave him a weak smile. Were we friends now? It definitely seemed that way.
"Steele?" I asked back, hiding how nervous I was with teasing. He didn't seem impressed by that, kicking me under the table.
"What do you want?" Wow, I wished he wasn't so blunt about everything. At the same time, maybe that was exactly what I needed in order to say what was on my mind.
"I, uh, what are your guys' thoughts on Troye, uhm..." I trailed off, looking at them pleadingly like they'd know what I was talking about without me even saying it. They didn't, they all had different expressions but none of them were knowing. Confusion, worry, curiosity, and Steele was even smirking at me. The nerve that guy had! I looked down, surprised to see I had even started twiddling my thumbs. I could only imagine how red my face was right now. I'd never done anything like this before, so maybe that's why it was so nerve-wracking for me. I take a deep breath, quickly running a hand through my hair as a distraction.
"Would you guys be okay with Troye... Moving in with me?" The whole sentence was a mess, pauses and starts throughout it, the speed the words tumbled out of my mouth, the way my voice hushed at the last four words in particular. They seemed to understand it though, all of their faces lighting up with glee. Well, except for Tyde's, who looked happy but also not all that invested in the situation. I felt a weight lifted from my chest and a smile spread across my face. They weren't yelling or cursing at me, so that was a good sign.
I'd been thinking about this a lot since I'd first found Troye asleep by my door. I knew that moment, when I was first reunited with him, that it'd kill me to be away from him ever again. I'd been thinking constantly of when we'd see each other again or how I could fit a trip to Australia into my schedule, but either way there was no way I'd see him again for months. I had a ton of events to attend in the US, and I doubted he would just drop everything and fly out to spend time with me for a week. Especially considering that most of the week would be spent with me running around to events. It had been killing me, constantly picking my brain for some other alternative. It wasn't until this morning, after our more explicit adventure, that I'd come to this conclusion. Why hadn't I thought of it before? If he lived with me I wouldn't have to worry about constantly being out, because he'd always be there when I came back. Plus, really it'd be easier for him to live in the US, a lot of the youtube related stuff happened here. I realized it was a huge step to take, but I also realized what would happen if I didn't. I'd be without him again, and I just couldn't do that. Manning up enough to ask my boyfriend to move in with me sounded a lot easier than letting my boyfriend leave to go across seas.
"Aw, Tyler! Why didn't you just say so? Of course we are! I mean, he's eighteen now so it's not like it'd really matter either way if you had our approval, but you do. As long as it's what Troye wants we are more than happy for you two." My small smile turned into a huge cat-like grin as I looked up at Laurelle. She was okay with it, it was really going to happen! I noticed Shaun nodding beside her, obviously agreeing with what she'd said. This, this is what parents should be like.
"Okay, great!" I chirped, not being able to form a whole sentence right now. I continued grinning goofily for a while before remembering what I was doing. Troye was still waiting in the car! A horny Troye was waiting for me in the car. I started shuffling toward the end of the booth, but a small voice made me stop in my tracks.
"Isn't it a little soon? You guys really just started dating again yesterday." I glared at Tyde, digging my nails into the cushion of my seat. I guess it was too good to be true that they'd all just agree and everything would be perfect, it never seemed to work out that way for us.
"It's more two best friends moving in together than us moving in together as boyfriends." I said helpfully, hoping he'd leave it at that. He did, but his brother spoke up next.
"Tyler, that's the same thing." Steele said knowingly, giving me another smirk. I gave an exasperated sigh. He had a point, I guess. We may be best friends, but we are also boyfriends.
"Okay, well I guess it might be a little soon, I just can't stand the idea of having to be separated from him all over again." I concluded. They seemed happier with this answer, like that's what they'd wanted to hear all along.
"No, it's fine. I guess in terms of time it could be considered soon, but I have no doubt you guys are on the emotional level required for that sort of commitment." Laurelle added, looking around the table as if daring anyone else to argue with her. No one did though, and that relieved me.
