Ben's POV
"Can you help me unzip this?" Rey calls out. I enter the bedroom and see her trying to pull the back zipper down. I use the force to pull it down for her. "Why didn't I think of that?" She turns around and smiles at me.

MATURE WARNING
"So are you going to undress me or not?" She smirks. I smile and immediately use the force to pull her dress down the rest of the way. she steps out of the dress that surrounds her ankles. She raises her hand and my jacket is pulled off my body and my tie begins loosening. I undo the buttons on my shirt and soon enough I'm down to my boxers.

We glaze into each other eyes until Rey walks over to me. She jumps on to me and locks her legs around my waist. I have one hand on her thigh and the other undoing her bra.

We're both finally naked when I lay her down on the bed and crawls on top of her. She locks her legs around me and pushes me to the side and ends up on top of me. She pins my hands down and begins kissing my neck. I bite my lip and my breathing increases. Rey kisses down to my collar bone then begins grinding on me. I feel myself going hard and moan. "Rey." I take a breath. "You tease."

She releases my hands and smiles at me then adjusts herself on top of me.

I hold her hips and grip then harder as I feel how perfectly tight she is.

I hear her breathing speed up as well.  She leans back down and begins kissing my lips with a firey passion. I take over the pace and hold her hips in place as I speed up and she breaks the kiss to moan. Her fingers tangle themselves up in my hair and I see her biting her lip.

"Hold on." I turn us and begin pushing into her again further this time.

She begins to moan again... louder now. "Ben." She moans out and I smile at her. Her eyes are closed, mouth open breathing heavily, and one hand gripping the covers, the other my hair.

Her hand comes from the cover and runs down my back. Her nails lightly scratch down my back and it turns me on. I go faster and Rey breaths hitches then she bites her lip.

I can feel her body tensing as she's getting close to climaxing. She pulls my head down and kisses my lips hungrily for more.

I kiss her back and I feel her bite my lower lip. I pull away and bite her neck.

"Ben." She moans out quietly. It sends a wave of pleasure throughout my body and I climax.

"Rey." I moan back at the same level while I feel her body shake slightly against mine.

She catches her breath and I collapse next to her. Her hands cups my jaw. "I love you Ben."

"I love you Rey."

MATURE WARNING OVER

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I wake up and look over at the clock. It's 10 in the morning. I look at Rey who remains naked from last night. She lays with her back to me and her hair falling out of it's updo from last night.

My move closer to her and wrap an arm around her. I can sense her waking. "Good Morning sweetheart." I grumble.

"Mmm good morning handsome." She intertwines her fingers with mine. "We missed breakfast. Again."

I chuckle. "Well we needed to regain our strength."

"Yeah, but we should be getting up for breakfast."

"So you want me to get up and eat something in the morning?"

"Yes, we both should."

"Ok." I pull away and duck under the covers. I feel her hand grab my hair. "What? You told me to eat something." I remove the covers from on top of me.

"No, eat food."

"I was going to sweety." I grin.

"Nothing sweet for breakfast than." She grins back and let's go of my hair.

"That's no fun." I climb out of bed and walk into the bathroom. "At least join me in the shower."

"No funny business?"

I turn around and smile at her in the doorway. "No promises."

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I hold the door open for Rey as we head out for lunch. "When is your meeting today?"

"No idea, should I ask someone?"

I shrug and take her hand. We walk down the hall way towards the dining room when we begin to pass two workers. Rey stops and brings me to a stop as well.

"Excuse me sir?" She speaks to a man with curly blonde hair and oversized glasses.

"My name is Matt." He stands from the panel is he working at and helps the woman up next to him.

"Isabella." She holds out her hand and realized it's dirty, but Rey shakes it anyway.

"I'm Rey. Nice to meet you both. I had a question."

"Ask away." Isabella replies.

"Do you happen to know when the meeting for fighters is today?"

"Umm. I could check on that." Matt speaks up. He pulls out a folded piece of paper and pushes his glasses up.

I shift my weight and attempt to blow a piece of hair out of my face. Rey looks up at me and moves it gently, then smiles at me.

Matt clears his throat and she looks back. "It appears to be at 1:30 this afternoon."

"So you two should have plenty of time to eat before going." Isabella chimes in.

