"Sab pack hogya na?" Sana asked herself panicking as she strolled down her whole room pouting ... ..

She took her phone as she dialed his no.

" Sidharthhhhh ...Teri packing hogyi ??? " She kept her phone in between her head and shoulder as she tried to chain her bag

" Hn baby ek hi bag uthaya hai ...shoulder wala " .... He said as he prepared his notes for maths

" Whatt ??? Sirf ek bag ? Pagal hai kya yaha mai soch rhi hu ek or bag utha lu mere bag mai sara saman aaya nhi makeup bag toh abhi bhi choot hi gya."

She pouted over the call

He laughed knowing her expressions

" Toh mere bag mein rakh lio apna makeup bag mere bag mein space hai ...aur haan ... 2 din ke liye Jana hai,  mahine ke liye nhi " he teased over the call Sana rolled her eyes

" Sid ye hmari first trip hogi na akele ? " ... Sana smiled

" Haan hogi toh ... Acha maine train ki tickets book kar liyi hai " Sid said smiling as he gave all his attention dropping his pencil

" Hum kya kya karenge wha pe ?"

"Maine suna hai Shimla mein snowfall bhi ho ra hai ... " Sana giggled excitedly ....

" Kitna romanctic mausam hoga na wo ... Tu mai or snowfall ... " Sid matched her excitement, Sana's cheeks turned pink ...

" Acha chal tu so ja na abhi ... Abhi aur pdhai mat karna I know tu subhe se pdh ra hai I'll wake you up at 5 am ... "

" Tujhe kaise pta chla mai subhe se pdh rha hu ? " Sid asked being surprised

" Itne saalon se janti hu tujhe Teri har ek habit ka pta hai mujhe " Sana giggled

" Acha tu bhi soja ... Or garam kapde rkhe hai na apne liye thand hogi udhr"

" Sir ji apne rkhe hai thand wale kapde ? " Sana asked her voice sarcastic she knows he only cares for her

" Mard ko thand nhi lagti " Sid said giggling

" Sidharthh " her voice dropped with sarcasm

" Arey baba ek jacket uthayi hai. .. aur liya bag bhari ho jayega "

'' acha chl rkhta hu abhi kaam hai thoda bye love you take care " he cuts the call immediately escaping her sessions of anger

Sana sighed. ...

It's still 9 pm maybe she can go jacket shopping for him quickly. ..

The next morning as promised Sana woke him up at 5 am morning ... Sid who immediately got ready as he moved out of his campus taking bus to her apartment whole Sana who got down and waited for him to come holding her bag ...

As soon as Sid came and saw her all dressed up in a goofy jacket looking so pretty and cozy he smiled at her. Her heart fluttered the way his smile reached his eyes whenever he sees her is so mesmerizing for her

Her heart feels bliss to have him near her ...

Sid embraced her quickly and then moved back holding her hand while taking her bag in his other hand

"Chale ? " He asked as they were to catch a bus to the railway station

Sana nodded her head in disbelief and took out the new jacket she bought for him wrapping it around him making him wear it

" Ye kab layi tu? " Sid asked being surprised

" Ab mera boyfriend bohot careless hai toh i can't help ."

" mujhe khi se bhi jaake uske liye cheeje laani pdhti h mai kya kru " Sana chuckled along with Sid who grinned

" Waise tujhe bhi toh sirf meri padhi rehti h khud ka kya ??? You know that you are sensitive to cold weather fir bhi ek scarf tak nhi liya gya madam ne aur bhashan dekh lo". .. Sid rolled his eyes as he opened his bag taking out a cute bluish woolen scarf for her

Sana chuckled as he wrapped it around her smiling

" Chal abhi ... " ... Sana clicked her tongue as he saw his eyes trained over hers

The emotions the love he gives to her was priceless .... How glad she feels knowing that Sid is there for her ...

