11:31 PM
Frey?

11:33 PM
Yeah?

11:35 PM
I saw hope today.

11:36 PM
That's wonderful

11:42 PM
But it is crashing me down again, i don't get more than a few minutes

11:45 PM
That's enough, corin. Those minutes will become hours and days and months and years

11:47 PM
Honestly? I feel like giving up

11:48 PM
But i can't. When youre constantly fighting you forget how to be weak

11:49 PM
And Frey, stop telling me i'm strong and that everything is enough

11:49 PM
It isn't. But sometimes i think it will be one day. Letting go is hard

11:52 PM
Letting go of what? Me or the darkness

01:47 PM
Both, I guess. Darkness is something familiar, lonely, you know. Its secure, it doesn't change

01:55 PM
And you are also familiar. But neither lonely nor secure and when I'm falling for you again i'll be my most vulnerable self and it's haunting me. So maybe Ill have to leave at some point, thats what you agreed to

02:01 PM
Do you think it would work out? Just friends?

02:03 PM
Stories change, Frey. This isnt your fairytale love anymore, you already destroyed that. No wedding, no kisses and no firework.

02:05 PM
Actually, take back the kissing stuff. When I'm drunk and desperately trying to feel alive that may happen. And please just kiss me back

02:06 PM
Okay.