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I was ready in my most beautiful lehenga, green and yellow. Wearing all my jewellery after two days, it felt like I have become a Queen all over again. The big necklace was hugging my neck so beautifully. Maasa gifted me some jewellery this morning and this neckpiece along with earrings and tikka is so beautiful. Few attendees were helping me to be ready.

I wore the waist chain and my heart raced. I was longing for his touch and my body was demanding it now. I pushed back all the sinful thoughts and pulled my pallu up to cover my forehead. 

I took special time to groom myself today he should be awestruck looking at me. 

I am jealous enough looking at all the cousins of mine romancing with their husbands secretly and openly. Now I want to show them how much my husband loves me. 

A mischievous smile appeared on my face and I applied rose perfume on myself. He loves this fragrance. 

I filled my hairline with vermillion smilingly.

Suddenly air shifted. 

My heart skipped a beat.

He is here. 

"Bai sa... bai sa ... shahenshah aa gye" An attendee panted telling me and suddenly my whole chamber became chaos. 

I smiled widely. 

But before me all of my attendees ran out in over excitement. I frowned. "Why they all are so excited to see him? "

 I asked in confusion to Nadira jiji who was standing beside me. She smiled a bit while saying," He is shahenshah-e-Hind, begam sahiba"

"So what? He is a married man and moreover married to me, their princess." I said being grumpy all of sudden. 

I felt jealous. I know he is beautiful, very much. But this is not the way, they should not see what's mine with ill intentions.

I moved out with my puffed face and followed by Nadira jiji and stood at the terrace of first floor. 

I found all the Ajmer gathered at the main gate. My eyes widen in surprise. Why are they all so much excited? The women were giggling and talking with each other about him. Standing on their tip toe trying to get better view.

Suddenly my ears ringed with some voices around me.

"I heard he has green eyes." One said excitedly from a group of women standing a bit far from me watching the main door.

"I heard, He is so handsome and his physique is something to die for." Another said even in more anticipation. 

"I heard the Mughals have a lot of women for them, do he has as well?" Another one asked. 

"Of course, is this even a question? They have multiple wives, slaves and many more as per my knowledge." One more jumped into conversation and my heart burned. I stepped toward them. 

"My husband is not like this. He is just mine. He is owned by me only." I stated in firm voice making them shock and quite same time. 

"I will not appreciate and nonsense talk regarding him." I implored in threatening voice and they stood with their head hung low.

I moved further through the crowded gallery when maasa's attendee informed me that she has called me at the main door. 

Thank god some one remember me otherwise they were too busy in welcoming their jawaisa. 

I walked through the crowded galleries buzzing with giggles and talks, all related to shahenshah. I reach the main door after a lot of difficulties, I saw a troop was already there. 

The Mughal soldiers were entering on horses. My eyes raked behind them. The first row entered inside and the air charged up with excitement. 

My heartbeat was audible to me. 

As the next set of soldiers came into view, I saw Aatish, his horse and my cheeks warmed. As I saw it coming closer... my eyes got covered with veil. 

I frowned and looked around. It was Kanika. I pushed up my veil and she again pulled it down saying," Thoda tadpao to sahi Ishu jijosa ko. Ese dikhao mat ki tum bhi mare ja rahi thi unko milne ke liye, ese dikhao ki tumhe to yaad hi nahi aayi unki."

"Trouble him a bit Ishu. Don't show that you were also dying to meet him, show that you did not even remember him. It will be so fun"

I giggled. The idea was not bad though. 

I bit my lower lip looking at him now almost near to the main door. I felt the worms and snakes twisting in my belly and my each pore burning in excitement and anticipation. 

I can see through the veil but because my chunni is of yellow colour so the world is yellow for me now. 

As I gaze upon my  rose, astride his majestic Aatish, my heart swells with pride and adoration. His black hairs were messy from the wind, but it suits him. His aura is dominating, screaming his power and pride. The subtle green eyes are so beautiful. His eyes are like two shimmering emeralds, sparkling with warmth and vitality. The bright green hue seemed to glow from within, illuminating his entire face. 

He jumped down from the horse and set his attire very formally. His attendee offered him the sword and he held it which add more attractiveness to his warrior aura. With each deliberate step, his powerful presence seemed to command the very air around him. His broad shoulders squared, his chest out, and his head held high, he strode forward with the confident swagger of a man born to rule. 

Babasa moved ahead gripping him into hug saying," Welcome welcome, jawaisa. I heartily welcome you in Ajmer." He smiled formally nodding. 

Arya bhaisa hugged him and he too welcomed him. 

Ammi jaan and Baaz bhaisa came along as well with baby Amira. I was so exited to meet them. They all along with Shahenshah moved further and stood before maasa who was already having a big smile on her face with arti ki thali in her hands.

