"Dannon is my son." G said full on sobbing and crying.

I really felt very sad seeing her like that. I hugged her to me and tried to pacify her. I don't know what to do.

"I know." I whispered.

She immediately backed away and looked at me with wide eyes.

"You know?" She asked.

"Yes."

"Kidou told you?"

"No. I just knew it. I could make it from all the situations." She seemed shocked at this.

"You knew all this time?"

"Yes." I answered unsure. Have stepped on some land mine? Will she be angry that I knew and never told her about this.

"You never questioned me about this?"

"That is your personal matter. I won't ask you. If you want to tell me about it as your friend I will listen. I wanted to respect your privacy and decision."

"You don't hate me for this? You don't hate me for leaving that poor kid, young baby alone like that? Don't you think I am cruel?"

"No, I don't think so. The G I know is never like that! She is always kind. If you left him I believe there is some strong reason."

She cried more at this. Have I said something wrong? Am I making things worse? I didn't know what to do except hugging her and trying to share some of her sorrows. After five minutes she stopped crying and looked at me.

"Thank you. Thank you for not hating me. I thought you will go away too. If you did that I don't know what I would have done."

"Mind telling me what's bothering you?"

"Dannon. I am his mother. He is very innocent child. My own son. He deserves more, I know but I am not capable because I am scared. I am very scared. My dad is a business man and my mom a top model who started her fashion line after she had me and her career ended. She, she always hated me. She believed that her career ended because she had me.

She believed that her structure and her beauty diminished after she gave birth to me. She always told me that I was an accident. She always hated me and mistreated me. She abused me physically. She always bet me and scolded me. She tortured me physically. My father, he was never there. He never cared about me.

He married mom because of her beauty and he wanted someone beautiful, a model with him when attending parties. He was never a father. At that stage I developed a phobia about children and childhood. I was never loved in this life of mine. I was always hated and unwanted.

My mom trained me to be a model. She gave a strict training and punished even for a small mistake. She wants me to continue her fame. She wants to get fame she lost as my mother, mother of a top model. Then I met Kidou.

I felt loved for the first time in my life. He loved me for who I am. He loved me, not my beauty. Life was a paradise then but it never lasted long. I got pregnant. Mom was angry about it. She wanted me to get abortion but I couldn't. I couldn't kill a life. A life that was the product of our love. I protested against her. She bet me and tortured me but I never gave up and protected my child. I ran away from her and started living with the money I made from my modelling career.

Then she tricked me and made me enter abortion theater. Somehow due to the bad luck or good luck that I had, Kidou prevented it but he misunderstood me. He thought I wanted to kill the child for my modelling career. He hated me from then. He said girls are always like that. He said I used him for money and I am like every other girl. He called my love fake. He said everything was fake and demanded went to court demanding the child for him. He never listened to me. He never listened. He hated me and I think I deserve it."

She said crying and I cried along with her. Listening to what she went through right from her childhood made me very sad and couldn't stop myself from crying. She was always cheerful. She always chatted lively. She always supported me and stood for me. I never thought she withstood all this. I never thought she had that hard life and here I am getting sad for small things and feeling that I have all the difficulties in the world. I never had to face all that. My mom and dad loved me. They never lacked me in anything. They gave me all that I want even though we are not rich. We sure don't have millions but we have love.

"I am sorry. I am really sorry for not noticing all this. You don't deserve it. You don't deserve any of it. You are a very good person like I said. Even if you are bad you don't deserve such things."

"No, I do. I deserve it. Though I gave birth to him I couldn't give love to him.. I never gave him the love he needed. I always watched from far. I am no better than my mother. I was scared."

"No, you are a lot better than her. You are nothing like her. You gave birth to him. You didn't give up on him. You gave birth no matter the difficulties are. You loved him so much to give up everything. You love him."

"I do but it is not enough. What use is it if I can't show him? What use it if I can't shower him with love? You are the one who loves him. Even in all this busy schedule, even though you are tired you don't neglect him. You love him like a mother, like I should. You are more than me."

"No, it's not true. It's true that I love him but my love him can never exceed your love, a mother's love. We will get a doctor's help, we will try to get rid of your phobia of children may be then you will be able to show him your love."

