Now as and when I go ahead with this chapter i would like to clear off your doubts about the matter that when a person is on Anti depressants he/she is psycho .... No please, get this thought out of your head. In this chapter we would deal about how anti depressants along with the persons own strength would amplify the power of medication making you live a wonderful life of the every day.

So in this class of drugs i have doxepin ... which is serving to people as a sleeping pill in layman words while basically given to elevate the moods, releave the anxiety and at the same time treating insomnia. These pills grant me good sleep. But this is when I noticed about me taking this pill when i just again had this outbreak of, I don't know exactly are abscess only or abscess with cellulitis. My dermatologist explained to me about what i have as atrophic dermatitis. But again now I have a doubt of that, really is it just dermatitis. The pain I experience is so severe that it resembles to as if what just happened to me within a day or two as with clinical examination you barely feel that much severity.

So yesterday I just drained my abscess which i got over this chin end area with left of my chin literally paralysed with that. I ain't able to have food at that side, so what do you think a dermatologist would have prescribed me an Anti depressant? I am doing all fine with my sleep cycles still i just think that back than i was not having that better sleep pattern as i am having now. Yea it actually seems that i was the super happy person, i am, no doubt, still at times i too break down to an extent where my body gets to bear the consequences rather than me bearing it. It happened a 2 - 3 days prior when I just came to know about my internals. I was doing fine back than, since last 6 months almost. But now it again recurred. The pain i feel during drainage of my so called abscess is that painful that at times i feel like I fade away and loose my consciousness during that. It's such troublesome to me.

Still I stand strong. I never ever give up. I be so powerful to not let people know about what i am going through as almost you'll be a joke to them and a new spice would be added to their own chitchats. What makes me so powerful Is the acknowledgement about me and my problems, as of me  knowing of my problems, what else do I need to clear here about thanis known! Well these are just some pills which I do take, but along with that i try and face my problems rather than trying to get rid of that. It's so merciful of Allah that he gave me such power to deal with all kinds of stress in this world. Alhamdulillah!