There's This Guy

So there's this guy I just know,
he wears funny, haircut I dislike, messy expressions, marks are low
As I see him now, he's more than what I knew
This guy carries heavy baggages, I didn't expect to know

For months I met him to me he was just a guy,
until he expressed emotions and pursuing me, he tried
I didn't met him halfway I'm just waiting until he get tired,
because guys like him I met before just left and lied

So there's this guy I wish I could love back,
but there's always reason, to me he doesn't attracts
He is the opposite of the man in my mind, lots he lacks
but I feels he love me I just couldn't love him back

I've been here before, I must know what to do,
but why does it bothers me like this, is this something new?
I know it's not, maybe hearts are just dumb, it's true,
for wanting us to be unrealistic, just us two

I think I'm the cruelest woman
I dont think I deserve him to be my man
There's a lot of features of a guy in my mind
That in the future I dream to achieve a man I really want

If he go love someone else, how would I be?
Am I gonna be fine or stare at the ceiling again at three?
Somehow he has impacts to me, when he's here, I feel a weird glee
So what am I now? falling inlove, could I be?

So there's this guy, I always wish the best for him
I hope he'll stop listening to them,
and he must stop wanting me because us is not the right rhythm
He deserves a woman who can love him back, not someone who hurts him