"What room is it in?" I ask and Matt glances over with kind of a shocked look that I actually am talking.

He then looks down at the paper again. "Conference Room A."

"Where is that located?"

"Next to Conference Room B." He sneers.

Isabella places a hand on his shoulder. "Do you know where the Ballroom is?" We nod. "Go pass it and the hall of rooms there, after passing through the hall there is a staircase to your left. Go up and to your right. There will be a stretch of windows to your right and it'll be the thrid door on the left."

"Thank you so much." Rey smiles.

"No problem. Anything else we can do for you today?"

"No thank you." We both say at the same time. Isabella smiles at us and Matt rolls his eyes before crouching back down to the panel.

We contuine down to the dining room and meet with Poe, Finn, Chewbecca, Johanna, Phasma, Sassy, and Alexa.

There's one seat at the table and I pull it out for Rey who refuses.

"What do you want to eat?" She asks wrapping her arms around me when I sit.

I look over my shoulder at her. "Something sweet."

She ruffles my hair into my face. "As sweet as Leia is, I'm not into incest."

Chewbecca laughs loudly, harder than  I think he should, but I enjoy his Wookie laugh.

Rey leaves and comes back a couple minutes later while I talk with the others. She sets a plate of food down in front of me then sits on my lap.

"Oh I'm sorry. I didn't see you there." Rey grins at me. I roll my eyes and wrap my arms around her waist. She feeds me a grape.

"Why don't you ever feed me my food?" Poe asks Finn.

"Oh I'm sorry." Finn gets up and sits in Poe's lap.

"That's more like it." Poe grins.

Finn takes a buttered bread roll and runs it into Poe's nose. "Oops." He pulls away revealing Poe's buttered nose.

"Now that's more like it." Sassy says as Phasma almost dies of laughter.

Finn sits back in he chair. "Someone's trying to butter me up." Poe smiles at Finn. Finn rolls his eyes and grabs a napkin to clean it up.

Rey's POV
There's a knock on the door. "That should be Finn."

"Mind if I walk with you both?"

"Sure, but I don't think you can attend."

"That's fine. As long as I can spend some time with you." He intertwines his hand with mine.  I smile and pull him over to the door as Finn knocks again.

I swing open the door. "Ready?"

"Yeah, let's go." Finn says with a smile.  I lead Ben out. "You know you can't go in the meeting right Ben?"

"Yeah, but I can walk you guys right?"

"No problem with that." Finn smiles again.

"I think I'll join then." Poe says closing his door and Finn's smile turns into a huge, cheesy grin.

We contuine down the hall and make our way towards the Ballroom then pass it and through the hall of rooms. "Race ya." I smile at Ben.

"You're on."

"Oh this is gonna be good." Poe smiles.

"And the racers are at the bottom of the stairs, preparing for take off." Finn announces.

I glance over at Ben who has a smirk on his face. "You're gonna lose Scavenger."

"We'll see." I look back at the stairs.

"Ready? Set, go!" Finn shouts.

Ben and I take off running side by side. He begins taking three steps at a time while my small legs allow me to do two.

He's  getting close to the when top when I reach out and force freeze him. I walk up the rest and smile when I pass him. "Cheater." He sneers.

"There weren't any rules." I say as I turn to face him at the top of the staircase.  "I win." I smile and unfreeze him.

"No, I win." He walks up and slides his arms around my waist pulling me in.

"And how's that?" I cross my arms.

"Because I have you." I look into his eyes and I cross my arms.

"Well I won awhile ago then."

"Care to explain?" He looks at me confused.

"I had you wrapped around my finger the moment Luke left Yavin 4." He gives me an eyeroll.  "So technically I've had you longer since I didn't let you "have" me until later."

"Did you just air quote me?"

"Yes. You said you win since you "have" me when you don't own me." I chuckle, but Ben's face is serious.

"I don't have to own you to have you." He unwraps his arms from around me and I withdraw my hands from him.

Poe and Finn finish walking up the stairs. "I own BB8, but I wouldn't say I have him."

"See." Ben says.

"So what would qualify as having?" I ask them both.

Ben looks down at his shoes, Poe rubs his neck, and Finn has his thinking face on.

"Wait a minute, Ben." Finn says and Ben looks up at him. "The First Order used to act like they own the troopers."

"I'd like to think that I did own the troopers."

