written: july 14, 2019 (day 5)

you said no.
(it happened)
you don't want to be alone.
(no one's checked up on you)

it's selfish
(to want to cry)
but how can they not care?
(I'VE LOST CONTROL)

please tell me you love me
(say it wasn't my fault)
i don't trust myself to be alone
(i'm the only one for miles)

-WHY THE FUCK AM I ALONE