After i blacked out around 3 times i was finally concious. Now i know how Rose felt when me and Thomas first got together! There were people around me mumbling words that i couldnt make out. I just knew that Jake and my 'dad' was there and so was Thomas. I could feel his soft palm up against mine ... he was cold - worried. Felt like he hadn't slept in days. Worried about me? or was he worried about the kiss? Or possibly loosing me aswell as Rose? I didnt know but what ever it was he was panicking ... as my hand was in his i could feel him trembling.

°■°■°Thomas' POV°■°■°
Shes layed there passed out and its all my fault. Ive done this to her made he that upset shed ended up in a horrible position. After all we've been through i just couldnt live without her. I cant tell her how much i love her. I've ruined everything, i've tossed away what i had with Lily just because Rose decided to kiss me. I never planned it ... i didnt even want to kiss her. We had an argument when Lily ran off into the woods and then i asked if we could continue the riverting convosation while i go lookig for my girlfriend. She agreed but then stopped me in a clearing and pounced towards me kissing me. I couldn't controll her and then finally i was able to push her off. She told me it was our last kiss and hugged me goodbye. She then ran off and i haven't seen her since. Im so mad at myself. As im sat there clutching at her hand she begins to wake up ... my heart is pounding so loud i cant controll it. She's attempting to sit but failing terribly. I just want to tell her that everything is going to be okay but i knew we had a lot to talk about until we get back to were we were. She needs to know i dont love Rose anymore and the kiss ment nothing to me!
○■○■ end of Thomas' POV bk to the story...○■○■

Laying in that bed for hours in end is agony! I cant bare it much longer. I get released this afternoon and im buzzing to leave, but not for all the heartache and arguments that were to follow up. My palm was sweaty, i guessed this was because Thomas had been holding it this whole time. I bolt upstraight and see people everywhere around my hospital room. My 'father', brother, Thomas, Robert (my former bully btw) , Jenny, Billy, Shannon and her brother? They all keep asking me if im okay and do they need to fetch a nurse but im fine i just want to go home. Eventually most of the people in the room have left and Thomas, Jake and my 'father' stay.

Jake and my 'father' go and fetch a coffee-great. Now i have to talk to Thomas! Well here goes.
"Are you okay? He asks
I turn away from him "yeah im fine! Hows Rose?"
"Rose? Seriously ... it... it was a goodbye kiss nothing else. In with you, i love you -not her." He put one finger under my chin and moved it so i was facing him. Then he pulled me into a kiss followed by a hug. I had no idea what to do, should i pull away orr...? I wasnt sure.

**back at the lodge**
Everyone was running around like my slave. I had no idea what to say, i wanted them to stop fussing and leave me alone just for a little while. I just wanted my best friend.... Rose. I sat crying after they left my bedroom - Thomas was sat next to me knowing not to say a word. Then my phone rang.

It was Rose. I left it to ring. 5 missed calls .... then 10 .... 15 ... 13 messages. I ignored them all.

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