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I was feeling so raged and this feeling of getting humiliated was too much for me to handle.

What have I done if he admit that he has someone else as well. It is not new thing to have multiple wives. But I knew he do not have still I was feeling so much angry .

Why he mentioned this thing at first place?

More tears slid down my eyes thinking about all the things. 

How dare he say such thing to me.

I struggled to come out of his hold but he tightened more. I glared at him through my moist eyes and he hugged me once again saying,

"It was just for fun baby. You know I can never love anyone else other than you ever. No one was before you in my life and no will after you. Its just you who rule my heart. I know that I hurt you but please I am sorry" 

I did not reply feeling more and more angry over the thing. 

I just stayed in his embrace silently not replying anything. He pulled back and looked at me. After a slight glance I did not look at him again.

He hooked his finger under my chin and said," So, no sorry?"

I shook my head still not looking at him. 

"Very much angry??" He asked further and I nodded my head.

"Ghewar??" 

He asked in low voice and I glared at him hard.

He gulped and put his finger on his mouth signalling me that he is shut. 

I looked at his hand holding me from my waist and signalled him toward it. He loosened his hold on mine smiling sheepishly. 

I get down from his lap and lay on the bed facing opposite to him covering myself with blanket.

I felt him sliding down into the sheets as well. For some time I did not felt any movement around me. I pouted feeling more sad. 

He don't even need me for sleep and here I am unable to close my eyes even feeling deprived of his warmth. Anger rushed into my nerves more and I decided I will not spare him so easily.

I was planning to give him hard time when I felt his hand on my waist and next moment I was pasted to his chest with a strong pull.

I blinked my eyes and my heartbeat skyrocketed. I fisted on bedsheet tightly when I felt him sliding his arm under my head and my breath picked up pace when he put his cheek on mine. 

Warmth spread in my body and I felt like melting. 

His other hand moved on my belly and I felt his legs touching mine. A shiver ran down my spine when I felt him pushing his knees against mine and he pushed both of our knees forward. My legs were bare. His toes touched mine and I curled my toes feeling the sensations. 

My anklets produce sound when he pushed my legs and he was playing with the bells of my waist chain while rubbing his cheek with mine.

I felt like I was possessed again.

The sensations too much to handle and I melted in his arms. 

He licked my earlobe and sucked on it making me shiver and muttered," Let's sleep together now because I know you can not sleep without me and I can not without you. So be angry with me in the morning but now sleep like a good wife, okay?"

I did not reply. Not because I was angry but because the sensations were too much to handle.

He keep playing with my toes making my anklets chime while moving his hand sensually, very slowly on my stomach. His nose was tracing my whole face and neck and shoulder, erupting goosebumps. I was shivering under his touch.

Not able to handle this too much of everything I flipped my side and pushed my face in his chest breathing heavily. 

He chuckled and kissed my hairs while saying," Good night mahroo"

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When I woke up in the morning he was up already as usual. 

I rubbed my eyes and sat up only to witness him coming out of bathing room, wearing an embroidered off white kurta. He was ruffling through his wet hairs while coming out looking so good. 

His biceps puffed being more bigger and the way his kurta hugged his body. He was looking so handsome. 

He glanced at me and I looked down instantly. 

I looked at his feet coming closer and he sat on the bed before me. I did not look up because I was angry with him. 

I remember.

"So angry till now?" He asked 

I nodded looking down.

He lifted my face up using his thumb and finger. I thought he would apologize and I was also not feeling like staying away and angry from him anymore as he was guilty already. He said sorry many times at night as well and I should not push this matter more. 

But all my thoughts went in vain when ruffled his hairs before me making the droplets from his hairs sprinkle on my face. I gritted my teeth in annoyance and shrieked trying to move back.

He gripped my hands behind me and clutched them on my waist while shifting me to his lap and again moved his head more swiftly making my face drench in water. The droplets and his hair strands irritated me so much that my anger returned back with double intensity.

Instead of saying sorry he was here irritating me more. 

He stopped after a while and laughed out loud still clutching me.

I get lost in his melodious laughter. The way his soft hairs danced on his forehead when he throw his head back to laugh whole heartedly. The way his soft red lips glisten. The way his eyes twinkle with mischief and those dimples. 

Haye!

I can write a whole book on how beautiful those dimples look when ever he smiles. His dimples are the most beautiful once. So cute and small. They have my whole heart. I keep looking at it and my hand itched to touch. 

I moved my hand up and touched his cheek right at the dimple, and giggled. Its beautiful.

My body betrayed me and I gently pecked on it feeling a wave of sensations running through me making my cheeks warm. 

But as I was about to move back, my eyes met his. He was looking at me only. His eyes holding mischief and I felt so timid. I was the one who was angry and here I am kissing him. 

I hurriedly moved back and looked down with my blushing cheeks. 

I have to arise some embarrassing situations for me only. Why I can not keep myself in check when I am near him.

