It was horrible i wanted to talk to her but i couldn't ,i have to go back to school tomorrow-great! Im so ready for that ... NOT.

I am im the middle of packing my stuff and ive just got this constant pain in my rib. I just ignore it. I just want to get back home and finiah this damn holiday. I let the salty tear role down my face as i put away my last t-shirt, i didnt know wether to stay with Thomas. I sort of missed what i had with Jacob. I missed that alot.

I picked up my phone as it was vibrating again. It was Rose!

**i answer it**
"H..hello?" I said
"Hey, Lily. Are you okay?" She asked concerned.
"Im fine thanks. Look im sorry i took Thomas away from you. Im going to leave him. You can have him back. I need time to think, i only went with him because i wad upset about Jacob. I need to fix things between me and him finally. Im so sorry." I said while fightug back tears.
"Hey noo, dont cry. Stay with Thomas. Im sorry for kissing him." She stated.
"No, i lost you because of Thomas. Your my best friend. Please forgive me and save you relationship with Thomas. I know he still loves you! Im sorry Rose"
"Thanks Lily! Im sorry too. Your my best friend, always have always will be. Ive gotta go. See ya. Ill call later. Camt wait to see you when you come back, we'll have a proper chat then. Bye."
"Bye." She ended the call.

It felt good that we were finally friends again. I practically fell apart without her. I missed Jacob so much, i just used Thomas. Yes i feel bad because i took him away from Rose, but they'll sort things out soon enough. I hope! This is my chance to go, leave now and not tell Thomas. I will leave him a note. Jacob is the one i want to be with i must tell him.

**texting Jacob .... L=Lily and J=Jacob**

L: hey, i know we havent talked in a while. Hows things?
J: Lily! Oh ... everythings fine. Hows Thomas??
L: im breaking up with him. I only went with him beacause you kissed that girl! Do you know how upset that made me.
J: i only did it to make you jealous. I knew you liked that Thomad dude. So if i did something to hurt you, then you'd know how i felt. Im sorry.
L: i'm sorry too. Im coming back home today. Meet me at our dorm?
J: sure what time.
L: around dinner time 12 ish?
J: okay sure. Ill bring costa.
L: your the best! I love you xx
J: love you too xx
L: bye xx
J:bye xx

I dragged my bags off the bed grabbed my coat and headed for the door.
"Thomas?" I said startled.
"Lily? Where are you going? We dont leave until later on." He questioned.
"T...Thomas im leaving you. Im sorry. I used you. Rose and you are still in love and i can see that so im ending us. Please let me go." I cried. He whiped away the tear that rolled down his cheak and then moved out the way of the door. I guess this is it for me and him. Now i have to hit the road and leave him behind, it breaks me slightly but my heart is for Jacob and Jacob only!

**back at home - dorm at school**
Its 11.56 i have 4 minutes to dump my stuff and wait for Jacob to come up. I just walk through my dorm room and there's sat Rose. I drop everything and run to her. We catch up and she tells me Thomas text her and they're planning getting back together.  Then she left as Jacob walked in ... i told her we'd have a proper catch up later.

"H...hey" i say awkwardly.
"Lily. Hi long time no see." He says back.
"Im sorry. I... didnt mean it." He says.
"Im sorry too. I was just trying to give you a taste of your own medicine. You kissed that girl first but that doesnt matter right now. We should talk about us!" I announce.
"I know. Ive missed you." He says quietly. We look up to each other and he pulls me into a hug.
"Ive really missed you." I say. We kiss.

Thats all ive ever wanted. Jacob back and my life nor.al again. Perfect!