"Kya hua hai tujhe ? ..." Randeep asked as soon as he got some alone time with Sid....

Sid who smiled at him and chuckles

"Mujhe kya hua hai bdhiya hu mai ek dum ... "

"Tujhe pta hai na tujhe acting nhi aati toh koshish bhi kyu krta hai."  Randeep asked his face stoned his voice betraying emotions as he looked at his bestfriend utterly in pain and still silent

"Tujhe pta hai teri yahi problem hai .... Tu hamesha khud ko bnd kr leta hai .... Mujhe toh smjh hi nhi aata tu chahta kya hai ... Kya dikkat hai apne hi dosto se nhi baatega? marna chahta hai ghut ghut kar ? ... Bta ? ..." Randeep said almost yelling at Sid

Sid looked down knowing every word said by Randeep is not a lie

His eyes brimmed with tears as he hugged randeep all this was so new yet his heart is so heavy ...

It's been days that he could not even concentrate over his studies ...he couldn't even sleep yet couldn't even describe his feelings for her

Randeep was taken aback slightly

Randeep had always knew Sid to be the toughest guy the least affected in there group but somewhere he knew behind the toughest exterior Sid had a soft heart, he too had feelings and Randeep had idea why he has been so much hurt...he saw Sid being the happiest around Sana... He could guess what was going inside him.

Sid was quitely sobbing over his shoulder as Randeep patted his back

"Kya hua hai ab bta ..." He asked

Sid looked down biting his lips quite embarrassed of his emotional breakdown

"Yaar ... Wo ...Sana ...." He bit his lips looking at her direction who looked the happiest as she got ready wearing Kabir's favourite red colours dress

"Kya Sana ? ..." Randeep had the idea enough but he wanted to listen this from Sid

Sid looked at him utterly in dillema

"I ....i ..like her ..." He stammered looking down

"Usse baatata usse pehle hi Sana ne mujhse keh diya tha that she likes ... Kabir ...

Yaar ...saare sirf Kabir ko hi pasand kyu krte hai ? ....why no one likes me ? ....

Itna bura bhi kuch nhi kiya maine Randeep ...sach mein... Maa bhi Kabir ko chahti hai ..Sana bhi Kabir ko chahti hai...not that I am ...not happy...I am happy ..mere bhai ke liye ...lekin kuch pyaar toh mujhe bhi milna chaiye na ? ...itna bura toh kuch nhi kiya na maine jo. ..har waqt everyone just chooses Kabir over Sid

It's always Kabir everytime ..."

His chin wobbled in pain

As he tried to stay silent his words knowing he would breakdown any second

His back was facing the side where Sana and her other friends stood up .

Sana came near Sid and she tapped his shoulder

"Sid...dekh meri dress ..." She looked at her own dress while Sid hurriedly wiped his face and turned back to her.

"Kya hua tujhe? ...." she looked at his eyes... His eyes looked drowned

"Wo ankh mai chla gya iske kuch ..." Randeep said covering up as he knew Sid ws not in much state to talk ..

Sid nodded

"Dikha ... Kya chla gya ..."she cupped his face, coming closer, standing up on her toes

She looked into his eyes ... Looking for anything that itched his eyes as she blows some air over his eyes

Sid who looked at Sana closely, his eyes brimmed with tears once again as he pulled back and turned around blinking his eyes then wipes his tears away

"Sahi hai ...tu jaa ..." Sana frowns

"Dikha toh ..."

"Nahi thik hai tu jaa tujhe late ho raha hai .... Kabir ko bhi bulana hoga abhi"

Sana nodded still her heart is not at peace looking at Sid's disturbed expressions

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After a while Kabir came in the garden looking for his friends as everyone hid behind the bushes

Randeep who pulled Sid away from there, the group looked at him concerned

"Tu jaa yaha se ...tujhe dekhne ki jarurt nhi hai ... Bekar mei or hurt hoga ..." Randeep said

Sid nodded his head in no

Why would he be hurt to see her happy? He would be hurt to realise that the happiness on her face was not because of Sid but someone else ...

