The soft plump pillow that rested upon my lips didn't even register in my brain as my eyes were blown wide open and staring into Yoongi's relaxed ones.

Sparks flew everywhere instantly and the slight ache in my chest evaporated and left a feeling of light-headedness around me. The room brightened and those familiar tingles crawled up my spine and made me shiver in delight.

This wasn't a peck. This was a kiss.

And the difference?

Everything.

I was held captive under Yoongi's gaze and he was the same. We were so enraptured in the depths of each others' eyes that I couldn't even register whatever the other guys were doing.

There was a constant buzz that shook around my brain and in my hazy state I just felt so relaxed and safe in my position with Yoongi. Now I understand whenever those stories mention the feeling of being the only two people in the world. It really felt like we were.

Yoongi's eyes began to relax into a soft and blissful gaze as mine mirrored it.

Happy signals went haywire in my brain and it was a feeling I never want to stop feeling.

It was too soon when an outside force pulled us away.

I felt like a magnet and Yoongi was the one I held a strong pull towards. I felt heavy without his magnetic field holding me up.

I let out a sound of protest as Yoongi instantly let out a muttered profanity. I watched as Jungkook easily held Yoongi in his hold with Jimin leaning in and whispering sweet words in Yoongi's ears.

"Sweetheart. Are you okay?" The voice was only a hush against the crest of my ear and I shivered in response. I tilted my head to glance over and see Taehyung's concerned face.

Turning a bit further, I note Jin instantly flashing a soft grin as his light hold on me tightened.

"Huh?"

"Okay okay! Let go of me! I'm fine."

Our heads snapped over to see Yoongi brushing Jungkook's arms off him as he stood up straight.

Yoongi dusted himself off before grumpily plopping down in his seat once again.

I'm confused by the sudden actions from the others. Now that my mind was clear, I registered the wary ways the boys held themselves.

"What just happened?"

Yoongi snapped his troubled gaze towards me before they eased into a calmer look.

"I-Well We-"

"You bonded." Yoongi turned and scowled at Namjoon as the information hit me like a truck.

"W-what? That's- We bonded?"

Yoongi slowly turned back towards me before grimacing lightly.

"What does that mean?"

"You don't know how bonding works?" Hoseok tilted his head in genuine concern as I rolled my eyes.

"No, I know it's the stage that permits two soulmates to reach an emotional connection link, but normally it is very intimate and takes awhile to reach since both parties need to put their complete trust in one another."

I stare at Yoongi in astonishment. He avoided my glance and stared at the floor.

"Well yes, usually it is commenced during a private and intimate moment, but that is because that is normally the time two individuals place the most trust in each other."

I pout at the logic but slowly nod. It was a spontaneous event and I couldn't help but feel strange. There was a warmth inside me now. It felt like I was on another level closer to Yoongi than any physical connection could do justice for. It felt like he was a part of me in a sense, which was strange.

"Do you feel okay?"

I tilt my head up and note Yoongi's anxious expression as he examined my face and zeroed in on my lips. Glancing at his, they were a bit swollen, but it wasn't that noticeable.

"Uh, yeah. I'm good. Why are you guys so cautious?"

"Well, normally after a bond is formed, the two individuals feel the strongest they have felt for each other in that moment. Most of the time they can't pull away from each other for a while. If we didn't take action, I'm not sure what could've happened if either of you took it a level higher."

I immediately mirrored the blush that was on the others' faces.

"I-I see."

It felt like an awkward air had settled around the room until a voice broke it.

"Well you can't help human nature. So... Can I have a turn now?"

❀♡❀

The words didn't quite register in my brain right away, but when they did there was no stopping the new rush of blood to my cheeks. I turned towards the culprit as he sheepishly grinned.

Jimin was definitely getting shy under the attention, but kept his eyes on me.

"I-"

"I wanna go next! I can't believe Yoongi stole the first kiss!"

"I think I should go because I'm closest in age to her."

"Yah, what kind of excuse is that you brat."

"I dare say, I've helped her study the most if we're playing those cards."

"Excuse me? I'm her favorite out of all of us. And the cutest."

"Hey now. Let's calm down." Hoseok attempted to silenced the group as he noticed my uneasy expression.

However, they continued bickering and Hoseok's eye twitched.

After a couple more insults were thrown, Hoseok finally said, "Hey! Shut up. It's her choice, and we shouldn't pressure her into this. If anything, that's the opposite of what we should be doing. I'm sure she feels overwhelmed right now and us bombarding her with these demands is quite frankly rude. It's not our choice to choose and we should respect what she damn well wants. Understood?"

The others were all surprised, even Yoongi, but nonetheless dumbly nodded.

