So the news of Ishita was prank played by ekta.... But my mind is more ahead then their news.... I mean... After hearing her death track news this idea popped up instantly..... So it's my imagination on ishita's death track.... After adi's marriage truth out.... How it's out.... Leave on cvs.... They will handle it.... What we will not get is ishra scenes so here it is on recent song of half girlfriend..... Tu Thodi Der....
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Thanku nautanki for the pic....
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Shagun-it's all her fault....why are you forcing adi....you are making my daughter cry....
Aliya-amma how can you do this.... I love adi.... This marraige was forced....
All accusations all words everything was echoing in her ears. Raman was not their....he was busy in making sure every information which they got about adi roshni was true or not..... But when everyone blamed her, called her selfish, spoiling others life....he tried to defend her.....

"Shut up Shagun how dare you....stop accusing her....and no one will say anything to her until i come back"

....he came near her and held her by shoulders....she was looking nowhere. When he shook her also....she never looked at him....he saw something in her eyes but couldn't gather what it was.....police was standing there to take adi....he has to go to sort out everything....he looked at her keenly and pleaded her to look at him once.... She raised her eyes and looked at him at his plead. They were blank....there was no hurt no tears nothing.....they were fully blank....he felt a tuck in his heart.....he felt something very bad coming but write now he has to go so he could only say that much.....
Raman- please wait for me i will be back soon....
Ishita didn't blinked her eyes and just kept on looking at him and his retreating figure....
He stopped near pihu and bend down near her. He forwarded his hand in front of her asking a promise. Pihu looked at him teary eyed..
Raman- promise me....you will take care of her....untill I'm back.
Tears flow down from pihu's eyes and she kept her tiny hand on his assuring him.
Raman looked at her one last time before going out......
Ishita was standing at same position in which he left her....everyone started accusing her again crying their sympathy....but she had became like any statute today.....seems like no one's voice was reaching till her ears today.....she was fully numb.
Pihu goes near her and made her sit on sofa.....holding her hand.
She literally pleaded everyone to keep quite and not to say anything to Ishita. But shagun was Shagun she never stopped on anyone's saying and shrugged pihu's plea......scolding and calling her a kid....pihu looked on helplessly.....she could not complete her promise made to her Papa.

Don't know when hours passed and Shagun was not going to stop and aliya was singing her tune too in same flow....Ishita didn't moved a little from her place. Her eyes were only on door as if waiting for him.
Door opened with the sound of click and raman came huffing inside......his eyes fell on Ishita and he felt like someone has stabbed 100 times to him....she was looking so naive so fragile... So pale...what have all done to her.
Ishita looked at him and then stood up slowly. Raman looked down at pihu and saw pihu mouthing sorry, that she couldn't do anything.
Ishita started moving towards raman looking only at him with baby steps.....
She remembered his words of that day....
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"tere liye to jaan bhi haazir h madrasan"

"ab mai tujhe kahi bhi nahi jaane dunga"

"aaj tak Jo bhi kiya uske liye sorry yaar"

"mai tere bina nh reh skta"

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Dil charkhe ki ik tu dori
Sufi iska rang haye
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Isme jo tera khwaab piroya
Neendein bani patang
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Dil bharta nahin
Aankhen rajjti nahin
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Chahe kitna bhi dekhti jaaun
Waqt jaaye main rok na paaun
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With her every step his heartbeat skip more and more. He felt like she is coming near him, but literally she is going far, very very far away. He found himself rooted at his place.....pihu tried to call her many times.

"ishimaa"
"ishimaa suno na please, ishimaa"
But her voice never reached ishita's ears.
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja soneya
Tu thodi der aur thehar jaa
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja zaalima
Tu thori der aur thehar jaa
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She finally came near him and looked at him a smile crept on her lips, which looked like sarcastic more.
She kept her one palm on his cheeks and bend her head a little sideways.....tip toing a little she pecked his lips..... Just a peck.
Raman was shocked to his wist.
If he held her by waist too in front of others....she was always conscious and shy....and here she literally kissed him not bothering about anything.....anyone.....
Ishita moved near his ear after pecking and whispered slowly....