"I'm glad you think so! I'll just ask him later then. I mean, it wouldn't be right away obviously, there's a lot of stuff he probably has to tie up in Australia and I'm okay with that completely and-"
"Tyler, you're rambling. At this rate he'll decompose in the car before you go get him." I froze, looking down at my phone. I'd told him five minutes and it had been nearly twenty! He was going to be livid!
"You're right! I should go!" I blurted, scrambling to gather up the dishes into a pile and my phone. Once I'd managed that I got up, standing beside the table and looking back to them.
"Dinner was lovely and thanks again for the other stuff. I'll let you know what he says."
"It had better be a yes, or he is getting a serious talking to." I laughed. Sometimes it was easy to forget how big of a Troyler shipper Shaun was. I agreed with him though, I didn't know what I'd do if Troye said no. I hadn't really thought of that yet, I'd been too busy worrying what his parents were going to say. I mean, sure he loved me, but would he be up to having to spend practically every moment of the day with me? I knew I could get to be a bit much, but I really hoped he would say yes anyway. Besides, I'd improve on myself for him if he asked.
I stepped outside, shivering slightly at the change of temperature. It wasn't necessarily cold, but it wasn't nearly as warm as inside the restaurant either. It didn't help I'd given Troye my shirt either. I snuggled deeper into the loose-fitting jacket and continued toward the car. I smirked, seeing the seat was laid back. Troye must have decided to take a nap I took so long. I reached the door, opening it and sliding into my seat.
"Hey babe, what-" My mouth went dry upon turning my head and seeing there was no one in the seat next to me. A million thoughts ran through my head. Where was he? Had he left to get a coffee or something? No, he would have texted me. Ah, that's what I'll do! I grabbed my phone, punching in his number quickly and hitting dial. It didn't even ring before giving me the message it could not connect to this number. Now that wasn't like Troye. He always had his phone on him! Well, unless it died while he was out somewhere. But for some reason that wasn't enough to calm me this time. Something didn't feel right about this. He wouldn't have gone anywhere, not when he was acting so clingy to me. I scanned the car, like there'd be some sort of clue there. There wasn't though, which only made my heart hurt more. I got back out then, cupping my hands around my mouth.
"Troye!" I yelled, walking around the parking lot. I groaned, leaning back against the wall where I'd been earlier with Steele. What was going on?
"Tyler? What's going on?" I turned quickly, happy for the distraction from my own wild thoughts. Laurelle had just exited the building and was standing beside me, concern etched on every one of her features. I opened my mouth to reply, but only a croak came out. I'd never felt so worried in my life. I blinked, feeling tears building up in my eyes.
"Hey, Tyler, what's wrong? Did he say no?" I laughed at the irony. Asking him to move in with me felt so surreal now, considering the more pressing issue.
"He's gone. I don't know where he went!" I choked out, collapsing into her arms. I hoped this wasn't weird, hugging my boyfriend's mother so soon after meeting her in person for the first time. I just needed some form of support right now, and she seemed to be the closest I had to it.
"Shh, it's gonna be okay." She cooed, slowly letting her arms wrap back around me. It was obvious she hadn't been expecting the hug, but she didn't seem to mind it much either. Maybe she needed a hug too.
"Laurelle? What's going on?" It was weird hearing Shaun being serious. I didn't even know it was possible before now. I felt his hand on my shoulder, giving it a supportive squeeze. Laurelle began reciting what was going on to him, and I just stayed in her arms crying quietly. I knew Steele and Tyde were there now without looking up. I felt a little embarrassed to look so weak in front of them, but I couldn't pull myself together right now. They were talking among themselves, making a plan of action. They might have been talking to me as well, but I wasn't paying that much attention. They were like background noise, overpowered by all of the thoughts bouncing around in my head. It wasn't fair! Just when everything was working out for us! Why was the universe so set on keeping us apart? Where was Troye?
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