"So you admit that you owned me? That you had me?" Finn wiggles his eyebrows.

Ben chuckles. "Yeah." Ben steps towards Finn. "I guess you could consider yourself my ex-slave." He places his hand on Finn's face and gives a sympathic look. They all burst out laughing and I chuckle a little.

When they stop I finally speak up again. "That's funny, he doesn't look like Lillian." I turn and walk towards Conference Room A.

I turn around, "Coming boys?"

"Yeah." Poe says and starts walking and Ben and Finn follow.

They reach me and Poe asks. "So Rey, what would you qualify as having someone."

"I don't know exactly. I mean us ladies can have children, but that's genetic. Relationship wise I guess marriage would be having someone."

"That makes the most sense." Finn chimes in.

"Yeah, so having someone is marriage okay? Okay. Now boys, if you'll excuse Finn and I, we'll be on your way." I open the door and jester for Finn to go in. He enters and I go in behind him. I look around the table and see some familiar faces. I notice Sassy who nods a greeting at me and head over to her. I sit with her to my left and Finn on my right.

"Who's Lillian?" Finn  whispers.

"Kylo Ren's ex slave I sent to live on Hoth."

"Are you really mad at Ben?"

"What? No."

"Then why did you call him Kylo Ren?"

"Kylo Ren and Ben are two seperate people. One brings joy and happiness, the other brings pain and suffering."

"But you love them both right?" Sassy enters in the conversation.

"No." I play with the pen in front of me. "I love Ben Solo."

"Would you kill Kylo Ren?"

I bite my lip nervously. Could I honestly kill him? Kill the monster trapping my Ben inside of himself.

A single tear rolls down my cheek. I close my eyes. "No. If I kill Kylo then I loose Ben too."

There's an awkward silence.

"Welcome everyone to Fight Club!" Leia cheerfully says as she takes over the podium at the head of the table. "First rule about Fight Club. Don't talk about Fight Club." Some of the fighters in the room laugh.

I smile and wipe the tear. "Okay, now that I have everyone attention. This as you may notice, isn't all the resistance fighters we have."

I look around and notice the small amount of fighters here. I see Phasma sitting next to Emi and another girl, I nod hello at her and she does the same.

"The people in this room are here for special orders."

I look at Finn and smile, who's grinning at me.

"You will either be part of the front line or a special mission to capture General Hux."

I want to kill Hux.

"Rey." Leia looks at me. "Will be your Leader for the special front line group that is to push the First Order back and to an area off on the side where the ewoks will be ready to attack above." She points to a map displayed behind her.

"We'll have the high ground." I smirk as Luke and Johanna walk in.

"That's right Rey. We'll be able to destroy any ground vechiles they have. Last time they had." Luke walks over to the screen and moves the map, pulling out a picture of some kind of walker that has 2 legs and a square head. "Last time they had these." He finishes his sentence. "We crushed the tops with logs that the ewoks built."

Some of us laugh. When the laughter dies down I speak up. "Who will be leading the mission for Hux?"

"Phasma will." Leia speaks. "On Phasma's team is... now let me see here." She looks down at a piece of paper. "On Phasma's team is Mari, Dover, Kenzie, Ron, and KK, and Johanna will be your cover in the sky." I look over at Phasma who is grinning at Johanna. I look over at Finn.

"She didn't say your name."

"That means I must be with you." He smiles wider.

"The ones I just announced with stay after for your battle plan. The remaining of you will be under Rey and Emi's order."

Sassy nudges me. "Looks like your stuck with me."

"I think we'll make a kick ass team." I grin.

"I thought we were a kick ass team." Finn whines.

"We still are, we've just recruited some more people."

"Don't worry Finn, it's not like we'll become best friends and she'll invite me to sleep over and we'll braid each other's hair."

"And Ben's." I chime in.

"Yeah, and talk all night."

"About the time I kicked your ass and escaped Kylo Ren without help."

"Oh and when you tried to beat up Rey's now fiancé. Then she'll ask me to be the Maid of Honor."

"But you'll refuse to wear an ugly dress I picked out, so we'll make you the best man."

"Kicking you out of the picture."

"Yeah but don't worry Finn." I place a hand on his shoulder. "That'll never happen."

"Never." Sassy shakes her head and starts laughing.