"I love you.......i m.....sorry.....but I'm.....tired....i want to.....sleep.....a peaceful....sleep."

Saying this her body hanged on his body.....her head on his shoulders. He felt her weight loosening and held her tight by her waist to stop her from falling.....
Raman-ish.....ishita...
He whispered slowly calling her and brought her face in front. Her eyes were closed and nose was bleeding....
She opened her eyes slowly one last time and smiled at him lovingly as if taking his last glimpse...at last she closed her eyes......
With a frown on her face.....
Pihu-ishimaa....
Pihu ran to ishra and shoke Ishita to wake up but she herself got scared seeing the bleeding.
Raman was just looking at her lifeless body without blinking his eyes......
Adi Ruhi everyone ran to them in worry.
It was pihu's scream which brought raman back in his senses.
"Papa.....ishimaa....."
That's when raman realised that she needs doctor.
Romi-bhai I'm driving come fast....
Raman showed his palm stopping him just looking at Ishita.
He showed his eyes as if saying no need i don't need anyone of you. He scooped Ishita in his arms and goes to hospital pihu followed him.
After trio left other family members too followed in other car.
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In hospital.
Doctors were treating her. Raman was sitting outside the OT....hands intertwined in each other and looking down blankly. No tears nothing today he was also blank.....
Only her last words were echoing in his mind.....
"I'm tired.... Wanna sleep"
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja soneya
Tu thodi der aur thehar jaa
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja zaalima
Tu thori der aur thehar jaa
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Pihu was looking longingly at the OT....she stands in front of raman and cups his face....
Raman looks at pihu and saw her eyes red and puffy due to the continuous cries.....
He hugs her tightly and pats her back....
Raman-ssshhhhh...!! My princess....don't cry....when she will wake up and find out that i let you cry....she will kill me.
Pihu hugged him tight and cried saying sorry that she couldn't do anything.
He just patted that little one and consoled her saying "it's ok...."
Doc came out....and adi romi others ran to him.....
Raman was still sitting hugging pihu....he saw doctor coming out but he didn't move....
Romi-doc how is she..??
Doc-does she had any stress...?? She was taking antidepressant pills....
All looked at raman who was still sitting blankly with pihu in lap.... But listening everything....
Doc-she had nervous breakdown....and she took some extra pills too....
We have flushed out the medicine but please just remember no more stress for her....
Adi-can we meet her...??
Doc-yes but only one person.
Saying this doc went away and adi was about go inside.
Raman-stop....
Raman spoke looking blankly still.
Adi stopped and looked at him....
Raman-no one will go to her....
Ruhi-but Papa....ishima....
Raman-shhhh..!!
Raman stood up and made them quite keeping his index finger on his lips.....
Raman-you all have many problems in life....like adi you...you have to sort out aliya or roshni....romi you....you have to help him in threatening.....you all have many works....so you all concentrate their....i will handle my wife.....
Shagun-why are you creating mountain of a mole raman....it was all ishita's fault.....
Pihu-stop it mumma please i beg you.....
Raman-will you shut your that filthy mouth....or should I do it....i know many other ways you scheming woman.
Raman sighed a long breath and said clearing himself.....
Raman- look i want sometime alone with her please leave...... All......
Saying this he goes inside....
Ishita was lying her eyes closed face pale and glow vanished fully....
She was taking antidepressant pills....from when...why he didn't knew this....he promised her that now he will not let her go anywhere.....she promised him that she will never forget him....his past his pain never ever have hurt him this much....how much she has got effected.....
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Haaye din tere bin ab jee na paaye
Din tere bin ab jee na paaye
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Saans na leti raat
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Ishq karein tere honthon se
Ishq karein mere honthon se
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Bas ik teri baat
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He walked slowly and sat near her....he felt like someone has drained out his blood from his body seeing her like that.... He looked at her hand in which dip was inserted....he felt a strange fear of holding her hand too....what if he hold and she vanishes.....like she was never here....
He wiped his whole face in frustration and noticed he was not crying even.....he looked at her fragile figure and closed his eyes remembering everyone blaming her....for one and everything.....what have they done to her.... There was a time when he used to hurt her....and others were her support and now when he has realised her importance then others have started hurting her....
He is going to loose her again....that feeling invaded in him....that 7 years back feeling when he heard her suicide news....he was the reason for that he made her that weak to end her life....otherwise she was never weak....not atleast this weak.....and now Again she is on same place.....again she tried to end her life.....this time...he never accused her neither blamed her.....he was there for her....then why she did this.... The only reason can be....
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T