In all phases of life she silently sent prayers to universe to make Sid her partner in every life she comes in

He nodded as they took bus to the railway station then took there train to Shimla ....

It was a few hours distance ... As Sid booked themselves a private chamber of the train inorder to enjoy some privacy with her

As they walked into the train Sana lookeda round the chamber it was quite cozy with all the requirements of bed ... Foodtable... Duvets and even some snacks to eat. ..

Sid came behind her as he took her in a back hug

" Acha lga tujhe ? ".... Sana nodded.

" Lekin sabse acha ..." Sana turned around midway of her sentence as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Sid pulled her more closer holding her waist

" Toh mujhe ye lag raha hai ke ye hmari first trip hai after our relationship started " ....

" First trip nhi ... First pre-wedding honeymoon bhi keh skti h tu " ... Si whispered in her ear as Sana's cheeks turned pink

" Hatt pgl h tu toh ... Honeymoon shadi se pehle kaise hota hai ... "

" Toh thik h fir kab kar rhi h shaadi ? " Sid asked her playfully

" Abey oye itne sookhe tarike se bolega toh bilkul nhi krungi .... Ek filmy style se pehle tu mujhe propose krega ... Apne ghutno par baithke ..fir mai thoda attitude dikhaungi jawab dene mai time lgaungi, pehle ek do baar reject bhi kr dungi lekin tujhe koshish karte rehni pdegi tb Jake shaadi hogi wrna bhool Jaa " ... Sid chuckled at her exaggerated situation of him proposing to her

" Kya pta madam khud hi aake propose kare " ... Sid shrugged his shoulders smirking as his gaze dropped down to her lips

" Mai toh nhi krne wali ... " Her voice barely above whisper as Sana's cheeks turned pink looking at Sid's intentions as he was slowly closing the distance ...

As Sana's eyes shut, Sid took her lips in a kiss taking it as her permission

As he slowly kissed her lovingly ... Sana felt her lips automatically curl in smile even in between the kiss as the way he was showing his love Sana felt overwhelmed

As they broke there kiss Sana kept her head on his chest ... He made her sit down the bed along with himself down with her over him ...

Both of them cuddled covering themselves as they slept ... Covering the remaining distance in each other's arms.

As they reached Shimla in the mid afternoon reaching their room ...

She ran to the balcony of their room the view outside was so ethreal ...  The clouds covering the moutnains

With the snow over them it looked so pretty ...the nature itself is so mesmerizing... Sid came behind her as he wrapped his hands from behind ...

" Sid ye kitna sundar hai .... " 

" Hmmm ... " He looked at her his eyes stuck at her thevway her eyes were glittering. ..

He felt his heart smile ...

"Tune kitna pyara room book kiya hai" Sana smiled in aww her eyes couldn't look away from the view while he couldn't take his eyes off her ...

SAJDE MAI YU HI JHUKTA HU

TUMPE HI AAKE RUKTA HU KYA YE SABKO HOTA HAI ?

He stared at her softly she kept her hands on his resting on her waist ...

HUMKO KYA LENA HAU SABSE TUMSE HI SAB BAATEIN AB SE

BAN GYE HO TUM MERI DUA

he smiled softly as he turned her around and kissed her head

" Ek surprise hai " he whispered leaning towards her ear

Closing her eyes with the blindfold as sidharth lead her to the cab he had already booked

Sid knew she is gonna love the view and the snow ....

Along with the set up ...