"Sid... Kuch bura toh nhi hoga na ? ..." Sana held Sid's hand being conscious looking at him hoping that her heart won't break

"Kuch nhi hoga tu jaa or keh de usse apne dil ki baat ..." Said Sid, his own heart heavy still he is comforting her

Sana smiled a little then moved excitedly.

As Kabir came at the garden he was a little bewildered at all the decorations

No one's birthday today in their group then why the place is so decorated he was lost around looking when turned to find Sana

Who was decked up in a red colour dress.... Kabir smiled

"Heyy beautiful... Aaj kuch khaas hai kya .... You look pretty huhh ..." He smiles flirting Sana blushed

"Thank you ...." she whispered

"Aur koi nhi hai ? ..." He asked Sana who couldn't stop blushing and looked down. Then gathering some courage she looked up at him again

"Kabir I want to say something ..." she bit her lip ... looking at him her heart hammering in her ribcage ...

"Haan bol na ...you know I love when you talk ..." He said in his usual cheesy tone Sana who failed to notice his mischief took his words lovingly

"Woh ..." She brings out a bouquet of sunflowers from her behind and goes down over her knees

Before Kabir could register Sana held the flowers infront of him and said in her loud excited voice

"I like you ... Kabir ..."

Kabir who was taken aback by her sudden confession his eyes widen as he took a step back from her

Sana who patiently waited for him to reply ...looked down blushing

Her heart sank when he started laughing

"Acha prank hai ...uth Jaa ab ..." He said laughing holding his stomach Sana who couldn't react to his words

"Prank ? ... Mai ...." She was short of words for the first time in her whole life ...

"I am not pranking on you ... I ...really like you Kabir ...." Sana stammered her heart on the verge of shrinking

"Tum pagal wagal ho kya ? ..." Kabir said again, laughed at her exclamation

"Meri girlfriend? Aur wo bhi tum ? ... Just look at yourself

Tumne Aisa soch bhi kaise liya Sana ..." He chuckled

"Kabir!" Everyone came around them looking at Kabir's word Sid who held his hand glaring at him

"Accha tum log bhi ho kya idhar ... Sahi hai ... Tumko toh samjhana chaiye tha na isko ...." Kabir laughed again looking at them...

Sana who looked at him her eyes brimming with tears

"Kabir please ..." Sana whispered her voice barely above

As she felt so humiliated so low about herself

"What please huhh ? ...thoda sa flirt kya krliya what did you think ke tum meri girlfriend hogi ? ..." He chuckles

"You are so dumb Sana ...for god's sake ....ye pyaar wyaar kuch nhi hota I am not here for commitments mere saath ye sab bhool jao samjhi ..." He chuckles

"Ghar Jaa ra hu ...tu sambhal apni iss dost ko ...." He chuckles as he tapped at Sid's shoulder who fisted his hands looking at Sana who looked so devastated not because of being rejected

But being humiliated for her feelings ... Being heartbroken feels so painful to her.

As she looked at Ashi ...who hugged her cousin ...

"Uss chutiye ko toh mai btaungi ...sala bhen ka bhai samajhta kya hai khud ko ..." Reem said, her voice was angry

Sid who just looked at Sana who looked so not herself

She looked so disturbed ...

"Ghar Jana hai ...." She whispered in Ashi's ears ... Her voice breaking

"Tu tension mat le Sana.... You are way out of his league. Uss Kabir ko dekha hai? Chuchundar si shakal ka chamar

Maine toh pehle hi kaha tha ...dur reh usse wo dhongi hai, har ladki ke saath yhi scene hai uska ...." Reem cribbed Sana took a deep breath trying to control her tears not in the condition to listen anything ...

"Mujhe ghr jaana hai..." She whispered as she walked away from everyone Sid's heart sank at her bewildered condition.

Ashi who looked at everyone apologetically then ran behind her cousin

The whole way to home Sana didn't even spoke a word to Ashi. .her mind continuously running back to that incident. ..