eri doori na sahoon
Door khud se rahoon
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Tere pehlu mein hi reh jaun
Tu hi samjha jo main chaahun
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja soneya
Tu thodi der aur thehar jaa
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Tu thodi dair aur thehar ja zaalima
Tu thodi dair aur thehar jaa
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She don't trust him....he couldn't make her fully trust on him......but now he will make her trust him....in all way....its too much now....he thought about everything and everyone.... in his whole life.....never saw where his happiness lies.....but now....he has to decide....otherwise he was going to loose her again....
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Naiyo lagna, naiyo lagna
Tere bin dil mera
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Thinking this he wiped his tears and caressed her head softly.....making sure not waking her up.....
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Dil minnate kare
Na tu jaa na pare
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Tere jaane se jee na paaun
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Tu thodi dair aur thehar ja soneya
Tu thodi dair aur thehar jaa
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja zaalima
Tu thodi der aur thehar jaa
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja zaalima
Tu thodi der aur thehar ja.. (thehar ja)
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He comes out saw everyone still standing there.....
Pihu ran to him...
Pihu-papa.....ishimaa.....
He bend down near her...
Raman-she is sleeping go and see but don't disturb or wake her....be a good girl ok...??
Pihu nodded and goes in wiping her tears....
Pihu saw ishita lying.....she didn't make any sound she just walked near bed adjusted herself near her....and slept holding her,keeping her head on ishita's chest.... She whispered slowly...

Pihu-i don't know why....im scared...dont go.....anywhere ishimaa please....wake up fast....I'm sorry....i.....couldn't keep you safe.....
After sending pihu in raman headed to walk off.....but this skin showing woman can never be quite....
Shagun-raman what's wrong....why are you behaving like this....your son needs you right and you are not bothered even....
Raman- can you just fuck off.... Shagun-what...??
She narrowed her eyes in horror listening him.....
Raman-why don't you just vanish away from my life Shagun...why you always keep on coming back with one and other reason....
Mani-raman you are....
Raman-it will really very thankful of you Mani....if you take this thing(shagun) of yours and get out of here.....you are not needed here....
I lost her many times and didn't realised my mistake i can't afford to loose her now....
Saying this he goes....
After 15 Min he came back clearing all the hospital bills and taking her discharge papers....
He stopped and looked at adi....
Raman-you take whatever decision you want to take.... Choose whoever you want....but remember one thing....if your any action gonna make her sad or hurt. I will not mind before slapping you left and right....
He turned to everyone and said making a straight face....
Raman-this warning is for everyone....do whatever you want i don't care.... I don't give a damn to anyone's life now....i have done enough worrying about world except her....so now I will only be worried about her.....so try to hurt her one more time any of you....and you will see the worst of raman Bhalla ever.....and you woman....
He turned towards shagun who was still standing shamelessly.....
Raman-you have to stay away.....do whatever scheming planning plotting you like or love to do.....but if any of your witchiness came near her....i sway on pihu i will kill you with my bare hands.... Stay 10 km far away from my Ishita....
He turned to go inside but his steps halted seeing pihu looking at him with teary eyes.....he thought she is going to accuse him again for talking rudely with that witch.....a fear engulfed him....
..but then her last words rang in his ear....
"I'm tired "
He composed himself and again became selfish for her....whatever happens or whoever comes In between.... Today only Ishita matters to him....think whatever others wants to think....
He made a stern face and walked in....but stopped feeling a tug on his hand....he knew what was coming.....

"7 years were hell pihu, i can't live without her"

This was the only line he could say that time.... But the reply made him....shocked and surprised both at the same time..

