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Shahenshah said she was not my baby and when I get to know that baby will be in my tummy only not I will get it from temple; I was shocked.

I was frozen for a moment. All my theories of childhood are wrong. 

But how can the baby get into women's tummy? 

May be its the god who bless the couple and then the women bears the baby. Might be possible.

But I want to confirm from someone now... this matter should not be left like this. I want to know what the hell is sperm and where will I get them from?? 

Whenever I want to ask such question to him he just kiss me and shut me off.

And his frequent kisses on my lips makes my heart beat go mad, my breath too come in short pants and I feel like someone set me on fire. The sensations become so strong that I forget to take next breath. My brain stop working. Urrgghhh. Something is very wrong with me.

Before I could think more one attendee entered in my chamber. He told me that the temple priest has arrived.

But why he is here?

I went out and greeted him. He too greeted me very politely. He was holding the same baby which I took from the temple. 

"What is the purpose of the meet Pandit ji?" I asked gazing the baby. She is so cute.

"Beta this baby was given to me this morning by some attendees of royal abode stating that you took her with you by mistake." He narrated and I nodded my head in affirmation feeling slightly guilty.

"This baby is abandoned by her parents." He said next words and I looked at him with shock. How could this be possible. Why would any parent abandon such a beautiful soul? What can this baby do wrong to them?

"Why pandit ji and how are you so confirm about this?" I asked trying to supress my rage toward the family. I will not leave them.

"Beta this does not happen first time. I am used to it. People often leave their new born baby girls on the steps of temple. When ever anyone found them they bring them to me and I handle them. Me and my wife are now growing up almost 20 girls, some are small and few are big enough to help us. Because I have been ordered by authorities so I tried to find about her parents but no one agreed to take the baby from near villages. So I need to come here to give you my answer." He stated and my heart clenched listening to his reply. 

How can someone be so cruel? Where is humanity? 

Will they be able to handle everything if girls vanished from this world?

I am so astonished by this fact that they need women for everything, but if the girl itself is born they abandon them. What is this system of society?

We worship goddess for 9 days and for feast we look out for girls to have blessings of goddess and when the same girl born in our family we simply discard them? Will our goddess get happy with show off of affection towards her when we are treating the real blessing as garbage? 

"Pandit ji, how will you manage them then?" I asked wanting to know about the situation.

"What ever I get from temple, I distribute to all of them. They all are living with us in temple only." He told me and after thinking for some time I said,

"Anuraj Singh escort all the girls from the temple and give them the chambers which are allocated under queen's ascendancy. Provide them with every facility they need, admit them to the teaching sessions which are going on for royal abode maids and send them to fencing practice every evening. Its totally your duty to take overall care for them." I commanded.

"JI Begam Sahiba but I would need a woman with me as well as they all are girls so the probability is high they might not tell me everything about what they need." He stated and I nodded. He was right but whom should I appoint.

I was still thinking when Pandit ji said," There is a girl named Sadvika, she is eldest and very responsible girl, she handles all of them you can make her incharge, everyone will be comfortable as well." He advised and I nodded. This would be nice. 

"Okay pandit ji, get them ready for their shifting and thank you so much for taking care of them. I am rewarding you with 1 thousand gold coins and a well built house." I announced.

"Thank you mallika-e-hind." He replied and went out.

Soon I called Zafar khan to me and told him about everything. We made a strategy and planned to appoint soldiers in civil dress code every time in vicinity of temple. In this way we will be able to find the parents who abandon baby free for death and punish them harshly. As one of them get caught and punished severely, the example will get set in the civilians and they will not do anything like that anymore. He along with the soldiers began the work from the same moment.

I got indulge in my work and settlement of those new comers, how my whole day spent with them along with doing work of royal abode I don't know. But I never feel exhausted or irritated. I love to do all the things. Shahenshah too take my opinion on the court matters often . He said I am the best advisor. I know its not like that, he just love to praise me very much.

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Its been 5 days since shahenshah went to borders, I have been alone once again. This feeling never settle with me. Till I not see shahenshah once in few hours my brain stop functioning and an unknown fear begin to crawl my nerves. Before I begin to panic I rushed to my chamber to fetch shahenshah's overcoat. It is only source of calmness for me during lonely nights.

I hugged it and went to sleep. He will return tomorrow. Just one night Ishu, bear it. You will get to hug him again tomorrow. 

I was so overly exited in a moment when I realised that he will be back tomorrow only. My mood lit up instantly and I hugged the pillow in excitement. I just love to be in his arms very much. He just attract me like magnet I guess. Whenever I am near him, I feel like kissing him or hugging him tightly. 

But I am slightly terrified by the fact that he told me that he will kiss everywhere. But why? And how will I handle myself if he tried to kiss me everywhere. 

Can I say no?

I don't know.

I drifted to sleep with the thoughts lingering in my head. I felt a slight touch on my forehead and I inhaled deeply only to feel and smell shahenshah near me. I smiled slightly and muttered," Shahenshah"

When I opened my eyes clearly I saw him in reality. Excitement bolted in my each nerve and I jumped to hug him. I yearned for his presence a lot. He has been clouded on my brain every moment. The urge in me to be close to him was too strong. I feel uneasiness without him.

I came out of his hold and said," You were about to come tomorrow shahenshah" He chuckled at me and kissed my cheek lovingly making the goosebumps arose on my body which was already longing for his touch. He said," Yes, but were you not missing me way too much?"

" I missed you shahenshah, so so so much." I replied in a heart beat settling on his lap comfortably. I really missed him, there is no two thoughts about it.

"That's why I came back as soon the work there get completed." He replied and I feel the worms in my belly waking up with his low deep voice. And he kissed my lips.