The way he was laughing at her ... Her heart broke even more

For the first time she liked someone for the first time she was feeling the pain of heartbreak.

"Kya dikkat hai tujhe ? Agar Sana nhi pasand thi toh thik se mana kr skta tha na tu usko ? .... Kyu itni insult ki uski ? Bas simply na hi Krna tha na.  That I don't like you ...." sid said as he entered in his room seeing Kabir playing games enraged him even more

"Tu uska lawyer kabse ban gaya be? Uske behalf par mujse ladne aaya hai ? ... Wo zyada apni hai teri? ... zyada da important hai wo tere liye ? ..." Kabir chuckled looking at Sid who was glaring at him

"Kabir apni hadh mai reh ..." Sid said almost yelling over at him

"Obviously tu mera bhai hai lekin jaha tu galat hai waha mai tera saath nhi dunga ...tune usko reject krdiya it's ok tereko feelings nhi h. ..but uske emotions ka majak udana usko hurt krna.. insaniyat bhi nhi hai kya? Itna patthar dil kaise bn gya tu ? ...." Sid yelled at him

"Chilla mat ... Thoda sa flirt kya kr liya usko laga mai usse pyaar krta hu ? Pyaar my foot. Koi itna dumb kaise ho skta hai ke ek gesture ko pyaar smjh le ...

Aj maine flirt Kiya usse mujhse pyaar hogya, kal koi aur flirt krega uss se aur usse phir se..."

"Kabir!" Sid yelled over at him glaring at him

"Fine ... Tujhe apni dost ki side Leni h toh le but mujhse kuch expect mat krna ... "

Sid walked away from him breathing heavily, for the first time he is so angry over Kabir he never expected him to be this heartless

Meanwhile the whole time Sana didn't talked to anyone ....she didn't eat anything nor she asked to anyone... she just laid down in her room and covered herself with blanket, tears were falling from her eyes, she felt so tired of her heart for the first time being guilty of her innocent nature

Sana who was always deprived of those sweet gestures ...  Found a hope in Kabir's words ... His flirt expressions which made her heart beat in manner she never expected.

She liked him, she liked the way he was so careless about the world, he used to stay in his own world taking nothing that much seriously

She regretted telling him about her feelings she never knew he was this heartless

"Wo thik hai ? ..." Sid who felt guilty somewhere blamed himself. Sana asked him about Kabir, he should have been careful about her. His heart pained remembering her pained expressions ...he couldn't concentrate on anything nor he had enough courage to message Sana instead he asked Ashi about her

"Thik nhi hai ..." Ashi typed the message looking a t Sana who finally slept in her dillema ...

"Baat bhi nhi kr rhi kisi se ... Bas aake kamre mai band kar diya khud ko, na khana khaya na kuch baat kiyi... Maine usse baat krne ki koshish ki usne kaha usko time chaiye usse akela rehna hai ..Mai kya kru ..." Ashi typed her heart pained for her cousin who suddenly lost all the colours from her face

Sid who bit his lips reading the messages

Even he didn't know how to comfort her ...

"Mai kal aata hu milne ... Reem Randeep sbko keh dunga"

"Tune Kabir se baat ki .... I don't even want to see his face, how dare he ..." Ashi typed ..

Sid hummed in response and kept his phone aside

"Mujhe rok lena chaiye tha Sana ko ...wo sensitive hai ..bohot jldi hurt ho jati hai usne mujhse poocha bhi tha ...fir bhi .... Kya krdiya maine ..." he tapped his head stressed angry over himself for not stopping her.

"Wo thik toh hogi na ...." He whispered looking up his eyes brimming with tears feeling the pang in his chest ....

"Kya karu jo uska dukh Kam kr sku ... Kaise usko thik kru ...." He held his head in his hands ...

More than her he felt the pain. First she loved someone else, second ...he can't even express his feelings to her, third she is too devastated to notice him

Why it's always Kabir and never him ? .... His heart broke ...

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