I heard him chuckling and he leaned in slightly,  jerking me toward him. His nose traced the side of my neck and I took a deep breath getting affected.

I felt him kissing below my ear and he whispered," You are falling for me hard mahroo and I am loving it."

"Shahenshah"

 I flinched when I heard voice of an attendee and pushed him slightly to get away from him. He looked at me and then said," Yes"

"Hujur, some ministers wanted to meet you." She said and he replied," Okay, I am coming."

He stood up and I instantly took few steps back. He moved toward me and my eyes widened in surprize. I did not look here and there but run straight into the bathing room with my raised hearbeats.

When I moved out after taking bath he was not in the chamber but the smell of his perfume was lingering still in the air. I sniffed and a huge smile appeared on my lips.

"Ohhoo... begam sahiba smiling alone.. hmm. Do tell us. What is the matter??"I heard Iqra jiji's teasing voice and found her along with Nadira jiji entering the chamber. 

I looked down blushing profusely. They will tease me a lot.

Nadira jiji made me sit before mirror and said," The way you are glowing begam sahiba... I think the night was too pleasurable."

 I palmed my face hearing them and whined," Jijjiiiiii"

They both giggled and Iqra jiji asked smiling widely," Did you tell him everything you prepared??" 

I slumped my shoulders while muttering," Not even half" 

I pouted as she said," Why?"

"Jiji his gaze makes me nervous, so much and I forget the rest of things." I said pouting more. She giggled.

"And what happen after your confession?" Nadira jiji looked at me mischievously untangling my badly tangled hairs and I looked down feeling so timid. 

I could not tell them. Definitely not.

That felt so sinful and dirty. 

I can still feel goosebumps when I think about him touching me down there with his lips.

"We can understand just by looking at your deep red cheeks that something very interesting happened last night." Iqra jiji whispered in my ear and glared at her trying to be strict. 

But she giggled at me in return. I huffed in annoyance. 

Why no one take me seriously.

"Okay don't tell us details but tell us atleast, are you feeling okay? I mean good after whatever happened? " Nadira jiji asked me.

She is the one who is most concerned about me. She always give me best advice and take care of me like an elder sister. Iqra jiji is good as well but she is naughty much.

I looked at her and nodded my head. She smiled softly at me and said," I knew it, shahenshah loves you so much and he can never hurt you"

I smiled softly and they make me ready while chatting and teasing me along side.

After prayers I went straight to Baaz bhaisa's chamber. He already left for court but baby Amira was there. She learnt to sit now. Sometimes she may fall while picking up some toys but she can sit without any help. 

I called her sitting before her," Amiraaa"

She looked at me instantly with her big eyes and giggled looking at me. She darted her arms out signalling me to pick and I giggled while picking her up.

Her melodious laughter echoed in the chamber and I kissed her chubby cheeks lovingly. She is so beautiful and so calm child. She never trouble anyone. Rukhsar jiji is too much happy handling her. 

I share greetings with her as well and took Amira out in the garden to play with her. I was not allowed to do the work till now so I spent my most time with her or ammi jaan.

I made her sit on the mat  and kissed her chubby cheeks multiple time. She giggle beautifully each time I kiss her. I played with her while talking to her animatedly. I don't understand what she is saying but talking with her felt so amazing to me. When she try to make me understand something and make her eyes more big while doing "aaa aaa". I just love her.

She loves to play hide and seek with me, I put my chunni on my face and called her," Amiraaa.... where is bua sa???"

She giggled and tried to pull my chunni away from my face. I deliberately loosened my hold and as the chunni dropped down and I said," Here I am" She laughed so beautifully. I giggled along with her kissing her cheek.

I was playing with her and I asked her again covering my face," Amuuu where is bua.."

Before I could complete I heard," Its not bua sa, its chhoti ammi"

I hurriedly pushed my veil up and found shahenshah sitting along with Amira. I squinted my gaze at him and said," Its bua sa"

He picked amira in his lap and kissed her cheek while saying," No, you are her chhoti ammi"

I pinched my brows feeling irritated and said," Shahbaaz bhaisa is my brother so I am her bus sa, okay?"

"No mahroo, Baaz is my best friend first and you became my wife first then you come to know about baaz, yeah? So she will call you chhoti ammi because my relation will over power" He said extra sweetly and I glared at him.

I ignored his words and picked up Amira from his lap and stood up.

I pretend to talk to Amira but looked at shahenshah and said," Let's go Amuu, your BUAAA SAAA is taking you to play in chamber here your FUFAAA SAAAA is not letting us play, lets go"

I smirked at him and took a step ahead when I felt my braid stuck somewhere and a sharp pain shoot in my hairs. I instantly looked back and found him holding the other end of my braid. 

He was smirking. 

I squinted my eyes at him while scolding," Shahenshahhh... leave my braid."

