I don't know it's upto your expectation or not anu99967
But after surfing my mind for hours.... I came up with this idea only.....I'm so sorry i can't do it more than this.....i don't know your anger will be lessen by this or not but i can do only this much.... Have a look..... I tried to portray everything you wanted...... Have a look once.
And my other loyal readers..... Have a look.... Though i haven't written any OS in my writing period....because i never felt like writing OS..... And now it depends on your response if i get satisfied responses & which encourages me to write ahead then i will turn it into TS but not more then that....so you all will tell me with your votes and comments that should i continue this or not...... I'm sorry....for any mistake..... Anu di asked me to write something after watching that shameless dance.....so i wrote this.... Sorry if anyone didn't liked it..... Love you all by heart...... ♥
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Tamma tamma.........
As it ended all stood up whistling and cheering the samdhi-samdhan dance.......
Ishita felt a prick somewhere in her heart......she held her chest for a sec and looked at the crowd hooting for the jodi......she too smiled and clapped cheering for them.....

"go Shagun....go raman...."

After they came down.....she with all family members praised them....
"mom Papa you both set the stage on fire"
Adi's words felt like stab on her heart.....
But she being she still plastered the best smile on her face.....

(Note-im not able to digest the fact that Ishita was really happy....so I'm showing she was faking)

There family moment was broken by the single round of applause
..... They turned and saw subbu and subbu's mother standing there with a smile and clapping.
Subbu's mom-wao...what a performance.....right Ishita.....??
Ishita looked here and there avoiding everyone's gaze.....
Ishita-yes....it was really good....
Subbu's mom-yes.....it was mind blowing.....right adi...?? Your parents really did well....
Adi-yes they were amazing.....
Ishita was at verge of breaking down....

No one was getting what Subbu's mom was trying to say or do....but Ishita was already hurt and she understood that she is taunting her.....
Subbu was standing with a smirk on his face and eyeing Ishita.
Raman saw him smirking and didn't get what is making them this happy.....

Ishita-aunty ji please.....not today....
Ishita whispered slowly only audible to subbu's mom.
Subbu's mom-what please Ishita.....
She too whispered slowly.
Ishita-aunty.....it's my son's sangeet don't spoil it.....
Subbu's mom-your son.....i don't think so you exist anywhere Ishita...look at them....
Ishita looked and saw raman Shagun adi Ruhi standing together.....now she had some unshed tears in her eyes....
Subbu's mom-mom Papa.....adi said this only....right..?? I don't see you anywhere....where are you Ishita..??
Raman came there to have a formal talk....or can say he had some feeling of something going wrong.....
Raman-kya baatein ho rahi hainnnn..??
(what talk is going on..??)

Ishita made her phone fell and bend down to pick....it was purposely because the tears which were unshed till now.....they came out listening his voice....she wipes it fastly sitting down and stood up taking her phone plastering the same smile again.
Subbu's mom-nothing raman i was just telling ishu that where she stands.....
Raman-i m sorry i didn't get you... Subbu-oho raman see she is standing here and rest all were standing there together....i thought she must be feeling lonely....
You had your ex-wife with whom you danced so cozily just now....and....
Raman-excuse me....i danced as samdhi-samdhan.....
Subbu-really raman.....i mean...i know this family from long....
Subbu's mom-and have attended many functions but never saw Mr Bhalla dancing with Madhvi....nor Mr iyer dancing with Mrs Bhalla....and today also if you both are samdhi-samdhan then ishu and abhimanyu are also same....
so they didn't danced either....or are they.....dancing..?? Or have I missed their performance...??
Adi-ye aap kya bol rhi hai aunty....??
(what are you talking about aunty..??) And ishimaa didn't danced because she was not willing....

Subbu's mom-and raman was willing...?? With his ex.....??
Ishita-enough.....i beg you both enough please....
Ishita had enough of taunts.....whosoever was speaking was only taunting or hurting her known or unknown.....
Either it was deliberately or mistakenly.
What's her fault in all this....all are aiming her.... So she couldn't take anymore and shouted at once....to stop them....
Raman-ishitaaa....why are you feeling bad of their word ..?? You know they are like this.....
Ishita looked at him with hurt eyes which he caught in a second....he can see the pain....and accusations....in her eyes.
Subbu-actually you are right raman....my mom always speaks bad....today is your son's sangeet so.....ishu....can i have a dance with you....?? Don't think wrong....or you can think.... Just for our old time sake....
Raman- subbu......
Subbu-what raman.....i said something wrong..?? I don't think so....I mean you and Shagun are now samdhi samdhan but you were lovers at one time....so I'm saying same....why can't ishu dance with me...??
Saying this he grabbed Ishita by her waist almost side hugging her.....
Ishita was looking down all the time....she just struggled a little to remove his hand from her waist....raman saw his hand on her bare waist and looked on raged.....
Shagun-yaa....why not... I mean it's just a dance....i and raman danced together....there was nothing wrong....so you both can also dance....
Raman was looking only at Subbu's hand which were resting on ishita's waist....he remembered he held Shagun in same way while dancing a moment ago.....there he was....he felt a first prick...... the first prick.... he felt.....how she must have felt seeing him dancing with Shagun....his eyes travelled on her face....she was looking down still and trying to get out of Subbu's embrace....
Subbu's mom-i think subbu you are right....go ishu dance with your old lo.... I mean only friend...
Subbu-c'mon ishu our old time sake....
Ishita looked at raman and saw him looking at her.....she so wanted to show him what she felt....but she can't....because it was her problem that she can't dance with anyone else.....why should she....if he is comfortable it doesn't mean that she too is comfortable.....
Shagun-c'mon eeesheeeta...it's just a dance.....
Ishita looked at Shagun disgustingly and politely removed Subbu's hand from her waist and parted.....
Ishita-i have back pain.....so i can't dance.....
Adi-what when.....why didn't you tell us...??
Ruhi-yes ishimaa you should have told us....come sit here and we will bring water for you....
Subbu grabbed ishita's hand...
Subbu-you will not dance for a little back pain...?? I don't think so ishu...because i remember last time you danced with your fractured leg just sitting on a wheelchair....right raman....??
Ishra looked at each other remembered dancing.

