"So when is the tour?" I asked Louis.

"In two days, so you better get packing" He smiled walking into my closet and digging into it. He took a few moments before he came out, after picking up a suitcase that has been hidden in the back for ages.

"How do I pack for two whole years," I sighed, "I'm a girl".

"Well, if Zayn can do it, you can do it" He joked, causing us both to burst out into fits of laughter.

Louis flopped it onto my bed and opened it "Let's get packing, shall we?" He smiled, doing jazz hands towards the suit case.

I rolled my eyes playfully and opened my drawers. I stared at the mountains and piles of neatly folded pieces of clothing sitting in front of me, not to mention the ones that had been put away for the summer.

"How am I going to pack all of this in my suit case?" I huffed.

"Look, just pack what you need for this season, and if you need more, we'll just buy it along the way" Louis reassured me.

I nodded and threw in some jeans, some t shirts, bras underwears, sweaters, leggings, scarfs, socks, dresses etc. until my suit case was full.

"How are we gonna close it?" I bit my lip whilst staring at the big lump that kept the lid of the suit case from zipping up.

Louis shrugged and threw me over his shoulder with ease.

"Louis!" I laughed, hitting his back with my fists, "What are you doing?"

I could tell he was smiling. He threw me down onto my suit case with a 'thud'.

I laughed and rubbed my side as he proceeded to zip it up with more ease than before I was thrown on top.

"All done" He said with pride in his voice.

I got up and dragged my suit case off my bed and put it aside against the wall of my room, so it would be out of the way.

Louis sat on my bed and flopped his back down.

I laid beside him, with about 5 inches separating us.

We stared at the ceiling for what felt like hours, in silence.

"What's it like, being famous and performing?" I asked.

Louis smiled to himself before looking up at me.

He took a breath before saying "It's an absolute rush. A dream. It's amazing to know that those thousands of people standing in front of you are chanting, holding signs up, screaming your name. Millions of people are head over in heels in love with you for doing what you love and for being yourself. It's mind boggling to even think that so many people support me in something that makes me so happy"

He shook his head, still not believing himself. "It's perfect" He breathed.

I nodded, taking in his words. I thought he would be used to by now. It's been a couple years since they made it big.

"Do you ever get used to it" I asked.

Louis shook his head "It's a new feeling every time, and it never dies down. Not even once. It's the same kind of rush that hits me every time I get on that stage"

"Sounds perfect" I sighed.

He turned to me "It is." He smiled and looked back up at the ceiling.

Suddenly, his phone rang. He rushed and picked it up "Hey- oh yeah. Oh, oh okay. I'll come. Okay. See you soon. Bye" He said before hanging up.

"I have to get going, but I'll see you in a few days" He smiled at me.

I gave a smile back "Where do I meet you guys? What are the plans?" I asked as he grabbed his jacket and threw it on.

"We're gonna pick you up at 4 am, and all you need to worry about it your suit case and you. Okay love?" He said opening the door.

"Sounds great" I grinned.

"See you soon babe" He said before giving me a quick kiss on the cheek and running out the door and into his car.

He gave me a childish wave from the inside of his car and drove off in a rush.

I smiled to myself before closing the door.

~*~

"Mom, I have to tell you something!" I shouted to her from down the stairs.

She came running down "Yes darling?" She asked.

"I have to tell you something... Very important. And I don't know how you're going to react to it" I trailed off, my eyes looking at the ground.

How was I going to tell her that I was leaving for two years...?

She stroked my cheek and smiled sadly at me "Go. It's okay"

"Harry told you, huh?" I said, remembering the bits and piece I heard of their conversation from a few nights ago..

She nodded.

"Two years is a long time mom, and I know that I'll only be visiting once in a while-"

"Ignore your head, follow your heart." She interrupted me.

"It's what you've always wanted, go for it. Fulfil your dream Lily, it's meant to be" She beamed.

I nodded and pulled her in for a hug "Thanks mom" I whispered, as I was wrapping my arms around her.

She did the same before saying "I will always love you, no matter what you do, where you go, and how far away you are from me"

"I love you mom" I said holding in the tears.

"I love you too Lily and I always will"

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