No no no worms, please don't wake up. You always make me feel so different which feels uncontrollably painful but not painful at same at same time. My cheeks felt warm and I was feeling my temperature rising.

He hugged me tightly while asking," Did my baby has her dinner?"

  Oh no, I am doomed!

What should I say now? Should I lie? 

No Ishu its not right to lie to your husband.

I slightly shook my head in no while shrinking my self more into him. Only he could save me from him. 

He glared at me and before he could say more I hid myself in his neck. I hope this work.

And it worked!! Very good Ishu!! 

I mentally patted my back at my brilliant brain and hugged him comfortably. I am getting this warmth after 5 days and now I don't want him to go anywhere. Strangely after some moments he kissed my forehead and ordered attendees to bring the dinner. I smiled a little. He cares for me very much.

I was hugging him very tightly to feed my deprived body his warmth when I felt his lips on my neck. A strong wave of sensation pierced through me and I trembled in his hold, my belly felt filled with snakes and worms dancing inside and my brain went on leave.

I instantly backed off but his grip on me refused my body to move so only my face could come out and I looked at him not knowing what to say. Is he going to kiss my whole body now? The mere thought trembled me form inside and before I could muster up courage to say anything He again kissed my neck and I lost all controls of my body.

I felt the wetness of his mouth on my neck and a strong wave of shivers hit me and an unknown sound escaped my lips." Ahhhmm" Making me more and more timid. But he was nowhere to stop. He again put his lips on my neck and I trembled visibly putting my head on his shoulder trying to stable myself. But I could not. All my efforts were subsided by his constant touches on my neck.

My whole body felt the heat of the moment. I held his shoulders firmly  while he was sucking my neck. The sensations were too much for me. My lips parted gasping for air, I felt very very shy. I felt so vulnerable at this moment. But one thing is sure that I trust him. I trust him more than anyone else in this world. He would never ever do anything that is not good for me. He is the one for whom I am ready to do any wrong thing as well. 

I have a strange feeling in me for him. I feel scared as well as protected. I feel scattered as well as collected. I feel anxious as well as calm. I feel I have lost myself but I know that whenever I will lose he is there to hold me.

I feel this should not be done but when he is the one doing it, I feel everything is okay. Because he is there for me.

"Ahhhh... shahenshah" A strong shiver ran down my spine when his lips touched a particular part of my neck. I squirmed more under him. He looked at me, his breaths uneven as well. And his eyes filled with love for me which were making me relax. I know I don't know the things and I am eager to learn. But this feeling is too much.

He kissed my lips again making me more timid. I was drowned in the pool of shame while remembering how I was making sounds. That's so embarrassing. I wish the earth to split into two and let me in. Without looking at him, not even a single glance I just hugged him tightly feeling the rush of sudden emotions in me. The unknown changes that my body is showing are too overwhelming.

He put me on bed when attendees brought our dinner and took plates to bed and once again put me on his lap. I love to be near him very much. Sitting on his lap close to him make me so peaceful.

"By the way why are you wearing my overcoat?" He questioned and I quickly glanced at myself. I closed my eyes feeling more timid about my appearance. What will he think about me? My pulse quickened and the worms and snakes in my belly twisted.

Will he think me as a thief? No but I did not stole it, I simply borrowed it for those night only when he was not with me.

"Shahenshah, I was missing you and I was not able to sleep. So I wore your overcoat, it has your fragrance and it makes me feel calm and loved. It feels like I have hugged you. I am sorry if you don't lik.." I tried to tell him the real reason but he captured my lips in a passionate kiss without letting me complete. I froze on my place with the sudden attack. My belly felt numerous worms and snakes running in it. My eyes widened and I sat there unmoved. He chewed on my lips as much as he wanted but I was not feeling any pain. When he sucked them till his hearts extent, he left them and looked at me.

"Why did you kissed my neck shahenshah?" I asked the question that was lingering in my brain  after few moments of unbreakable eye contact. He was looking at my soul through my eyes as if reading it. His piercing gaze make me nervous and I finally looked down. 

"I told you baby that I will kiss you everywhere, remember?" He breathed and  put his hand on my neck again and I took a deep breath. He touched the particular spot once again and I shuddered with the overwhelming and uncontrollable sensation. I looked into his eyes asking for the explanation but he again leaned in and kissed that spot quite harsher this time. "Aaahhh" A breathy sound followed and he left me.

"But why shahenshah?" I whispered despite of the unbearable sensations. He put his forehead on mine while whispering,

"Jab mohobbat itni badh jaye ki wo lafjon me bayan na ki ja sake to koi tareeka to chahiye na  apni mehram ko batane ka ki unse mohobbat kitni beshumar ho gayi hai. Bas mahroo hamare bhi lafj khatam ho gaye hain, itni betahasha mohobbat ho gayi hai aapse ki ab appke jarre jarre par hamara nam likhne ka jee chahta h. Apne aap ko aap ko saupane ka jee chahta hai. Aapko is kadr khud me samana chahte hain ki khuda khud bhi aapko hamse juda na kar paye." 

" When love gets so much increased that it can not be described in words then we need to find a way to tell our beloved about how much we love them that how much we love them. Mahroo my words too felt finished. I love you so damn much that I want my name to be imprinted on each and every pore of your body. I want to submit myself to you now. I want you to diffuse in me such a way that god himself could not be able to put us apart."

His words sent strange equanimity in me. I felt light all of sudden. His love for me overpowered my every sense and I got courage all of sudden. I looked into his eyes for confirmation of his words and they told me that his each and every word is correct. 

But one question again came up and I asked looking at him in my very small voice,

"How can we know that we love someone shahenshah?"

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