All the women were having veil as it is a ritual here. And his eyes were raking from one corner to other finding me. I giggled enjoying his situation.

"Jijosa to sareaam thari khoj me lage hain Ishu, dekh to" 

"Jijosa is finding you so desperately, look look" My cousin teased and I shyly looked down. They giggled teasing me more. We were standing in second line, before us stood, maasa along with bhabhisa and other elder ladies.

Maasa then did his aarti and applied tilak. I have trained him well so he did everything perfectly. I am proud of him. Bhabhisa also performed few rituals. Maasa and bhabhisa welcomed everyone.

"Padhariye jawaisa." Maasa said and everyone made space for him to walk in followed by ammi jaan and baaz bhaisa. I saw many attendees having big boxes. I think he bought gifts with him. 

I looked at all the ladies around me dying for his one look but my heart swelled with love and pride when shahenshah did not even glance at anyone and walked inside, all in his glory. Their faces fell and I smirked in victory.

I know I was behaving childish but can't help.

Once shahenshah moved in, I walked forward and meet ammi jaan and bhaisa. I asked them about their well being and picked up Amira in my arms kissing her chubby cheeks.

We all moved in and everyone settled in hall. It was late morning and everyone must be hungry so first arrangement was of breakfast. I too entered the hall along with my cousins and found shahenshah already seated on the chair. I too sat along with ammi jaan, baaz bhaisa, babasa, maasa, arya bhaisa and bhabhisa. Yash bhaisa, Shourya bhaisa and shreshth bhaisa were serving the dishes to shahenshah.

I sat beside bhabhisa diagonally from shahenshah along with Kanika and her husband sat beside shahenshah. So basically there was one row of all men and other were all women randomly sitting. I was still in veil along with all ladies. He not for once looked toward our row and keep indulge in talk with men around him.

The hall was pretty much big and buzzing with excitement. All of them were gawking at him as if he was some strange creature having face of lion, wings in place of arms and legs of giraffe along with a long long tail. 

I scrunched my nose looking at all of my cousins drooling over him openly. 

"How was your journey jawaisa?" Babasa asked and he glanced at him replying," It was good and comfortable." Maasa also asked about well being of ammi jaan and Arya bhaisa indulge in talks with Baaz bhaisa. 

Everyone begin to have the breakfast but I was not feeling like having without shahenshah sitting beside me. I noticed shahenshah having so less. My brows furrowed but I bit back my question looking at the number of guests and elders sitting.

But ammi jaan asked," Ariz, have some more. You have not eaten properly last night as well" 

My heartbeats raced. He was not having his meals properly since these days same as me. He was missing me. 

I felt flutters.

"Ammi jaan I am done." He replied politely.

"Are you not liking jawaisa? Is there any problem with food. I will make something else for you." Maasa said worriedly but shahenshah shook his head saying," It is the best food I have ever had maharani ji. Its just I am not feeling like eating, no problem at all" 

Maasa smiled and sat back while shahenshah had a little more of daal baati churma and left the dining table when everyone finished. 

I had a little as well. 

He left the hall without glancing at anyone. 

I think I should not have done this little fun. I know he do not eat without me and I did not even greet him. So stupid of you Ishu that you agreed with this idiot Kanu. 

Everyone have different equation with their husband. I should have followed my heart. 

I need to meet him and feed him.

I uncovered the veil instantly. I walked out of hall and found him standing with bhaisa and other men talking. I waited for their talks to end but they begin to take a tour of palace. My face fell. 

Is he angry with me?

He did not ask for me even for once.

My heart clenched more and tears brimmed in my eyes. 

It was evening already and shahenshah was not here till now. I was worried for him. He has not eaten properly since three days. 

All the women were dancing and applying mehendi as tomorrow is final day. The hall was filled with giggles and laughter from morning. They were so much excited and happy. 

"Ishu.. come...let her apply mehendi on your hand as well" Bhabhi sa said while her both hands were almost filled with henna. 

I shook my head and said," Bhabhisa you carry on, I will apply it a bit later"

"But its already night, when will you apply?" She asked me and I nervously looked at her saying," I will bhabhisa"

She smiled at me and I looked down. I  left the area to enter in my chamber. 

My heart raced insanely when I found him sitting on the bed. He looked at me with his piercing green eyes. His aura was so dominating which made a shiver ran down my spine. 

My feet froze instantly. My eyes flutter. The worms and snakes twisted badly in my belly.

I looked down instantly feeling my cheeks heated. 

Attendees were following me. I looked back at them and ordered," Bring the dinner in my chamber in one plate only and do not forget daal baati churma." They all left and I was all alone now.

I stepped in the very quite chamber, hesitantly. But my anklets chimed so loudly making me more and more nervous. My waist chain's tinkles and my bangles colliding were the source of my embarrassment now. With each step it was getting louder only. 