"What if I can't? I don't think I can ever get rid of it! It is deeply engraved in me and is a part of me."

"We will try. Don't give up before trying. Even if it fails you have me. I will always look after him. I will always be there for him and I will try to shower him with my love and the love that you have but you can't show. I will always be with him."

"You can't be with us forever. You are not even from New York."

"Who told I can't be with you? I will always be here forever. I will demand Gouenji to give ma job in his company forever. I might not be a genius but I believe I am talented enough to get a job in his company. If he disagrees I will get a job from Kidou's company. He won't reject me nor will I allow him to reject me. If worse comes to worst I will seduce Gouenji or use any means possible and settle with him. Don't you always say that he loves me and that you will support us? I believe it will be a piece of cake." I said winking at her.

She laughed at my joke and hugged me saying thank you. She yawned immediately. I guess she is tired with all the tension and stress. I immediately settled her under the covers and kissed her goodnight and she fell asleep immediately. I am not going to sleep now. I have something to do. I can't sleep now and that is to knock some sense into Kidou.

I believe he still loves her. Though G said that he hates her I know that he still loves her. I need to talk to him and settle this sensitive issue. When seen as a whole it is nothing but a simple matter but got complicated with misunderstandings and prejudices. I really hope I can make him see the truth then everything can be settled.

I came out and turned in the direction of Kidou's room to talk to him but stopped momentarily. Before me there's Kidou and Gouenji, Kidou with a dumbstruck face. He stood there with a blank look and from the looks of it I think both of them heard everything.

"Kidou." I asked tentatively not knowing what his reaction would be. Did he believe what G said now? If not what am I supposed to do? How am I going to prove it to them? Robert's truth machine! He has to believe it! That's a great invention and comes very handy now.

Kidou looked at me and fell on his knees. I looked at him in horror and he clutched his head and his eyes turned glossy.

"What am I doing?" He asked himself and I looked at Gouenji for some way to answer him. Does he understand what mistake he did now? "I am stupid. I am very stupid." He said. Oh then he understands. I need not find ways to make him understand the truth. I knelt down and sat beside him silently. I don't know what to say. Let's see if I will have something to say.

"What am I supposed to do now? I put her through torture. She withstood it all alone. I told her I will love her to the end but I left her, left her all alone when she needs me the most. What kind of man am I? How can I be like that? I don't deserve her!"

"I know. I know how you might be feeling. I might not understand your pain but I know how you are feeling. You wronged her, so much beyond comparison. You hurt her and broke her till the point of no reason for living but you still have chance. You are the one who broke her so you are the one make her again. Go, go to her. Right you're every wrong. Give her a reason to live. Make her feel loved again. Though you denied yourself and told yourself you hated her you loved her all this time. Show her your love. Make her feel loved again. Make her feel wanted. Make her feel as the world's luckiest person. Make her feel happiness. Go." I said pushing him towards the room.

"I don't think she will be happy seeing me there." He said sulking back.

"I don't think so. She still loves you very much. She wants you. Every time she saw you with another woman other than her broke. What more proof do you need? You really did her so wrong. You punished her for nothing. Can you even imagine how she felt? While you slept with different girls and had carnal pleasure everyday she felt pain and heart break, hurt more than your pleasure."

"It's not pleasure for me. I felt pain too. Pain at being separated from her. I tried to distract myself but nothing worked. Everywhere and every time I always felt her. My eyes always searched for her and my heart was always filled with her no matter how I tried to erase her and forget her."

"Let her know your pain. Let her know that she is not the only one in pain. Don't you feel responsible to make up for all the pain you caused her? If I have any say in it I say you can't make it up to her your whole life. At least try to make it up to her. Don't live anymore in regret and pain. Be happy together with her. Go inside and be the first one she sees when she wakes up. I don't know how long she will take to believe you but don't give up and try." He nodded and moved into the room. I sighed in relief at this and had a content smile on my face. I really hope G will be happy again. Phew! That was easy but I still I can't believe I acted like a cupid twice this day for my two best friends.

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