Adora

It's almost midnight but I can't sleep because I'm too worried about glimmer. I'm in her room with her and I'm sleeping on some blankets on the floor. She said she was fine but I can tell when she's lying. I feel as if I need to protect her and all costs.
She's definitely capable of protecting herself...but I just can't help but worry.

There hasn't been much to do lately. The horde has laid off on attacks and there's no errands or places we need to visit. So I've just been training all the time. We do have a meeting tomorrow afternoon with the princess alliance. We're just going to discuss troop distribution and some other stuff.
*tap tap*
I jolt at the sound and swiftly turn myself to face the large window. I don't see anything. I'm in a battle stance still on edge. I look at all the windows throughout the room and see nothing.  Maybe it was just a tree?
*thud thud*
Okay that is not a tree. " who's there." I shout in a whispered voice. I don't get a reply but only a figure appear in front on the glass window. It's so dark outside I can only make out a black silhouette. Okay time for a quick battle manoeuvre!

I fly open the window and tackle the person onto the floor as quietly as I can.
" who are you!" I shout a little louder. In response I only get a small laugh.
"Hahah." I know this laugh.
Catra....

I let her go and shut the window so I can't allow anymore cold to get in.
I switch on a small lamp so I can get a better view of Catra.
" What the hell our you doing here." I ask sourly with a grimace plastered onto my face.
She smirks at me. " Well you see I came to pay my little back stabber a visit." She coos and sticks out her tongue.
I roll my eyes.
"Leave now." I say sternly.

" oh now. But Adora you see I just got here." She walks over to me and traced a finger down my face.
I shiver at the touch. "Sorry about the battle, I guess it caused more casualties than I thought." Catra smiles unsympathetic for her actions.
"You think it's funny Catra! Do you know how many people could've lost there homes because of you little scheme."
Catra shrugs her shoulders.
"I dunno and I don't care."

She's really pushing my buttons.
" Catra how can you not want to leave the horde after knowing what they do to innocent people?!" I say letting my emotions get the better of me.
"Adora, unlike you I've know what the horde does for ages and I don't care about it. I'm not a PRINCESS like you okay , I don't have a kind heart and what to save ever person in destress I see."
She finishes.
" Why have you come here then? Leave and don't show yourself in front of me again." I say now clearly agitated.
" I came here because....I've still got some feelings left over from what we had."

She pushes me forcefully back against the cold wall. I fight to be free but she pushes tighter and places a kiss on my lips.
Catra and I...had something while I was in the horde. We never confirmed it but it was there and we both embraced it. But since leaving the horde I have also left any feelings for Catra there as well.
Her kiss is bitter and forceful. It's not heartwarming it's rather heartbreaking. She clasps onto my sides and pushes her self against me. I do kiss back... not because I want to but because it just naturally happens. After a small makeout session she lets go.

" That's what you left." She says.
I walk to the window and open it up.
" leave and never come back. I don't want you Catra..... you've hurt me too much for wanting anything like this." I can tell she's hurt too and she takes and deep breath in and jumps from the window into the nearest tree without even saying a word.

I shut the window and sink to the floor. I let out a groan. " for gods sake Adora what's wrong with you." I say out loud clasping chunks of my hair.
Everything about that felt horrible. This kiss, the speaking. Everything.
I look up to Glimmers bed and smile. At least she safe and okay.
I get up and climb up to her bed. I peer over and see her sleeping face. It quite peaceful looking. " get better soon Glimmer." I whisper and brush a strand of hair away from her face.

She starts to stir up and move around, so I climb down abiding to wake her up. Maybe if she's better tomorrow her Bow and I could go go to town together. That would be nice. Plus I want to try more of those lovely flavoured foods.

Finally I rest my head down on the pillow and start to drift off to sleep.

Glimmer

What was Catra doing here? What were her and Adora doing?! All I could do was hear everything because I couldn't look. I wasn't asleep yet....
I want to confront Adora about this tomorrow but I don't know what to say. I should just get some sleep and think of this.

An: thanks for 1k reads 🤗 I hope you're enjoying this book! It's a bit slow with glimmadora but I don't want to rush the relationship I wanna build it up a bit.