Shahenshah was reading a book very keenly that he did not even look at me after that one glance. His face was covered with book while he was sitting on the bed leaning on the headboard of bed with his legs on each other on the bed. 

I sat beside him with my racing heart and slow breaths. I was at loss of words for the first time before him. I don't know how should I begin and what should I say. I fiddled with my fingers and in process my bangles produce more sound. I abruptly stopped.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly said," Shahenshah" 

He did not budge at all. 

Perhaps my voice is very much low.

I again tried to call him but now in a little loud voice," Shahenshah"

I frowned when he did not budge again. I called him pretty loud. In no case he has not heard it. 

I nervously lowered the book he was reading and my eyes blessed with his heavenly features. But he do not look at me and keep his eyes low only.

"Rusht hain aap?" 

"Are you upset?" I asked hesitantly while putting the book aside.

"Nahi hona chahiye?" 

"I should not?" He said grumpily still looking down. My heart raced more and I wet my dry lips.

"Ham bas uphas kar rahe the" 

"I was just having little fun" I whispered looking at him clutching on my lehenga.

"Aur kar lijiye, ab kyu hta diya parda?"

"Do more.. why you removed the veil now?"  He said dryly still not looking at me and tears brimmed in my eyes. 

Why is he being too harsh, I know I have done mistake but he never speak to me like this.

I without saying anything, moved my hand hesitantly toward his cheek. I cupped his face in my palms and angled his face to me. But he still averted his gaze from me which I was not liking a bit. 

"Kyuki ham aaj subah se apne patidev ke liye saj rahe the" 

"Because I was getting ready for my husband since morning." I whispered kissing his on his cheek.

"3 din se unki vakulta se prateeksha kar rahe the"

"Was waiting for him for 3 days" I angled my face to his other cheek and kissed on it lovingly.

 "Ab jab wo hamare smaksh hain to unhe dikhaye to sahi ki unki mahroo kese tayyar hui hain, sirf unke liye." 

"Now that he is in front of me then I should show him how his mahroo get ready, only for him." With this I kissed his forehead softly but he was still being grumpy.

"Ham bhi aapse milne ke liye tadap rahe the. Par aapko to uphas karna tha. Ek baar mili bhi nahi hamse aap, ham hi pagal the jo aapko ek najar dekhne ke liye .... apni baaho me lene ke liye bechain ho rahe the." He said avoiding my gaze.

"I was also desperate to meet you. But you wanted to have fun. You did not even met me for once, I was mad one who was dying to have one glance of you... to embrace you in my arms."

I held his shoulders firmly and lifted myself up to sit on his lap sideways. My heart drummed in my ear and the worms and snakes of my belly run at full speed. 

His hands held my waist and he looked at me shockingly. My cheeks turned crimson when his eyes met mine and I leaned in to his shoulder timidly. 

"Aapka rusht hona hamse saha nahi ja raha hai shahenshah... Ham... ham teen din door the aapse or hame hi pta hai ye teen din kese beete hamare. Har samay aaphi ke baare me sochte rehte the ham. Hamara din apse shuru hota or aap par hi khatam. Raaten lambi lagne lagi thi, yeh kaksh achha nahi lagta tha, bistar khali khali lagta tha aape bina. Hame laga tha mayke aakar mukt ho jayenge un sab vicharo se par yahan aakar to aapke sameep aane ki ichhaa doguni hogyi. Hmara na chahte hue bhi hamara har katra aapki chhuan ki maang kar raha hai. Hmari deh ko aapke hontho se adhik prem ho gya hai." I whispered without knowing what I was saying. 

"I can not able to handle your anger shahenshah... I ... I was away from you for three days and I know how these days spent. I was thinking about you all the time. My day used to begin with you and end at you. Nights felt longer and this chamber was not looking pleasing, bed felt empty without you. I thought after coming here I will be free of those thoughts but  my longing to come closer to you doubled. Without even my permission, my every pore wants your touch. I think my body loves your lips more."

It was all coming from heart and reaching his heart directly.

His hold on my waist tightened and his other hand held my nape only to pull my face before him. My eyes lowered in shame and cheeks burned in timidity. 

The realisation of words was too much. I just answered his question and demanded his touch as well and I know he is not dumb to not acknowledge it. 

His lips were slightly touching mine with each breath and I was shivering slightly in his arms. 

" Rajkumari ji bhojan" 

I trembled with the sudden loud voice and footsteps become louder. I tried to move back but shahenshah glued me to his chest. I looked at him shockingly and he shook his head. 

The attendees entered the chamber and I pleaded shahenshah," Leave me please, they will serve it as a gossip till morning in whole palace."

"Let them." He whispered over my lips.

"I will be embarrassed" I tried again.