" Kitni der lgegii? "  Sana asked getting excited

" Bas ... " He opened her eyes

Sana was mesmerized as the efforts he took for her

" Ye sab kab kra tunee ??? " Sana asked turning around her eyes misting a little

" Raat ko jab kaha tha na ke pdhne jara hu " he giggled as he cupped her face

" Sidharthhhhh" Sana's heart warmed at his gesture as she embraced him

KHUDA JAANE KE MAI FIDA HU
KHUDA JAANE MAI MIT GYA

KHUDA JAANE YE KYU HUA HAI
KE BAN GYE JO TUM MERE KHUDA

After they had there cozy lunch sitting under the tent he had arranged along with her favourite food

Sid made her get up as he turned the speaker on ... Sana smiled she is blessed

TU KAHE TOH TERE HI KADAM KE MAI NISHANO PE

CHALU RUKU ISHARE PE

TU KAHE TOH KHWABO KA BANA KE MAI BAHANA SA MILA KARU SIRHAANE  PE

Sana pulls him closer as she whispered those words to him ...damn her whole world really revolves around him

TUM SE DIL KI BAATEIN SEEKHI
TUM SE HI YE AAHEIN SEEKHI

TUM PE MAR KE MAI TOH JEE GYA

he caressed her face ...

As they spent a little more time together in each other's arms recovering to the times they had to stay away. ..for each other's career

" Sid..." Sana whispered as she sat comfortably leaning in his arms

" Hmm " he hummed peacefully his eyes closed hairs coming over his face

" Kbhi kbhi Mai sochti hu ... Agr hum mile hi na hote tohh " ... Sana whispered smiling

" Life kitni boring ho jati ... "

" Nhi meri life toh nhi hoti boring you know kitni ladkiya marti hai mujhpe " Sid teased her intentionally

" Abeyyy oye bkws mat karr or kisi ladki ne dekha bhi na ankhein bhr ke maine aankhein noch leni h uski aur tera chehra bhi. .. " Sana made a huffing face

" Toh tu kyu bkws kar rhi h agr hum mile hi na hote toh ...humara milna toh tay tha tbhi toh tu meri first bestfriend thii " ...

" First bestfriend?" Sana turned around to face him curious

Sid took something out from his pocket handling infront of her

" Yeh toh mera favourite broche tha bachpan mein kho gaya tha ek shaadi mein...."

Sana suddenly recalled something and said, "Hawwwww tuuu whi rotdu bacha hai kya jisse mai shaadi mein mili thi "

Sana laughed  looking at the broche he held infront of her

" Kaisi si hai tuuu " Sid pouted being called rotdu bacha

" Chl koii ni mtlb humari story bhi kahanio jaisi hai ..  destinyy hai humari ek dusre se judi huii " Sana flaunted as Sid laughed

" Pagal hi hai tuu "

" Hn Babu sirff tere liyeee .... Hum toh deewane deewane, tere deewane hai deewane.... hayeeee " Sana whispered the song lyrics to him dramatically

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After spending much time Sid finally got himself together to move to his old house .... The address which he got behind the picture of his father and real mother

Assuming that it was the same house where his mother stayed being pregnant with him

As he got inside the house holding Sana's hand a familiar ache

Settled in his chest as he moved taking slowly steps his hand squeezing her's

His eyes fell over the empty wall as with only two frames

One of his real mother and father and one of his mother with her baby bump ..comparing both the pictures he could see the fade of his mother's as his heart pained

He couldn't help his eyes getting warm with tears

" Sidharth " Sana's voice slow and comforting as he rubbed his arm feeling his heart heavy ...

The whole house just had a room and a kitchen ...

As gathering himself he moved to the only room the emptiness of the house creeping his heart as he felt sivk to his stomach

" Sana ...." Sid almost felt he couldn't breathe now ...

" Acha nhi lg raha idhar ... " ...Sid felt so empty the cold house almost felt going to eat him up ...

" Sid... Ye zruri hai " Sana's own voice became heavy felt his heart so much in pain it was difficult for her to see him go through so much but somewhere it was necessary it was necessary

For his heart to get through the ache of his childhood and move on his life with a happy heart not with the burden of past ...

Sid slowly nodded going into the room ...  Breathing softly his hand never left hers and her eyes never left him. ...

She smiled knowing how strong her baby is who is trying to face the thing he never want to ...

Sid's eyes fell over the dusted drawer ... Along with an old rugged bed ..with a old broken cupboard ....