"Good. Y/n?"

He dropped his serious expression in a flash and smiled brightly at me.

"Oh uh. Well." I felt flustered as the room was once again swamped in silence.

"I was sort of joking. I really am sorry for bringing it up if you're uncomfortable. I- and I'm sure I speak for all of us- can wait for whenever you decide to deem us worthy of a kiss. For now, I'm fine with a rain check." Jimin winked.

I almost fainted as the others wholeheartedly voiced their agreements.

I nervously cast a glance over all of their expressions. They all held a look of understanding, and a glint of hope.

They would be willing to wait for my decision? They would respect and allow me to choose when the time was right? Their reverence blew me away.

And perhaps that was what made me commit my next action.

I leaned over to Jin and placed my lips upon his.

❀♡❀

(Aha gotcha. Now if I ended it here, that would be too cruel.)

The familiar sparks surrounded us again and the tingles ran up my spine. I had squeezed my eyes tight, but that made my focus on the happy buzzing from the kiss so much more prominent.

However, although this wasn't as powerful as the one with Yoongi, this was still electrifying. This assured that we are soulmates as well, and that reassurance had me feel at ease.

Jin's lips felt even softer than Yoongi's. Although it was of a different shape and size, it still felt like our lips belonged against one another.

I was able to pull myself back after a couple seconds and as I fluttered my eyes open, I was met with the frozen expression of Kim Seokjin.

His eyes never left my face as his lips slightly opened in a silent gasp.

I bit my inner cheek as I slightly cast my gaze away and back to Jin's.

Can somebody please speak up and end my misery. Was it that bad?

"Woah." Jin only managed a single word but it held the same feelings I felt in all honesty.

"If it was that good then don't mind me." Jungkook jumped up and forced himself into the spot between Jin and I. This forcefully made both Jin and Taehyung scoot back as Jungkook looked at me with sparkling eyes.

"If you're allowing taste tests, please allow me to have the next one."

"Was that a pick-up line because it was pretty bad."

"Shut up shortie."

"Excuse me?"

I laughed before leaning in and placing a similar peck on Jungkook's lips. The texture of his lips seemed a touch rougher, but was plump nonetheless. I don't think I'll ever get over these tingles. A light shiver ran up my spine as I felt Jungkook's lips curl up against my own.

The kiss was short and sweet, yet as soon as I pulled back, Jungkook tried to follow by leaning in.

Yoongi's arms wrapped around me as he abruptly tugged me back and caused Jungkook to instantly lose the touch of my lips. I leaned up to see Yoongi with a dissatisfied expression.

"Back it up bunny boy."

"Hyung no fair. You kissed her twice."

"Don't bring that up. You'll reach that point eventually, I was just there first." Yoongi winked as Jungkook narrowed his eyes.

I looked over to see the remaining four boys patiently watching with eager expressions.

"I uh- who's next?" I only managed to squeak out the words as I instantly hid my face in my hands to hide the embarrassment.

"You don't have to contin-"

"No Joon. I understand that you all respect me and my wishes, but I honestly don't find any point in prolonging the inevitable. I trust you guys enough now and I'm willing to give you this at least." I let out a tiny smile as Namjoon's lips slowly lifted up.

"I see. Can I go next then?"

"Aw hyung I was gonna."

"Sorry Jiminie, you can play rock-paper-scissors against Taehyung cause I call dibs going after." Hoseok grinned as Jimin shot him a betrayed look.

Jimin turned and made eye contact with Taehyung.

Then they simultaneously said, "Dibs."

"Ah shit! Do we really-"

"Yes."

Jiminie grumbled but stood up as I did. We switched spots and both boys began their little competition as I focused on Namjoon and Hoseok both sat in their seats with patient positions.

"Well, uh-"

Namjoon stood up and instantly towered over my frame. It was a bit intimidating as he leaned down and I instantly cast my eyes to the floor.

His hand lightly grabbed my chin before tilting it up gently.

As soon as I made eye contact, it was as though my eyes were trapped in a metaphorical cage, forced to solely focus on Namjoon's as his pupils dilated and edged closer.

It was too soon before I felt the hush of his breath a split second before our lips gently met in a caressing gesture.

The tingles started up, and although they were familiar, they were oh so different each time.

It was a different person that I was with and they all had their own auras. My head couldn't possibly wind over how I was kissing each of these males (and had a couple more to go), however I watched as Namjoon's eyes softly shut as he pressed a bit forward.

I couldn't help but follow suit as I tilted my head just a smidge to avoid having our noses clashing so much.