"No need, I am your husband and this is very normal between a couple." He again said.

" But we need to maintain some dignity" I opposed the idea.

"Its been three years since I am maintaining the dignity. Now not more. Let me be shameless and love my wife as I want." He husked making a strong shiver ran down my spine. 

I know he will not leave me so I stretched my hand and pulled the curtains around the bed. Soon we were covered with the curtains and I ordered," Put everything on table and evacuate the chamber."

"Okay princess" came the voice.

He was constantly looking at me with his piercing green eyes which was sending different waves of sensations in my whole body.

"We should have dinner." I tried to come out of his grip while trying to distract him.

"Have yours and then I will have mine." He said smirking a bit and I know he was not definitely talking about dinner. 

I was unable to decode his words.

I felt him lifting me up in his arms and he walked toward the couch. I held his kurta in my fist tightly because of my racing heartbeats. He settled on the couch with me and I tried to slid down. But his hand on my waist did not allow me and I also gave up. I wanted to be close to him though. 

I missed his warmth. I miss his perfume. I missed him.

He opened the lid of a big thal and delicious 56 bhog came into view. He made one morsel and forward it to me. He was still being distant. I know he is still angry. His demeanour was telling me as well as his eyes. I opened my mouth and he slid the morsel in. But before he could get his hand back, I deliberately bit on it. 

"Ouch" He winced and looked at me with questioning gaze.

"Ab aap hamari taraf dekh hi nahi rahe the to aapka dhyan aakarshit karne ke liye" 

"You were not looking at me so I did it to get your attention."  

He did not say anything. I was hating it now. Why is he being so calm and silent. Why is he not talking to me? 

He has not even kissed me yet. 

"Abhi bhi rusht hain kya aap hamse? Gussa chhod dijiye na shahenshah..." 

"Are you still angry with me? Leave this anger na shahenshah..."

"Khana kha lijiye begam sahiba"

"Have the meal begam sahiba"

My face fell. He was still angry. 

What should I do?

For now I keep this thing aside and had dinner from his hand while feeding him with mine. I was content that he was having the dinner. He was very hungry I must say. 

I feed him lovingly slightly being mischievous in between. Sometimes biting his finger or other time kissing his cheek but he was being so stubborn. 

We had dinner and I stood up from his lap calling attendees to take the utensils. Attendees left and personal maid of bhabhisa came with a bowl of mehendi telling that she has sent it. I held it and put it on the bed side table. She left.

My heart was beating slow. He was not talking to me. He again sat on the bed to carry on reading the previous book. 

I climbed the bed and lay down beside him. I put my head on his lap and he looked at me with his raised eyebrows. 

"Kshma maangte hain ham"

"I am saying sorry ." I whispered holding my both ears with my hand.

"Its okay" he replied and begin to read the book again. It broke my heart very much. He was being too much stubborn now.

I moved down from his lap and put my head on pillow while laying down facing opposite to him. Tear escaped from my eyes and I sniffled a bit.

I felt him holding my arm and with swift motion I was facing his side. He cupped my cheeks and washed the tears saying," Bacha, don't cry.."

Before he could speak more, I pushed his hand aside and shifted on my knees facing him. Anger burst out of me and I pulled the book he was reading and throw it on the couch in anger. I pushed him slightly and hovered over him in rage pushing my finger in his chest while saying, 

" Nahi sun na hame apki koi baat or na hi karni hai ab. Kshama maang li, prem bhi kar chuke, minatte bhi kar li... nahi maan na hai na aapko... rusht hi rehna hai na.... reh lijiye. Jra sa uphas kya kar liya... aapka to suja hua muh thik hi nahi ho raha. Jab se aaye hai ek baar prem se baat nahi ki hamse. Itna saj dhaj kar bethe ham aapko prasann karne ke liye or aapne aankh bhar kar dekhna bhi jaroori nahi samjha. Mat dekhiye, tayyar hi nahi honge abse ham. Teen din se aapke intejar me bethe the ham or aap ...ek baar prem bhi nahi kiya hamse... ek baar bhi gale nahi lagaya prem se... ulta ruthe bethe hain."

"I don't want to hear anything nor I want to talk. I have apologized, kissed you, pleaded even.. you don't want to be normal... want to stay angry only... okay... so be it. I have done a slight fun and your swallowed face is nowhere to be okay. Since you have arrived, you have not talked to me with love. I have got ready for you this much to make you happy but you have not spared a single glance at me. Don't look, I will not get ready from now on. I have spent three days in your wait and you... you did not kissed me even for once... you did not even hugged me for once with love.... contrast to it, you are angry."

I blabbered in anger and jumped down from bed to move out of the room still crying and said," Bethe rahiye, ham bhi nahi mana rahe ab" 

"Sit here, I will not make it up now." 

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