With the new year I was quite contained as our 1st internals were over and the new year as well seemed to be good. Still the start went on to be so well as i had an opportunity to visit karbala the most peaceful and loveliest place on earth. Along with it there was my first experience on flight. So just guess how happy i was. The day we left Karbala was the day i would never ever wanted to exist. The only heaven on earth is Karbala and i am the most happiest to have visited it. Also we were likely the last batch left from our places to visit Karbala because after that were a war like situation and no one was allowed to visit. So I feel as if I'm the luckiest one. Now I don't feel I am left to do anything else. Have had happiness of everything. The presence of Aaka Hussain and the others was so beautifully felt. That is one of my best experience ever.

As and when we returned after which i had to cope up with the studies, so i started. That went on along with the calls and connection between me and Adam were just increasing. I felt a bit of rush talking to him. But sooner or later i had to have this realised that I'm a girl with some moral values which i myself can never break. And guess what i was breaking them. I was talking to him, I haven't done any sin, still the thing i do which my dad never know would always be a sin. Also he started developing feelings for me which I can't respond too without my dad's permission. So what else would i do? Cut off phone calls and be just a super normal friend. So eventually i got my head normal and in doing this a beautiful tragedy helped me a lot. What's the tragedy now. That tragedy is believed to come from China's Wuhan. And that tragedy is a VIRUS which has now damaged almost whole world. This viruse is also said to be Sars Co 2 virus. Its very easily spread infection. Thus people are getting infected rapidly.

The china was the first to be damaged and eventually leading to damage in other countries including India. So the virus started to spread and to prevent the spread of COVID 19 virus different measures along with awareness programs were held. Still case were seen and so our respected PM 1st announced a curfew following which he as well announced for the biggest lockdown in world, a 21 day lockdown. Since than we all are locked down at our homes doing most of the face times and least of studies. My dad everyday scolds me to read a bit but I haven't done that . Seems that this virus is not gonna leave the country that easily. So along with this quarantine, i have cut off calls with Adam as well. And so I'm quite out of guilt now.