But instead of leaving, he pulled the braid more while smiling and with the impact I moved toward him. I glared at him while whispering," What are you up to shahenshah... someone might see us, we are in the garden" 

"I don't care" He reduced the distance between us more and I just stared at him blankly. My mind raced with the thought that anyone could see us, we were in open garden and my heart raced with his proximity.

His nose touched mine and I whispered," Shahenshahh.. "

 "Amira will call you chhoti ammi only" He rasped and I closed my eyes with his effect.

"Ariz"

I shivered when I heard ammi jaan calling him and he instantly left my braid and we stood straight. 

Ammi jaan came toward us along with maasa and the smile of maasa's face was telling me that they have seen us like that. 

I looked down feeling embarrassed but he was nowhere to be shy. 

He moved toward them and wished both of them. I hesitantly greeted both of them and keep myself busy in Amira. They talked for a while when maasa called me," Gudiya"

I looked at her and replied," Ji"

"I sent letter to Ajmer about your well being two days back and now your bhabhisa wanted to meet you, I received letter today. She came here few times when you were ill. So I was thinking to take you with me Ajmer. Begam sahiba is agree as well, what do you say?" 

She asked smilingly and before I could reply shahenshah jumped in," No no, she can not go"

We all looked at him with a jerk and he laughed nervously before saying," You know, she is not well enough and her medications still going on. So I think she should not travel."

"But Maryam told me that she is fit and fine. The medications are just to improve her immunity nothing else. " Maasa replied looking at shahenshah and he blinked his eyes thinking something.

He did not speak anything so maasa said once again," I think I should take her with me"

Shahenshah looked at me for a brief moment and said confidently," I will also come along, its not nice for a daughter to come home alone after marriage right?"

Ammi jaan and maasa looked at him for a moment and laughed out loud. I ducked my head down feeling so much embarrassed while he just rubbed his nape smiling sheepishly. 

"I told you maharani, either Ariz will not let you take her with you or will come along and look same happened" Ammi jaan said and I bit my lip while smiling still looking down to Amira pretending to play with her.

"I have already asked Begam sahiba about taking you all with me jawai sa, don't worry, I will not separate you from your wife" Ammi jaan said in teasing tone and I sniffed my giggle.

He laughed nervously while saying," I have work, excuse me"

"Oh yes yes... but will you be able to do the work in absence of your mahroo?" Maasa teased again and I looked at shahenshah not looking at her but smilingly he went out without saying anything.

They both laughed out loud and Amira giggled looking at them. I too giggled slightly.

"Gudiya gangaur is after a week and I want you to celebrate this gangaur with us. So pack your favourite dress and jewellery along with you. You will get everything new there but I don't want to hear any tantrums that you don't have your favourite things with you. So pack everything you like." Maasa said to me strictly and I nodded hugging her tightly and she giggled with me. 

Ammi jaan caressed my cheek while saying," You are glowing different today bacha. Looking so beautiful." I instantly looked down feeling timid. I can bet my cheeks must have been red as they were feeling so warm.

"I should prepare my cloths" I muttered and left the area hurriedly leaving maasa and ammi jaan talking behind.

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In evening.

"Offo Nadira jiji, not the pink one, I want the green ghaghra choli." I put my hands on hips shaking my head in disapproval when she brought different dress for 3rd time. 

"Begam sahiba, you have hundreds of dresses and plenty of them are green, which one you want?" She asked me sitting on the bed with huff."

"The green whose choli and dupatta is yellow and lehenga had yellow border." I explained and look at Iqra jiji taking out some of jewellery with her. 

I went to look what she brought and thank god she brought what I demanded. 

I gave a big hug to her thanking and looked at Nadira jiji picking up all the available options of Lehengas with her. I laughed looking at her and finally found the lehenga. 

Everything was ready now. 

Soon I heard shahenshah's announcement of entering the chamber and I looked at both of them slipping out of chamber very smoothly. I laughed at thier antics.

"Have you already prepared everything for departure?" He asked entering but I did not reply and ignored him completely.

"Mahroo..." He called me very sweetly. 

I don't know what is in this name that whenever he call me by this I could not stop myself from replying. 

"Ji" I said slowly.

"Where are my cloths jaan?"

And his jaan. It will take my jaan someday. My heart skip a beat whenever he calls me this.

But I focused on the present situation ignoring my betraying heart.

"You are not coming" 

As I said he jerked me toward him by my bicep. My soft breast crashed into his hard chest and I felt a shiver running down my spine.

"May I know why?" He asked in his serious heavy tone which sent shivers down my spine.

"Be..." I cleared my throat and continued," Because I am angry with you"

"That's not the valid reason to not take me with you. And in this situation I should go with you given that I have to make it up with you" He stated the obvious and I gritted my teeth.

"And I am not taking you with me because of the same reason. I don't want to stay in your vicinity, I am leaving you, so you are not coming and this is final." 

As I said  he pushed me against the bed post and pressed his body against mine while gripping my neck with his one hand.

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