Finn's face is priceless.

"Can I have everyone's attention again? Thank you." Leia says. "How about you tell everyone about yourself Rey."

"Umm. Okay." I bite the inside of my lip.

"Stand please."

I stand up and look at Phasma who gives an encouraging smile.

"Well, my name is Rey. I used to live on Jakku until I meet BB8 and Finn. I went on an amazing journey meeting lots of people and ended up finding out I have force powers. I trained with Master Luke for a year, contuined some training with Ben Solo, and that's about it."

Sassy nudges me. "Yeah?"

"What did you do on Jakku? Where's your family? And how did you end up dating Ben Solo your trainor?"

I laugh softly to myself. "Well on Jakku." I look back to address everyone. "I was a scavenger. I lived in an old AT-AT, scavenged in old battleships, and traded my findings for food and parts, that I used to build a speeder, at Niima Outpost. I ended up on Jakku when I was a little girl and my parents left me. I don't remember much of my childhood."

"And Ben?" Sassy asks again.

I laugh softly at first. "We met at Takodana in the forrest, he was looking for BB8 and found me instead." I laugh again. "He kidnapped me."

"So you fell in love with your kidnapper and that's how you escaped?"

"Hardly." Phasma speaks up. "She used a Jedi mind trick on one of my troopers."

"Then when she was escaping with me back to the Falcon she kicked Kylo's ass." Finn laughs.

"I started falling for him on Yavin 4 after Luke abandon me there with him." I shoot a look at Luke.

"Not my fault you took off before hearing the whole plan, young one."

"Okay, Captain Emi your turn."

I sit and Emi stands. "Well sorry to disappoint, but I have no love life." Everyone chuckles. "My family has always been the Resistance, it started when my great grandfather Rex was a stormtrooper and later Captain. He fought along side Anakin Skywalker and his padawan Ahsoka Tano. I remember hearing all sorts of stories about him that he told his children. My grandmother being one of his and then she had my mother and my uncle.  My uncle loved hearing about my great grandfather and became a resistance fighter. He would visit my mother, brother, and I on vacation and teach me some moves. He died unfortunately in battle, so I joined the Resistance for him and my great grandfather Rex."

"Did any of Captain Rex's kids join the Resistance?" A fighter asks.

She smiles. "No, he kept his family a secret and told them they were forbidden to join I believe the group at the time was known as the Rebels."

"Oh okay, that makes sense. So did Captain Rex inspire you to become a Captain?"

"Yes, him and my uncle."

"Okay Phasma, your turn?"

Emi sits and we all look at Phasma who stands up awkwardly. "Umm. Well I don't have a love life or cool family history."

She looks around. "Umm. Well I used to be Troop Captain when I was with the First Order and General Leia allowed my title to be transferred when I came with Rey and Ben Solo. I know a lot about the First Order and it's weaknesses."

"That'll come in handy."

"Yes it will Mari. Which is why I have complete faith in her that she and her team will complete their mission." Leia says. "Okay back to Rey and Emi's group. You'll meet tomorrow morning at the Launch Zone Two after a very early breakfast. You'll be traveling together in a transport shuttle and land on Endor. Once on Endor, there's a group of Ewoks assigned to specifically protect you."

"Why us?" Finn speaks up.

"Because you are all very valuable to the Resistance in some way."

"Then why put them at the front line?" Phasma asks.

"Because they are among our toughest fighters."

"Then why isn't Ben or Luke assigned to that group?" Phasma asks creating tension.

"Ben will be helping break through to their communication lines."

"And I will be helping the Ewoks from the tree tops." Luke chimes in.

"Alright. Now you are all dismissed exact Phasma's team and I need to see Finn, Emi, and Rey for a moment, so talk among yourselves."

My team begins to walk up and we shuffle over to Leia.

"I have some comm-links for you." She pulls out a small box with some comm-links. "Here you go." She hands us each one. "Your number is underneath. May I?" I hand hers mine. "So Emi will you add Rey's number to your comm-link by pressing this button." She presses the button for Emi. "And enter the number using this." She touches a few more buttons. "And done."

"Got it, but how do we delete numbers?" Finn questions her.

"You'll turn these back in and we'll clear them. Any other questions?" I shake my head no and so do they. She hands me the comm-link. "Okay dismissed, but Rey before you go."