It felt like a minute, but in reality was a couple seconds, before Namjoon began backing up slowly. I could feel his resistance to stay as he barely backed up a millimeter per second. As soon as our lips separated, it was like a cold winter breeze that wakes you up in an instant.

Opening my eyes, I already see Namjoon looking down at me with a dazed expression and a soft smile set on his lips.

"Sweeter than sweet."

Tensing up at his remark, he let out a soft smile before backing up and slumping down in his seat as if he just returned from a long day. He still had that stupid dopey grin and I was about to tell him to straighten up before a slight nudge on my arm got my attention.

Hoseok had a small smile set on his face as his eyes glimmered with eagerness, and a hidden longing.

I let a nervous smile shine back as I leaned over the arm of the couch to get closer to him. He leaned forward as well before we were mere inches apart.

My breath hitched as he suddenly closed the space to make us centimeters apart.

"Calm down, enjoy the moment."

He gave me only a moment to catch my breath before he smashed our lips together.

Hoseok's lips were soft, and although this kiss was abrupt, his motions were gentle. He lightly tightened his grip on my arm as I felt blown away from the atmosphere of the kiss.

I felt completely elated and was left with a giddy feeling in the aftermath. It was such an ephemeral moment and he seemed to pull away too soon. I watched as he backed up with a satisfied grin that grew wider the longer we held eye contact. I couldn't help but return it as he let go of his hold on my arm politely. 

It wasn't long before I felt a shift in weight besides me and turned to see Taehyung eagerly looking at me. Jimin sat on the other side of him with a prominent pout.

"I was the first to ask for a kiss and yet I'm the last to receive one." He grumbled as Yoongi sighed before ruffling his hair in an affectionate gesture.

Taehyung turned and mockingly stuck his tongue out.

"You'll get your turn soon, but I won fair and square."

Taehyung instantly turned back to me and in a flash he had his face positioned very close.

My breath hitched again as I admired his features this close. All their features were mesmerizing, but he was just bewitching. I was in a frozen state and dumbly watched as he edged forward and shut his eyes. As soon as our lips slightly brushed, my eyes shut on their own accord and he automatically tilted his head to fit our lips together.

His lips pressed harder against mine as if he couldn't wait to be gentle. He slightly moved his lips against mine as he tilted his head further. I instantly felt overwhelmed by his presence alone as I was bombarded with shivers and the familiar light-headedness.

I definitely knew he was trying to prolong it for as long as he could because it was way longer than most of the others had taken. It wasn't until the sensation of his lips were instantly removed from mine that I opened my eyes and saw Jimin holding the back of his shirt with a scrutinizing glare.

Taehyung could only sheepishly grin back as Jimin stood up.

"Switch."

Taehyung frowned before scooting closer to Yoongi.

Jimin took his spot and looked over at me. His eyes instantly softened and lit up in an instant.

"I hope you're not too tired to bless me with one more?"

I let out a small smile before replying, "Not at all."

"Great. I plan to redeem that rain check now."

Jimin cupped my cheeks before smashing our lips together. I could only let out a surprised gasp before Jimin's lips covered my own. His had to be one of the plumpest because it felt like a legit pillow against my own. His lips coaxed my own to lean more towards him as he maintained eye contact.

It didn't feel that awkward watching him. His eyes were so sweet and held a look of pure happiness. As tingles wrapped around me from the sensation of the kiss and my head buzzed, I felt like it was my limit.

I backed away first so that I could clear my head a bit before it got too foggy and full of Jimin.

I took several breaths as the room remained silent. My head felt fuzzy and my body wouldn't stop recalling the pleasurable tingles it received from the kisses. I instantly wanted more from each boy. Yet, I also felt like more would make my brain explode from the overwhelming overload of happy signals.

After a minute of staring solely at the floor and trying to regain my conscience, I finally looked up. They all had their gazes set on me and looked a bit concerned.

Yet happiness glimmered in each of their expressions.

These were my first kisses with each of my soulmates. 

I'd consider this to be my first real one with Yoongi as well.

Although all held a tinge of difference between them, they all felt right.

❀♡❀

A/N: Minorly edited because I legit couldn't focus over my blushing ugh. I'm sorry I couldn't capture the magical essences of their kisses in lyrical words, but enjoy what I'm sure you've all been waiting for 😂 

You guys, what the heck is up with ya'll. I was bombarded with an overload of comments and votes. And the final deadliest blow... WE HIT 500 FOLLOWERS?? (I say we because all that I have has been a group effort). You guys, I laughed like a freaking maniac when I saw because i couldn't freaking believe it. AND WE JUST HIT 550, I JUST CHECKED. BRUHs.

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Question Time! What is the best way to cheer you up on a bad day?

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