The rats and spiders all in the house ...
As leaving her hand slowly Sid moved to the dusted drawer which had a radio on it ...

It had two cassets... Side ways ...

Sid took the cassets with his shaking hands ...

As he slowly ... Turned the old radio on .. surprisingly it started as Sid rolled in the casset with it ...

He could hear the faint sound of a lady as sidharth turned the  volume up ...

" Suniye ji apne Kaha apki shaadi kahi aur tay ho chuki hai. .. lekin ... Mai apne ap ko sambhal nhi paa rhi hu ji."

" mai jaanti hu. .. ap mai kbhi ek saath nhi reh sakte. .. lekin mere dil ko sukoon nhi agr Mai apne bache ko maar du  ... Ye sab mujhse nhi ho payega. .. mai jaanti hu ap ki majburi hai lekin ... Mujhe maaf krdijiye ... Na Mai aapko bhula paa rhi hu. .. aur na hi aage badh paa rhi hu ... Lekin wada karti hu apki chokhat par kbhi nhi aungi apko kbhi apna chehra nhi dikhaungi ... Mera bacha sirf mera hai ... Sirf mera " .... He could hear the cracking voice, Sid's eyes welled up ... As he sobbed slowly weak on his knees as he gets down sitting ...

Sana moved closer to him holding as Sid leaned over her.  .

" Sana. .. agar mai na hota toh ... Kya maa aj zinda hoti ? " .... Sid dubbed holding onto her.  

Sana nodded her head in no

" Sid tu unke jeene ki akhri ummeed thi. ...tu bhi na hota wo toh kab ki mar jaati aise bolna galat hai unhone bohot takleefein jheli hai ..  fir bhi tujhse bohot pyaar Kia hai " ... Sana cupped his face wiping her tears ....

Gathering himself together he took another casset. ..

" Baby. .. sorry ... Mai tumhare sath reh nhi paaungi jyada din ... Tumhari maa sambhal nhi payi bacha khud ko. ..

Sorry beta lekin I hope jab tumhe ye cassette mile toh tumhe pta ho ... Ke tumhari maa tumse bohot bohot pyaar krti hai ...or hamesha karegi ... Tum hamesha khush rehna... Apne papa or apni maa ka khayal rkhna .... "

The cassette ended till now Sid was calmer ....

But it all felt like he is lost ...

" Sid ... "

" Sana maa merese pyaar krti h " ... Sid smiled his eyes glistening with tears

" Sunke acha lga ... Meri bhi ek maa h jisne mujhse pyaar kiya ... Ajj pehli baar maine maa ko suna mujhse ye kehte hue " ...

" Kabir ki mom ... Ko bhi mai kaise blame kar skta hu ... Mai unka beta hu hi nhi toh wo kyu krengi mujhse pyaar ... His voice broke

" Lekin ajj sach me ye sun ke acha lg ra hai " tears fell down his eyes as Sana immediately took him in her arms

" I love you Sid " ...

Her own tears spilled down ... As she caressed his hairs ...

"Mai hu tere sath ... Tere har mod par.   Tere liye " ...

Sid nodded

" Thank you ... Mujhse pyaar krne ke liye .... Pta hai mushkil hai ... Lekin ... " Sid took her in his arms again ....

" Tu kabhi mat jaio. .. tu chali gyi toh mai khatam ho jaunga " he closed his eyes his eyes rolling down. ...

" Tujhse door mujhe jeena bhi nhi " Sana kissed the side of his head numerous times as she lets him cry in her arms ....

Promising herself to not make his eyes well with tears ever again in life

She will fill every part of his life with joy and so much of love ...

And she knows he would heal her too he loves to everything like the ocean loved the sun ❤️

Kissed his head again as Sid gently gathered himself ... Finally the burden moving from his chest finally he felt free

Finally he felt loved ❤️

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Hope you liked this chapter.

Next chapter will be the last one.

Thanks for reading ❤️