"Yeah?"

"Here's one for Ben."

"Thank you." I take the comm-link and hug her.

Ben's POV
I'm sitting on a window sill looking out at the scenery, replaying what just happened.

Rey defines having as marriage?

I thought I had her already. I want to have her. Am I ready for marriage though? Do I want to be with her the rest of my life? Does Rey want to be stuck with Ben Solo, old commander of the First Order, guy who killed his father among many others, and kidnapped her the first time we met.

I run a hand through my hair. I'll never know unless I ask.

Should I ask her?

It's too soon.

We have a force bond though.

It's practically destiny right?

I hear a door open, bringing me out of my thoughts. I see people leaving and know Rey will be out soon.

I look back out the window and run a hand through my hair. My palms are sweaty and I'm biting my lip.

I want to have Rey.

I want to marry Rey.

"Hey Ben." I look over and see Finn looking down at me.

"Hey, sorry was thinking." I stand up and wipe my sweaty palms on my shirt.

"You seem nervous." Finn looks down at my hands then back at my face. "Sweaty palms, distracted, and has most likely been sitting in the same position since we went to our meeting. What were you thinking about?"

"Rey."

"She's not mad at you, you know."

"Well that's good to hear, but I wasn't worried about that."

"Then what's got you so nervous?" Finn pauses "You didn't hear what was said in there did you?" Finn points over his shoulder.

"No, what was said?"

"Well Rey and I are on the same team." Finn says sounding like he's trying to cover something.

"And?" I raise my eyebrows.

He sighs. "She's one of the leaders for the front line."

"What?" I shout. "How could my mom do that to me?"

"Calm down Ben."

"Calm down? I'm not going to just calm down!" I go to punch the marble wall and Finn grabs me.

"Ben calm down! What will Rey say or even think if she comes out and sees you pissed punching a wall?"

I sigh loudly with a harshness to it. "She'll see me as Kylo Ren." I rip my arm from Finn's grip. I bite my lip and I feel tears building up. "I can't lose her Finn." I almost start crying.

"I'll protect her Ben, Poe will be flying above us watching over us. Maybe you can get Leia to have a spare ship on standby just in case we need you."

I take a deep breath. "You're right. Rey's a strong fighter."

"Yeah, she kicked both our asses." Finn laughs.

I grin and I hear the door reopen. I turn and see Rey smiling.

"You waited?" She smiles.

"Of course, my love."

"Well this is for you." She holds out a comm-link. I take it and adjust it on to my wrist. She takes hers off. "And my comm number is 559-460-0117."

I chuckle. "117, like A117." She smiles at me.

"Yeah like our old room."

"Okay I have it entered." Finn says. He presses a button down. "Rey can you hear me?" He speaks into it.

"No."

"You might want to turn it on." I tell her and push it on.

"Test test." Finn speaks into it again and we hear him again through her comm-link.

"There we go." I smile at her. She slaps my chest.

"Whatever." She rolls her eyes. "Let's go."

I slide my hand into hers. We walk down the hall to the stairs. I let go of her hand and scoop her up.

"Why?" She asks and wraps her arms around my neck.

"So you don't try and race me." I say and smirk at her.

"Are girls always competitive?" Matt asks passing us on the stairs.

"Yes we secretly love the heat of battle." Isabella replies rolling her eyes and tugging on his hand that is intertwined with his. "And hearing we're right."

"Of course, I should have known." Matt says.

I look back at Rey in my arms. "So do most girls look the heat of battle?"

"Mmm." She hums and puts a thinking face on.

"Wait don't anwser that." She raises an eyebrow. "You're not like most girls... or any girl I've meet."

She kisses my cheek. "I love you Ben Solo."

"I love you future Mrs. Solo."

"So you want to have me?"

We reach the bottom of the staircase and I set her down. "Yeah, I mean, if you'll have me, I would love to marry you."

"If that's your way of asking I'm not impressed." Finn chimes in.

Rey laughs. "Propose with a ring and we'll see."

"I'll take what I can get." I slide my hand back into hers and contuine walking.

A/N: Oh my maker! Over 4000 words!!! I'm so sorry I hadn't  posted sooner! I wanted to fit so much into this chapter and now it's so long, I should of just wrote 2 chapters.

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