"i was scared....is she leaving us....??.. i can't afford that"

Raman smiled seeing that his little princess has grown up....and knows the difference between right & wrong....
Both goes inside....
After a min trio came out.....raman was carrying her in his arms who was still unconscious under the medicine effect....and pihu in tow....
He walked out of the hospital without uttering a single word. Pihu too walked off with him.
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At home all were sitting in living room. Not knowing what to say and what to decide.... Just then they saw pihu coming with her small pink trolley bag....
She called the watchman shouting his name....
Pihu-guard uncle keep this bag in papa's car.....
Raman-and these also....
Raman too came from back and gave 2 bags to keep.... He again goes back in his room.
Shagun-pihu what's going on...?
Where are you going..... And who else is going...??
Pihu was walking off in ishra room,
Without answering her....Shagun gets angry and pulls her with her arms....
Shagun-pihu stop....
Pihu too gets angry and shrugs her hand shouting....
Pihu-i too begged you to stop....i asked you again and again to stop blaming ishima.....did you stopped..?? No you didn't....you just......blamed....accused....and did what not....
Shagun-pihuuuu......
A slap was what she managed to put on pihu's face with her gritting teeth....
Pihu held her cheek in pain.....
Raman-how dare you...??
All were already shocked with that slap....and their shock broke seeing raman standing on stairs with red angry eyes.....unconscious Ishita in his arms....he came down and put her sofa very carefully like a doll. Pihu ran near Ishita and hugged her crying in unconscious state....
Raman looked at Shagun spitting fire from his eyes.....he goes near and twists her hand with which she slapped pihu.....
Shagun winced in pain, gritting her teeth.
Shagun-ahhh...,! Leave my hand... Mani-raman leave her....
Mani came ahead to rescue her but stopped seeing raman's angry face....
Raman- one more step Mani and you will face the worst.
And you....is it really paining..?? How dare you slap my daughter..
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Shagun-ahhh....she.... Was... Misbehaving....
Her words couldn't get complete and raman twisted her hand more....
Raman-shut your mouth up....i will not think twice before breaking this bloody hand...
Saying this he pushes her and she falls in mani's arms....holding her hand in pain....
Shagun-what the hell.....
Raman-i sway Shagun i will make you see hell....if Ishita wakes up in this chaos time and witness all this.....
Toshiji-but raman where are you going taking her....
Raman-far away from this place....she needs some safe environment....
Romi-but bhai in this all chaos how can you just walk off....just because.....
Raman glared at romi....and he stopped in mid....
Raman-yes I'm walking off...because this time i can only see her....but can't feel her....its very fearful feeling....like someone is taking away my soul from my body....
Said raman screaming at the top of his voice which made everyone still on their place. Which made Ishita also awake.
Pihu-Papa....ishima woke up....
Raman at once ran to her and cupped her face....he looked at her lovingly....
Raman-from the time we started our life....we are living for others, solving others problems....but there wasn't a moment we lived for each other....but now i want to live only for her, loving just her.... We lived many years solving other problems now....not now....im going to take her away from here....Ishita was awake but with droopy eyes....the only which she can see was his eyes looking at her with love and concern. She can also see her little daughter caressing her head with her tiny hands.....
Raman caresses her face her hand....
Raman-she said..... She is tired....and i just want to pat her.... away from all worries..... I can't let her go.....i can't....i just can't....
She looked at him in half conscious state.....she sees some unshed tears in his eyes....and forwards her hand slowly to wipe it.....raman holds it in mid and kisses her hand....
He wipes his tears.... And picks her in his arms...she in a reflex wraps her arms around his neck and rest her head on his shoulder.
He turned towards family members and said with a stern face.......
Raman-pihu wanted to come with her mother so i couldn't say no to pihu.....if anyone wants to meet her anytime......call me once i will bring her.....but no one....remember no one will try to come near Ishita...... Otherwise i will not spare anyone....
Saying this he walked out of the house taking her along in his arms and pihu followed her parents crying happily......
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja
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zaalima
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Tu thodi der aur thehar ja
Tu thodi der..
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Bas thodi der aur thehar ja
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May be now their real happiness will start.....when they really decided to live for each other far away from every tension, not bothering about anyone.....
May be it's not a perfect ending but it can be a perfect start.....
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*********LOVE SHAANI *********