On the song "main tenu samjhawa ki"
Subbu-come let's dance.
Shagun-yayyyyy go Ishita go subbu....
Subbu dragged Ishita. Raman glared at Shagun and ran towards Ishita.
Ishita could have shrugged her hand or pushed subbu for this misbehaving. But she didn't have energy today.....she was too tired.....not physically but.... mentally....
Raman goes and parts their hands. And looks at subbu angrily....

Raman-if she is saying she is not comfortable and don't want to dance then why are you forcing her.
Ishita looked at her and found herself standing between them.....
She closed her eyes....and pushed them together gathering all the courage which she had....and screamed on the top of her voice.....

"I'm not any toy.......stop...playing...with.....me...like one....toy....."

All looked at her in shock.

Ishita-i....m.....not....any....toy....Jo.. jiska jab dil kiya khela or man bhar gya to side me rakh diya....fr jab dil kiya utha Liya and fir baad me fenk diya....im not any material.....damn it....!!
(I'm not any toy... That whenever anyone wants plays with me....and then keeps aside.... Then again wished to play....then played and at last throw away)

Raman-ish....

Ishita-quite raman....you can be comfortable with any one dancing with your ex....and all...
Shagun-eeshheeta...!!
Ishita-what....??you had your husband why you didn't danced with him....?? Aunty is right i haven't seen any samdhi samdhan dancing in these years in any function....then why now..?? Answer me mummy ji Papa ji.... Amma.... Appa.... Did anyone did....?? Tell me...answer me raman...
She turned towards him & shook him by his collars questioning him....

Ishita-and my in laws are whistling and cheering.....where am I...?? Yes adi....you are right your mom and Papa.....and I'm no one and no where.
I....i was always just a toy....just a replacement of Shagun...did you ever loved me raman..??
Raman- Ishita....this is not right...i have always cared for....

Ishita-yes there you're.... Right...you always just cared for me.....like you cared for Neelu too...so what's the difference....i care for roshni also....though she is no one but i care....just like that you just cared.... only.....never loved me....you....but sometimes you stopped caring also....when i did some silly mistakes....i get it....i totally get it....you are right aunty....i....I'm nowhere....
Her voice choked in her throat for a Min.....
It was first time that today Subbu's mom was also having tears in her eyes....yes she was bad....may be very bad....she always taunted ishu....always did bad with her ...but today seeing ishu like that she also somewhere felt a pain being a woman and she had tears.
Adi-ishima....aap....
Ishita-yes adi....ishimaa...it was and will always be ishima only your step mother....you have your mom and Papa....there....
You know why i came khandpur that day with raman....in that night.....not just because i felt something wrong....it was because you called me...."mom"
First time you called me mom and i came running thinking you're in trouble....it sounds very normal for others because mom word is normal but....for me it was not normal adi.....it was not.... I was thinking all the time why you called me mom... I was always a replacement and always be a replacement only.....
Raman-i m sorry i didn't meant to hurt you by dancing.... but you didn't objected too....and i thought you are OK with it....so....
Ishita-really raman....you didn't saw  my objection in my eyes....i forgot how will you.....when you never loved me ever....but when subbu asked me to dance though i was not willing but then too i saw objection in your eyes...... a barren is always a barren only....i came with bad destiny and i still have that bad destiny......i will never be able to become the one.....who is wanted by their loved ones....i was never wanted.... Never....but.....but please i beg you all......
Ishita joined her hands and sat down on her knees.....

"stop playing with me.... I'm not a toy....please stop."

Raman sat down near her on his knees and hugs her crying equally like feeling her pain.....she tries to struggle and come out from his embrace but his hold was too strong for her....at last she stopped struggling.....but didn't hugged him back too.....but cried being there  on his chest her heart out....
Shagun made faces.....
Shagun-she is such a drama queen such a big issue for a small dance....?? Always a attention seeker....
Mani was standing near her,he heard her......he looked at Shagun and then at Ishita. He smirked lightly with a chuckle.
Shagun looked at him chuckling.
Shagun-what...??
Mani-nothing you will never understand. This feeling is beyond your imagination....so don't stress yourself to understand....
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********LOVE SHAANI ********